Hello everyone! Miss me? No one planning my death for lack of updating? To make up for not updating, I made this chapter really confusing at the end so you can spend a while trying to figure out what I'm doing! You're welcome! :D

Thank you everyone that has reviewed, viewed, favourited and followed! all of your continued support means so much! only 14 chapters in and this story already has 342 reviews, 121 favourites and 230 follows! I never thought I would have such a successful story! Thank you so much! :'D

To the answer in the previous chapter, the answer was of course Magnus! I thought the statements were kind of easy. Magnus only knows his father is a demon, He's used by shadowhunters for everything! He has a lot of clients like Jocelyn. All of his friends either die because they're mortal or become evil (Camille). Whose not a Malec shipper?

This chapter is dedicated to those who answered correctly! I hope I wrote everyones name!

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I'm replying to some reviews that had questions, not meant to leave anyone out, but I don't want to make my A/N too long (I know its long anyways...)

Candycop99: I feel lso honoured you would do that in public because of me! I literally laughed when I read your review! As to your question, read and find out! :D Jonathan is my favourite TMI character! :D I'm sorry the answer was wrong because I really loved the answer you gave! I wonder who you thought it was?! By any chance is he a sarcastic smart a**? ;)

TheMortalInstrumentNerdXx: I haven't decided whether he's going to be a werewolf or will he be a shadowhunter. I might leave him a werewolf because how cool would it be to be raised by a werewolf and not know? Well technically book clary did, but Cassandra Clare never made that much of a deal about it!

Acompletenerd: Thank you! I have no idea when im going to work it into the story, but its nice to have it hanging over Clary's head...I was meaning to study his character a little more before bringing him into the story, but I decided to be creative. I was also wondering what Henry from TID would be like if he wasnt so...full of ingenuinity, and I guess that's who I based Hidge off for some reason...Maybe a mixture between that and John Watson off the sherlock holmes movies!

Ebony: I know you don't have a question, but aww! Thank you! :')

Leo lover: Yep! His middle name is indeed Christopher! I'm not going to answer the rest of the questions because I don't want to give too much away (And I still have to work things out) But I will say that Simon will indeed be in the story soon! Not exactly sure when, but he will!

Clary let out a muffled cry as she ran towards her brothers prone body. She was praying to any being that would grant her brother to be alive.

She dropped to her knees at his side before carefully turning him onto his back.

She almost screamed when she saw only his eyes moving. A horrible scenario appeared in her mind.

Had she damaged his spine in the car accident, meaning he would be paralysed.

Tears sprung to her eyes at the thought of her brother never being able to move, to console her when she was upset or to defend himself in any confrontation.

Clary stared into his green eyes, which held confusion, relief and something else Clary couldn't identify.

"What have I done!" Clary wailed, mentally insulting herself.

She felt a hand on her shoulder. "Calm down. He's-" Jace's voice tried to soothe her but Clary cut him off.

"DON'T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN! MY BROTHER CANT MOVE AND IT'S ALL MY FAULT!" Clary screamed at Jace, turning to glare at the golden boy who looked amused and shocked.

Clary than noticed two figures in the corner behind Jace.

Alec was sitting on a bed, glaring at Clary like before, while Isabelle held a cloth to his left cheek.

"How is it your fault?" Jace asked, hint of laughter laced his words.

"He's paralysed, from the car accident…" Clary looked at him confused.

How could he be amused at a time like this? Was he so sadistic that he enjoyed others misery?

"He is paralysed, but not from the accident." Isabelle said without looking up from Alec.

"What else could have caused it?"

This time Jace did laugh before he kneeled beside Clary, pointing to a strange rune on her brothers chest. "It's a paralysing rune. It'll ware off soon or if we can cross it out with a stele." Jace informed her.

"Why did he have to be paralysed?!" Clary asked, outraged.

Alec snorted. "Because the stupid boy wouldn't calm down."

Clary glared at the blue-eyed boy. "Is someone just mad they got their ass handed to them?"

Alec blushed furiously before standing up. Clary realised that Alec could make do on punching her. He had a black eye forming on his right eye she noticed.

She was trying to prepare herself for Alec's anger, but what he did instead shocked her.

"Are you going to let her talk to me like that?!" Alec directed this to the laughing boy beside Clary.

He sobered up nearly instantly before replying. "Yes. After all, she was defending her brother who is incapable of doing so at the moment."

Alec sputtered before being able to speak. "But I am YOUR brother!" He put a lot of emphasis on your.

Clary frowned as she looked between the two boys. How were they in any way related? They had next to no similar features.

