Chapter 14

a/n Felt like writing some more so here goes! 2 chapters in one day I'm on a roll. LOL!

Edward and I were so happy together. We were at the epitome of our marriage. We went out more, did more things as a couple. Edward was in his penultimate year at medical school. Things were going splendidly. Ever since that huge argument Edward and I had on our anniversary, he was really putting an effort into our marriage. We have come to terms with the fact that we cant have a baby right now. We left it in god's hands; he would grant our wishes when the time was right. Slowly my parents and grandmother began to accept that.

It was like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulder. I felt free and more alive than ever. I guess Edward and I were enough for each other right now. I had another year and a half to qualify and Edward had roughly the same. We would make quite a team. For now my studies were enough to keep me occupied. The baby "button" (so to speak) was out on hold for now.

So one could only imagine my surprise when Edward stormed in that night looking as if he could kill someone with his bare hands.

"Sameera!" He roared.

I was alarmed by his commanding and aggressive tone. I sprinted out of the library to see what the matter was.

"Edward what's the matter? Is everything okay?"

He chuckled darkly without any humor.

"What the fuck is this?" He spat.

My eyes widened and my mouth fell open with a loud "pop" .The weather suddenly took a turn for the worst as well. The rain hit the large lounge windows; the thunder and lightning cracked and boomed across the sky. Normally I would've been terrified and would of ran into Edwards arms but the expression on his face was even more menacing than the sound of the thunder. Edward never used foul language ever. In the one and a half years I have been married to him I have never heard him curse.

My mind vaguely registered the question he posed. Slowly my eyes left his face and trailed towards his hand, which contained a small tablet box.

"Its birth control tablets Edward, Alice gave them to me." I stated a little confused.

"I know what it is Sameera, but what is it doing in my house?"

His house? What happened to it being our house?

"Have you been playing me all along Sameera? Acting like the sad, helpless wife who can't conceive just so you could appease me? How dare you Sameera? You had no right to do this to me!"

Realization washed over me, I was livid. How dare he speak to me like to me? I growled at him, I actually growled!

"Edward! You self-absorbed idiot! How could you think that of me?! I am your wife I would never do that to you. Alice gave them to me, she thought now that we are into our studies that we would like to hold off on the baby for a while, since I could actually still fall pregnant."

"Don't give me that shits Sameera, one week of the pills are missing! You baron woman, you don't deserve to be a mother after you can betray someone you love like this." He roared at me.

Edwards words hit me like bullets, each insult puncturing my heart. How could he think so little of me? My knees went weak and buckled beneath me, I collapsed onto the floor. I felt utterly broken, it hurt way more when he cursed me and insulted than when my granny did.

"You bastard!" I shouted. How dare he curse me like that? "Those are Alice's pills; ask her why one week is missing! I haven't touched them. If I were planning on using them I would have spoken to you first. I hate you Edward… Call Alice if you don't believe me, but quite frankly it won't make a difference to how I feel about you."

He stared at me condescendingly.

"I think I will" He sneered.

"Phone her, I don't give a dam. Since my words aren't enough, you need another woman to tell you the very same thing in order to believe it." I spat venomously.

He patted his pockets looking for his phone.

I rose to my feet. Anger resonating within me… I started walking to what was our bedroom.

"Where the hell do you think you're going?"

"Im leaving Edward, I can't handle being another minute in this house with you."

Edward looked visibly shocked despite his anger.

"No, you are not." He grabbed my arm instinctively.

"Of course I am" I yelled "Do you honestly think I would stay with you after what you have just told me. There is nothing left between us Edward, I'm done!" Tears stung my eyes, as I realized that the words I had just spoken was the absolute truth.

I ran up the stairs and started packing my bags. In less than 20 minutes I was all packed and ready to leave. I didn't even look at Edward when I went out through the back door. I was just about to open the car door when I remembered that the car wasn't actually mine. It was Edward's he purchased it for me. This is exactly what I didn't want, to be controlled by my husband.

I pulled my phone out of my jean pocket and hired a cab, I needed to get out of here now! The thunder boomed loudly as if objecting to my decision. I couldn't be bothered though, if I died I'd be happier.

"Sameera, you can't go out in this weather. Do you have a death wish?"

I laughed darkly almost as if he had read my mind. I'm sure he wished I were dead.

"It doesn't concern you." I snapped.

"Yes it does, you are still my wife."

"Not for long, hopefully." I shot back.

He let go of my arm stunned by my words, he couldn't even think of a retort. Right on cue the cab honked outside. I opened the front door and walked out without as much as a glance in Edwards's direction.

I blurted my parents address to the driver and told him to step on it.

I just needed my family.

A/N Edward you idiot! Review please? Edwards POV next chapter?