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The Pact

(A Dasey Fanfiction)

By: SimplyShelbySJL

Chapter Thirteen: Look What You've Done

Derek's POV

My head was pounding as I felt warm sun beating down on me from all directions, I shuttered as I opened my eyes to see my location. I wasn't in a bed or even in a house for that matter, I was lying down in tall grass and I felt sick very sick. And then I felt another thing at my side, but something that wasn't like anything else I felt, it was warm, soft and pleasant. I had my arm wrapped around this pleasant soft being. I turned slightly as pain shot through my head fiercely, but a smile crept my lips as I found Casey was the one in my arms.

What had happened last night? How on earth did I end up in the middle of a tall grass meadow with Casey in my arms? Wait am I in heaven, did I somehow die and go to heaven? I lifted my hand up to gently stroke her cheek when I found it wet; I sat up a little ignoring my headache once more and realized it was wet from tears. I frowned, now I was eager to know what happened last night. I looked down at Casey again just as her eyes fluttered open.

She looked up at me and I froze waiting for what she would do next. She stared at me for a while and I found my hand reaching to her lips tracing over her mouth. She continued to stare at me while I did this and then as if I could have imagined it I found her bring her own hand up to my cheek stroking it.

I spoke softly, "You were crying?" She stayed still, but spoke softly back to me in a saddened voice, "I've been doing a lot of that lately."

I moved my hand from her lips to her cheek wiping away her tears, "Because of me." She shifted her head a little, "Only sometimes."

I then sighed a little staring at her more intently, "How come you haven't pushed me away yet?" Her hand froze on my cheek and she sighed, "Because I'm pretending I don't have to."

I then leaned down to whisper in her ear, "With me I never have to pretend to want to be with you," I then got up walking off farther away from her because I now felt really sick to my stomach. Not only due to the hangover, have I assumed, but also because I realized what I now had to do. I walked over falling down by a tree as the hangover took its full affect. I coughed with relief as it finally ended, but squinted in pain as the head ache continued. I fell back against the tree more rubbing my temples trying to get rid of the pain.

After a while I heard Casey's soft voice as she approached me, "How are you feeling?" She sat down next to me, but I kept my gaze forward, "Like shit." She laughed a little to my surprise, "Sounds about right considering last night."

I turned to her frowning, "What exactly did happen last night, I mean I had to be pretty drunk to have a hangover like this." She turned to me sighing and staring at me, this I knew was her deciding exactly what she was going to say.

Finally she explained it all slow and detailed at some parts and fast and rapid at others. When she was done I turned back forward sighing rubbing my head, "So I dumped Paige?" She nodded slowly, "That's what I said," I could tell she was hurt by her voice, probably because out of everything she had told me I asked about that, but she didn't understand why that was.

We were silent for a while and then she laughed a little, "Oh yeah and you asked me to marry you." I turned to her smiling a little to find her turned towards me as well. I then smirked, "The offer still stands."

She smiled a little, but looked away and I knew that meant she wanted me to drop it, so I did. It was silent for a while and then she looked over at me and I smiled laughing a little, "Sorry about last night, alcohol and me aren't that great of company I'm guessing."

She smiled shrugging, "It wasn't the best, but it certainly wasn't boring." That was Casey always trying to find the positive side to make someone feel better even in a situation you know there wasn't. I just smiled laughing a little, "I bet."

It then got quiet again, it was weird I never really had an awkward silence with Casey before, but then again what happened last night and everything I said, definitely showed there's a first for everything. I cleared my throat, "So um… want to go back to Sam's house now?"

She leaned back more against the tree and sighed, "No, not really," she then turned to me as I finished and I raised my eyebrow. She then laughed a little, "Why do you I mean it is probably the first place Paige will look for you, so unless you're ready for world war three this morning I say we blow off Sam's house for a while."

I smirked, she was practically throwing alone time with her right in front of me, I smiled nodding, "You're probably right, so uh guess it's just us today then?"