Her and Jonathan didn't have many similar features either, but they shared the same eyes and had many mental quirks. Like stubbornness, determination and the need to be right.

"Yes, but the difference is, her brother is incapable of defending himself." Jace's voice broke her line of concentration.

Alec was gaping at Jace, his blue eyes moved from his 'brother' to Clary. The look he gave Clary left no question that he hated her with very fibre of his body.

"Fine. I see how it is." Alec said before storming out of the infirmary, slamming the door after him.

"Such a drama queen." Clary heard Isabelle say.

Clary turned back to her brother who was glaring at Goldie locks beside her. "Can we please un-paralyse him now?" She begged.

"Well, I would, but I don't have my stele…" Jace drawled, smirking at Clary who blushed.

"Here." Isabelle said, tossing something at Jace who caught it with ease.

It was another stele.

Jace quickly swiped it across the rune on Jonathan's chest. Clary wasn't prepared for the bear hug she received, which knocked her to the ground.

She felt her brothers muscular arms wrapped around her waist as he crushed her to his chest. He buried his face into her hair. Clary laughed as his white hair tickled her nose.

Jon always did when he was really worried or scared. Their mother often remarked that Clary was like Jonathan's mother instead of his sister. She always cheered him up and comforted him.

She would rather have that kind of relationship, rather than a typical 'brother and sister don't get along' relationship.

"Thank god Clare! I thought you were dead!" Jon whispered, his voice wavered like saying those words would make them true.

"Look whose talking!" Clary retorted, but wrapped her own arms around him.

Jonathan chuckled before releasing her from his hold and sitting them both up. As soon as they were sitting, Jon's expression changed to one of anger.

"Who are you people?!" He shouted. He stretched out one of his hands and pulled Clary by her waist till she was behind him.

She became aware that she would have to explain everything that happened in the past couple of hours.

"Jon, they're not going to hurt us-"

"Clary, you were running from Narcissus the last time I saw him!" Jon pointed to Jace, who was currently practising smouldering looks in a mirror.

"I resent that!" Jace said, not breaking away from the mirror. "I don't keep all this" He gestured to his whole body. "To myself. I allow others to gaze at my magnificent self." He winked at Clary who blushed again. "Also, she was the one who ran into me."

Clary frowned, remembering backing up into the obnoxious boy. But why?

She felt all eyes on her, making her already flushed cheeks heat up more. "I didn't run into you. I was backing up and you were behind me." Clary tried feebly to defend herself.

"That's what all the girls say." Jace grinned.

Clary turned to Isabelle "What is wrong with him?"

"He's…um…I really don't know. We think he was poisoned by LakeLyn and these are the repercussions." She said.

"Lake Lyn? How was he poisoned by a lake?"

"Its cursed." Isabelle shrugged.

Clary shared a glance with Jonathan. "A Canadian Lake is cursed?" Jonathan asked.

"Canadian? No, the lake in Idris." Isabelle sounded like she was stating the obvious.

"Idris?" Clary and Jonathan asked in unison.

"Iz, they don't know anything of shadowhunters. I doubt they would know anything about Idris." Jace said now taking his attention away from the mirror.

"Shadowhunters?!" Jonathan said abruptly before turning to Clary. "What have you gotten us into?!"

Before she could reply, Jace spoke over her. "Maybe we should clue your brother into recent events. Make life a little easier." Jace said.

Clary only nodded, still trying to figure out why she couldn't remember the reason for backing into Jace.

She had been placing rubbish into a dumpster in the ally, she had been rubbing grease off her fingers then she…what was she missing?!

"Clare?" Clary looked up to meet her brothers concerned eyes. "You okay?"

"I'm just trying to remember something." Clary smiled meekly. What was she forgetting?!

"What are you trying to remember?"

"If she knew what she's trying to remember, she wouldn't be trying to remember, now would she?" Jace said, rolling his eyes at Jonathan who glared at him.

"If I didn't know any better, I would say you had something to do with her memory loss!" Jonathan stood up and began walking towards Jace, flexing his muscles in the process.

"Well then your intellect is as high as a rats."

"Jace!" Isabelle said, appalled.

"You're right. rats are smarter than him. they're far more appealing as well."

Jonathan made to swing at Jace, but Goldie grabbed his wrist and easily twisted it till Jonathan turned is whole body and faced Clary.

He shut his eyes and let out a sound of annoyance and anger, but that's not what caused Clary to freeze.

She was back in the ally. The feeling of unease as someone watched her overcame her. She turned her head to meet a doppelganger of her brothers staring at her.

