DISCLAIMER: ...not... effin'... mine...
"She didn't get her wish." The plush toy growled at Fujimoto. "She didn't fucking get what she come here for. And all because of you. She wasted her time being with you and she didn't mind."
Fujimoto down in his knees stared blankly at the ground. Her hands were perceptibly shaking under him, jaws were tightening and his teeth were grinding.
What the hell happened?
What was that?
What the hell was that?
"She sacrificed her remaining time helping your worthless ass but you didn't do anything and you shoved her away." Fujimoto can clearly taste the disgust and contempt from his voice. "She tried to help you." Something in him was undeniably flinching by the words.
What was that again?
What did he said yesterday to her when they went home from boat-riding?
"Fujimoto-san."
"What?" he asked deadpanned he didn't turned around.
"I think I won't be able to see and help you tomorrow…"
"That's good. Then I won't have to have a headache tomorrow then."
"If you're happy… then I'm happy too, Fujimoto-san."
He made her disappeared… Fujimoto clawed the cold floor of the playground, tears now visibly streaking down his face.
What was that again?
Ironic isn't it?
Only when something important to you was no longer yours… you will understand how important that something is.
It was always at the end – never in the beginning.
When everything you wished you didn't do was already been done and when everything you wished you didn't say was already been said – something as paradoxical as that…
"No…" That familiar pain inside him tugged something again.
"I think I won't be able to see and help you tomorrow…"
"No..." Fujimoto felt his insides were twitching painfully.
"If you're happy… then I'm happy too, Fujimoto-san."
"I didn't mean this, stupid…" he muffled a cry, the rain was blinding him as he pound the cold ground of the earth, wishing for a second chance.
However, no matter how painful it is, the truth is, there's no second chance.
What was already lost cannot be retrieved back.
Such is the way of the world.
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She's gone.
She won't smile for you anymore.
You won't see her nor her smile anymore.
She's gone.
She's gone.
No!
Fujimoto was panting heavily when he woke up, his eyes were stretching upward as if he was trying to reach something He swallowed hard and held his head on his hands.
What the hell is that?
He swallowed again.
What the hell is that?
Kobato…
"Kobato." He jumped out to his futon and hurriedly went outside his room.
Kobato…
Then he saw her. She was just locking her door, ready to go outside when he saw him and smiled.
She smiled.
Fujimoto trembled a bit.
She smiled.
She's here.
"Good morning, Fujimoto-san! You're a bit late today. Is something wro – "
Without thinking, he hugged her. Tight.
"F-fujimoto-san?"
"Shut up." He tightened his grip on her small body. He closed his eyes and sighed. "Just shut up and stay still."
"…"
"…"
"But I cannot breathe Fujimoto-san…"
"Shut up."
She's here.
She smiled for me…
"I really cannot breathe Fujimoto-san."
"Shut up."
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Thank you so much for all the reviews... :)
If only i can give these suteki people presents this coming holidays then i will! Tch...
A million of thanks to: Hitsuji87 (You're awesome! I was always happy seeing/reading your reviews...)
Yumene Hime (I'm so sorry if it took me long to answer you're lovely request... I was kinda busy (and still am)... and OF COURSE! That'll be a very nice. :) A portuguese translation? Why not! So the answe is a big and fluffy YES. ^_^)
Sakura-fai (Thanks a lot! I'll try to write more of those kiyokazu-0 Kobato-1 thingies... XD)
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