She smiled looking over at me, "Guess so." I scooted closer to her, but she didn't move she just sat their calmly as our elbows rubbed up against each other. She closed her eyes and I watched as she smiled as the sun shined down on her face. I then frowned a thought coming to mind, wasn't she supposed to meet up with Max last night? And I highly doubt he would have left Casey alone somewhere with me I mean anyone could tell the guy is very much threatened by me; well I mean who wouldn't be.

Casey opened her eyes glancing over at me, "Something the matter?" I shook my head, "No nothing…" I stopped turning back towards her, "Uh yeah actually, but um I don't want you mad at me… again," I laughed a little at the last part.

She smiled ruffling my hair, "Please if I'm not mad at you for last night then I think you're safe with asking me a simple question." I gulped, "Right… um I was just wondering how you ended up here with me last night when you were supposed to meet up with Max… not that I don't like how the whole thing sorted out because I like it a lot it's just if you were my girlfriend then I doubt I'd leave you alone with a drunken guy who's in love you with you in the middle of the field."

I watched her face the whole time I spoke and it fell, but slowly lifted when I let the love word escape from my mouth. When I stopped I waited for her response, but she just remained silent slowly leaning towards me. I did the same, our faces inching closer and closer, just about to touch when… "Ring… ring… ring…" Casey quickly pulled away blushing, "That's probably your phone I can find it now I'll be right back," she then got up quickly walking off to find my phone. I sighed falling back against the tree and kicking my feet, "Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!" My stupid phone ruined everything oh I swear whoever is on the other end of it is dead! I was so close and it was her this time that started it, not me! Uh curse cell phones!

Casey's POV

I searched around the grass frantically for the phone, but something else was on my mind. I can't believe I almost just kissed Derek! And it was me, not him that started it… me! I should be angry at him for last night, I should be furious at him for bringing up Max again! But ugh I just can't be he sounded so sincere and so worried and then he said he loved me, maybe not directly towards me, but he said it right! Ugh, but I would have been cheating on Max, I'm not that type of person, I know how it feels to be cheated on and I would never want that for Max, he's a sweet guy who just happened to get himself into a mess like me!

Oh, but I wanted his lips so bad, I wanted to feel his lips the way I used to, and his warm arms around me, and oh my gosh I have to stop thinking about this! Wait the phone, oh yeah… here it is! I grabbed it clicking the on button.

"Hello," I said rather loud into the phone. There was a pause, and then the person hung up, I sighed probably Paige again. I wonder if she really was cheating on Derek, as much as I want to say he deserves it, I can't. I don't know sometimes I think he really does love her, but other times I don't, but if he doesn't then I can't understand why he cheated with her in the first place. Is she nicer than me, or more fun, is she smarter than me... "Is she prettier than me?" I didn't even realize I said the last one out loud as I was staring down at the phone.

That was until another voice made me jump, "She doesn't come close… never has… never will," Derek said softly behind me. I turned around slowly looking up at him, "Then why, tell me why you did it? Why did you choose her over me Derek, why?" I said slowly and demanding standing up slowly.

He sighed looking down, "I'll tell you over breakfast, deal?" I nodded slowly and we began walking out of the meadow and down the road silently until we came up upon a Waffle House. We both went in, ordered, got our food, we were silent the whole time, but his voice broke that silence.

He spoke softly, "Your confused about why I did what I did with Paige because I never told you the real… or whole reason." I looked up at him, "tell me then."

He nodded sighing, "I guess it all started the first time I met her, it was a week after you left the first time for one of your tours, it was at a hockey party, we had just won…"

Derek's POV

(Flashback)

"Whoa D I can't believe you won yet another game for us, I mean seriously you dude are amazing!" my teammate laughed along with a bunch of other team mates.

I smirked shrugging, "Hey come on guys I couldn't do it without you." He nodded laughing, "Sure dude we're just there to back you up, but at this rate in a year you're going to be a major hockey legend." I smiled raising my beer, "Hey I'll drink to that."