"You will learn about me soon enough."

She let out a strangled cry as another flash back appeared.

She was young. Very young. She was sitting with her brother in a lush garden, patches of different flowers everywhere.

They were trying to say the others name correctly like their parents had.

"Jon-den" she frowned at how close she was.

The first to speak the name right got to boss the other around.

"What are you two doing?" a beautiful voice interrupted them.

She and her brother both turned to face their mommy. She was smiling at her children, a smile as radiant as the sun that peeked over the horizon.

"Not-ing" they answered simultaneously.

"I'm sure." Mommy said. "Come on, time for lunch!" She bent down and cradled them both in her arms.

"Will unca Luke be there?" she asked hopefully.

Her mothers face darkened. "Not today. Uncle Luke and your father are gone on a trip."

Both children frowned at this. Father wasn't a nice man. He argued with mommy a lot. He often glared at her and her brother and always spoke to them like they did something wrong.

He also hated to be called daddy. It was either father or sir.

She felt a-small bit of relief that her father wouldn't be joining them today. He was usually gone with Luke for a few days when he went on 'trips'.

"Mommy, why do you love daddy?" She asked.

Mommy looked startled for a moment before speaking. "I-I think we better eat before our food gets cold, don't you think?" Her mother nervously giggled.

"But Mom-"

"That's enough."

She did as her mommy asked and stopped asking why she cared for a man that she fought with a lot.

They were inside the huge house she and her brother had been raised in. she couldn't wait till she was a big girl and explore it.

They were passing through a hallway that led to the dining room. Servants scampered past, not used to being in the presence of people who don't harm them for mistakes.

They entered the dining room that could fit a lot of people. There was a huge portrait hanging over the fire place.

It contained her, Jonathan, mommy and father. Mommy was sitting down, both children in her arms. Father stood behind the chair, smiling as though he won something.

Mommy walked to the end of the table where there were two chairs designed especially for her and her brother.

After they were all seated, Mommy began placing food in front of them. She looked at her homemade soup with disgust. It was an icky green color with lumps of orange floating in it. Jonathan had the same look on his face.

Mommy didn't notice her children's refusal to eat the horrid meal. "So what were you two doing in the garden?"

"Twying to say eath others name!" Jonathan said proudly. He was closer to saying her name than she was to his.

"Oh really? And are you able to?" Mommy asked, still smiling but seemingly enjoying her own disgusting soup.

"Jonaden!" She smiled, she was so close!

Jonathan turned to her. "Ser-a-phin-a!" She gaped at him. She had to be his slave.

Clary was brought out of her strange memory or dream by someone shaking her shoulders and calling her name.

"Clary! Clar- O god you had me scared!" Jonathan said. He was standing in front of her, looking at her concerned.

Clary glanced behind him and saw Jace looking at her, worry etched across his face. Isabelle was beside him and looked at Clary with confusion and worry.

She looked into her brothers face, but instead or replying soothing words that she was indeed, okay, she clutched her head in pain and let out a scream.

She was having strange flashes of a places she swore she never saw. people she didnt know. one man in particular that looked like a slightly altered version of Jonathan but was arguing with her mother. She suddenly became aware of all the people she saw in the flashes had tattoos on their arm.

She felt herself slipping from reality. right before the darkness took over, she saw a pair of glowing cat eyes followed by the name "BANE"

Did you guys really think I'd kill Jonathan? Really? He's one of my favourite character's! I cried so much on a story I'm writing that is about his death! Not sure why I'm putting myself through it, but the idea won't stop repeating in my head!

Two things I need help with!

1) Should this story have a Jonathan/Isabelle pairing, or should it stay a Sizzy pairing?

2) Should Luke be a shadowhunter or a wolf?

Time for this chapters question? I think so! ;)

The answer to this chapters question=Ex boyfriend's=Parabatai's=Girlfriend's=Bestfriend's=Girlfriend's=dead brother's=Mother's=Husband's=Parabatai.

Can you list them all? All must be named to be dedicated for the next chapter!

Good luck!

I hope to update again soon! Hopefully on either Sunday or Monday! I have my Christmas holidays now so I have more time to procrastinate and write! Yay! :D

just to be friendly, does anyone have plans over the christmas? I'm going shopping tomorrow and them I'm going watching every Christmas movie known to man, while typing!

I've just started watching the Lord of the rings! I love the series and can't believe I've never watched them before! Pippin and Merry are the best! Love Aragon and Gimli as well! Anyone else a LOTR fan?! :D

Till next time ~Maraudergirl68448