We all laughed chugging down our beers and as I brought my cup and face back down I noticed a girl smiling at me from across the room. She was petite and blonde, rather attractive, basically the exact type of girl I would go after… before I met Casey that is.

I was curious as to who she was though so I smiled back, but nudged my friend Scott, "Hey man do you know who that girl is over there staring at us?" Scott laughed looking from me to the girl, "First off I'm pretty sure she's staring at you and second I'm surprised your number one sponsor hasn't introduced you to his goddess of a daughter Paige a.k.a. the beautiful blonde undressing you with her eyes."

I laughed a little, "Maybe it's you she's staring at." Scott rolled his eyes "Trust me dude it's you and uh I'll catch you later because she is coming over here."

He then patted me before walking away. I looked around noticing that the blonde girl Paige was making her way over to me. I thought about turning and walking over to Ralph or something, but why would I need to do this I mean maybe all she wanted to do was say hi and great game Derek or something like that. So I stopped looking up as she smirked stopping in front of me.

She smirked again setting down her drink, "Hello I'm Paige and I take it you're the famous Derek my father's always talking about…" she flipped her hair letting her perfume hit me, it was familiar and I was pretty sure I had smelt it on Casey before. I smirked, "You're correct, nice to meet you."

She then giggled a little walking a little closer to me, "One thing my father did fail to mention was your charming smile and good looks, but then again it was more fun to find out for myself I suppose." I bit my lip, shit this was dangerous territory! This was hot blonde whose father practically owns you throwing herself at you dangerous territory.

I shifted where I was standing a little, "Thank you, um can I get you something to drink?" She smiled, "How about I get you something instead, upstairs in my father's private bar?"

I was about to decline, when her father a.k.a. the man who owns me laughed coming over, "Well Derek I see my little girl wasted no time coming to meet you now did she?" I smiled awkwardly nodding, "Right on the mark sir."

Paige smiled glancing at me then her father, "Yes father I was just about to show him your private bar upstairs, I thought maybe I could give him a tour?" He smiled towards me patting me, "Why of course, Derek you go on up ahead with Paige maybe I'll even join you two later." Shit, I was trapped again.

I smiled shrugging, "I guess one drink couldn't hurt," I laughed nervously, but they didn't seem to notice. Paige smirked taking my arm and guiding me upstairs, I saw Ralph on my way out, but I knew what he was thinking I was doing, which I had no intention of doing.

She took me upstairs to a dark room where she flipped on only one dim light. It was a gorgeous home and private bar nicely stocked. I sat down on a stool and Paige smirked going around the bar leaning on the bar across from me, "What can I get you?"

I smiled trying to back up a little, "Um… surprise me?" She smiled, "Okay…" she then turned around making some kind of martini, but would every once in a while turn back around smiling at me prolonging her sex dance/drink making affair.

She finally turned around with two drinks in her hand and smirked setting one down in front of me; she then walked around the bar and sat up on it right in front of me as well. I leaned back a little, but once again I was fucked at all hopes of anything at this point.

I took a sip and sat it down smiling awkwardly. She smiled doing the same and then leaned forward messing with my tie, "So exactly how does it feel to be a big hockey star yet again?"

I shrugged looking at her as she continued to fiddle with my tie taunting me I spoke and my voice was cracking a little, "Oh um… good I guess they gave us a trophy, so that was good," damn I sounded like an idiot.

She giggled and then looked up at me quirking an eyebrow, "Boys do love trophies don't they… but then I bet they love prizes even more." Whoa I think I know what prize she's talking about and I have a feeling it isn't anything like a trophy, well with your definition. I shrugged trying to get a certain face out of my mind.

It was Casey she was smiling at me giggling right after we had woken up in bed the morning she had to leave. Her eyes they were so trusting and loving towards me that right now it was killing me.

Paige smiled leaning in and whispering, "Take me back to your place and let me see the trophy… please." I nodded slowly, damning myself when I realized I was doing it, but it was too late she was already laughing grabbing a bottle of vodka and pulling me out the back door to my car. Before I knew it we were in my apartment she smiled handing me the vodka and I chugged it down, because right now it was the only thing making me feel better about this whole thing.

She smiled looking around at pictures and then giggled picking one up and setting it down, it was the one of Casey and me. I was kissing her cheek and she was laughing, I took another swig of vodka. Paige smiled, walking towards me and whispering in my ear, "You know I'm like my dad I always get what I want."

I smiled feeling tipsy and not myself, but the old Derek the player in high school, "Oh so what do you want?" She laughed reaching for my belt and undoing it, "I'll show you."

(Flashback ends)

Casey's POV

"And I guess you know what happens next since you showed up the next morning and all," he said looking down into his coffee; it was the only thing he ordered since the hang over. I knew he was waiting for me to cry or scream or throw coffee on him or something, but I didn't I just stared down at my own coffee.

I then slowly stood up walking out of Waffle house and starting down the road, I had waited so long for an explanation and that wasn't the one I wanted, I was hurt… again. I soon heard Derek behind me, "Casey wait!" he yelled running up after me.

I stopped and he sighed, "You have to understand I regret it every day now." I laughed harshly, "Its okay Derek I get it now, you fucked the boss's daughter so you'd get a bonus or something, hey why didn't you say so in the first place?"

He sighed, "No Casey I fucked… I did what I did because I was a stupid ass hole who got drunk because I didn't realize how fucking lucky I was with what I already had!"

I looked up feeling water in my eyes, but came closer to him, "But why did you go upstairs with her in the first place Derek? Even you must have known what she wanted and you still did it."

He sighed and then yelled rather fast, "Because I was hurt and angry with you okay!" I stepped back a little, "Hurt? About what?" I was so confused now! He sighed, "Look there's something else I didn't tell you, that day after I won the game I stopped with the guys to get some beer, but in the store when I was checking out there was this magazine."

I looked at him frowning, "Derek please tell me you didn't actually believe something from the paparazzi?" He looked away, "Look I know you told me it was all bull, but you should have seen the ten page article on the fucking story!"

I sighed walking closer to him, "What story? What did it say Derek?" He sighed grabbing my hand, "We're going to Sam's I'll just let you see for yourself." I frowned… wait did that mean he kept it all these years. We walked for a while in silence and then we came to Sam's house we went in quietly and he kept hold of my hand dragging me up to his room and began shuffling through his stuff when he stopped. He pulled out a magazine that looked old and handed it to me, "Here page thirty through forty," he even knew the pages. I was silent as I took it and turned the pages he sat down next to me, but turned away from it.

I froze reading the first page that titled in big letters with a picture as the background.

CASEY MCDONALD AND MANAGER

HOLLYWOOD'S SECRET COUPLE!

The picture in the background was of me and my old manager, note the old because these kinds of things were exactly why I fired him. He was young and hot, and had strong intentions I didn't know about when he first took on the job as my manager. He wanted the spot light and wanted it by hooking up with me Hollywood's star on the rise. I didn't know about the article, but one night when he did try something was the night he became unemployed, but I'm guessing the paparazzi took a picture of that moment and turned it into well lies of course.

The next ten pages were like that with pictures that had been nothing, but looked like something. Quotes from me that had been twisted around, for example, "He got me where I am and I owe him everything… the line between client and manager has definitely been broken into something stronger," I meant friend ship, but that's not how they phrased it of course. There were quotes from him and then on the last couple of pages there were even things about… Derek.

There were harsh words that he had just been an image I needed at the time and it was over with us now. That I had been leading him on for more publicity and even quotes from my manager saying I was breaking it off with him soon enough, lies all complete lies.

When I was done I felt tears in my eyes and I was angry. I felt Derek's eyes on me, but I didn't care. I didn't even know what I was doing as I began pulling the magazine apart destroying everything. It had ruined everything, it all made sense now, Derek had already felt exactly like I felt. And I would never say it justified what he did, but it certainly made me understand a little more. I was so angry, finally I dropped the magazine and I felt Derek grab me as I put my head into his chest.

He whispered rubbing my head, "I know now it wasn't true, but… I'm sorry." I nodded holding onto him tighter, saying quietly as my tears calmed down, "I know how you felt and now I think I can really forgive you Derek."

I looked up at him slowly and he wiped away a few left tears on my cheeks now looking very serious, "Casey I've hurt you so much and I'm sorry, but you need to know that I've tried to be your friend and I can't… it doesn't work, and I know you're with Max, but that doesn't matter because even if you were married to him I would still love you like I do and want you even more, if that's even possible. And I know I sound crazy right now, but I need you, I really need you because I love you, but I want to know if you love me too… I need to know do you love me too."

I want to pull back a little, but he wouldn't let me, I looked into his eyes as he stared into mine and then as if it were a reflex I nodded slowly, "yes, I love you and I always have Derek." He smiled laughing a little, "You have no idea how it feels to hear you say that."

I pulled away a little sadness written on my face, he frowned noticing and trying to come closer, "Wait what's wrong now? Casey why do you look like that?"

I backed away more, "Because this is wrong Derek like you said I'm with Max and I can't do this to him, he doesn't deserve it." Derek's face changed so much in those few seconds, his smile dropped so fast. He now looked hurt and tired, more than I had ever seen on him before.

I found myself at the door now and I looked back at him as he fell on the bed sitting up and looking down at his hands. I spoke quietly, "Derek…"

He cut me off, "Just go Casey!" I shuttered his words were now harsh and then I felt hot tears coming down my cheeks I turned around and ran out of his room and into my own falling onto my bed and crying into my pillow.

After a while I slowly got up going over to my radio and turning it on falling back on my bed and listening between cries as I stared up at the ceiling.

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

I sat up crying, "What have I done?"

(Meanwhile)

Derek's POV

I got up slowly walking over to my door and locking it. I then walked over to my CD player flipping it on as a song came on.

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

I rolled over on my bed, it was over. Casey did love me, but she chose someone else over me still. She didn't choose me and I wasn't going to chase her anymore, I had to except it. I had to move on because I had to face the facts Casey and I would never be, again.

(Meanwhile)

Sam's POV

I woke-up rubbing my eyes and seeing Emily no longer beside me. I sat up hearing music coming from my bathroom and water running. Did I leave the tub on or something? I slowly walked in stopping at the door when I saw Emily sitting in the tub bubbles covering her up, but she almost looked like she was asleep.

I walked over touching her softly, "Emily? Are you okay?" She looked up at me suddenly and I had to stop myself from jumping back… she was crying.

She looked at me crying more, "Last night before you found me I think… I think that maybe… maybe Andrew… I think I was… raped." I froze where I was, did she really just say what I think she did. We were silent as she let her head fall against me chest and we remained silent listening to the radio in the background, not sure what to do.

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do

(Meanwhile)

Ralph's POV

It had been forever since Kendra went into the bathroom, she had been acting weird since last night, but I guessed it was just because we saw Max and Paige together. Still I was worried she had been in the bathroom for a while and music had even started playing softly. And then I heard… crying.

I got up slowly alarmed walking over to the door knocking lightly, "Kendra? Honeybee are you okay?" I waited for an answer, but I heard nothing, but music and what sounded like silent cries.

I slowly opened the door to see Kendra on the floor crying, she slowly looked up at me. I instantly knelt down reaching to her, "Honeybee what's wrong?"

She looked up again slowly, "I think I might be… pregnant." We both stared at each other, I didn't know what to do I couldn't even think all I heard were those words repeating over and over in my head with music in the background.

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

Authors Note: Wow look what I did! Seriously though really please read the lyrics too I pictured this chapter when the music was going almost like the end of an episode of one tree hill when they show everyone with the music! What do you guys think? Sorry I hit you with so much, but I really like this story although centered around Casey and Derek to have other character drama as well. Also with Emily I did give you some hints in the last chapter, so review please if you want more!