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"Talking", 'Thinking', (Me)

A/n: So how will Inuyasha and Kagome start over? How will things turn out between them after Inuyasha goes with Ayame for two weeks? What will Kouga and his crew do to Kagome? Well read and find out. Please read and review. This is a reposting due to mistake.

If you find mistakes please tell me. I am a little leery of some of my spelling so if you find a mistake tell me please an thank you.

I would like to thank LissluvsInuyasha for pointing out a mistake I made in my spelling.

I do not condone violence against women, children, or animals of any kind.

Chapter Fourteen: What it Means To Be Alone?

Ayame mean while laid on the floor in the bathroom all beaten and bloody. Hakkaku who she thought was her friend had just not only beaten her but raped her too. When he was done he had thrown 20 yen at her. She had clawed him pretty good in the face for his effort and he had punched her right in the side of the face for it. When she tried to do it again he punched her in the stomach. She got up slowly and painfully when she heard Ginta's voice. She went to put her clothes back on when he came in there and pushed her back down on the ground. He joined Hakkaku in their little game. When he was done he gave her another 20 yen then left. Ayame again tried to get to her feet she found it really painful. She picked up her clothes and put them back on. Then she picked up the money and put it into her pocket. She knew why they had done that. Kouga had said something about a new job she now knew what he meant.

Ayame went out there and went to leave when Ginta stopped her.

Kouga said, "I hope you learned you lesson little sister. Don't hurt your clients or they will hurt you or worse. I don't want to see you here either. If you set one foot into this room to see me I will have them beat you all over again. You will be completely on your own for as long as I am in here. If you can not do it or you do not survive it is not my fault. This was close and I realized that you depend on me way too much so in order to make you completely independent you will be left to your own devices for as long as I am in here. The only thing I will pay for is you cell phone so I can call you to tell you if you are allowed back home again. You are by no means to use it for anything. Do you understand me?"

Ayame said, "Yes Kouga."

Kouga said, "Give Ginta your wallet so I can give you what you are to have. How much did you two give her money wise?"

Ginta said, "I gave her 20 yen."

Hakkaku said, "I gave her the same."

Ayame gave Ginta her wallet and Kouga took it from him. All that was given to Ayame was 40 yen and her drivers licence.

Kouga said, "Now get out of my site before I take those away as well."

Ayame was at the door when she stopped she did not turn around to look at them.

Ayame said in a dialect on Kouga could understand, "I am sorry I am such a disappointment to you big brother. I depend on you because you are all I have left all I will ever have. When I thought I lost you my heart broke. I almost killed her myself right in front of the police you can ask those two they were there. In fact because Kagome felt sorry for us she let you and them go without anything. I am sorry I am not what you wanted Kouga. If you do not want me then I will not bother you. Do not bother asking me to come back for I won't. I am better off alone then with someone who doesn't want me. I love you Kouga and I always will you are my big brother. I'm just sorry that my love will never be enough for you. Good bye big brother I hope that in the future when you have a mate their love will be enough for you."

With that Ayame left. She had placed her cell phone on the table next to the door and walked out of the room. Her words finally sunk in after she had left and he sent the others to get her. Ginta and Hakkaku came back saying she was gone. Kouga felt like such an ass hole at that moment. He had pushed away the one person he had in this world. But she needed to learn to fend for herself and this was the best way to do t hat.

Ayame was in her brother's car when she pulled up to a WacDonalds to get some food. She then took it to the park where she would not only eat but would sleep as well. She placed the car in park and turned it off. She then got out and pulled out her bedding from the back of the car. She then placed it on the seat in the front and sat there in her makeshift bed and ate her burger and fries as well as drink her soda. She got out and took some of the change and went to a pay phone and called her cell phone knowing it was turned off and that she would leave a message for him.

Ayame got the messages part of the phone and said, "Hey Kouga I know by now that you got what I said. I am alright don't worry. If you happen to want to get a hold of me then send notes with Ginta and Hakkaku they can give me them at school. I will still be going for a while anyway. I meant what I said Kouga. I do love you and I always will. You're my big brother the only one I have. I know what you are doing is for my own good so I will accept it. I love you Kouga and I will see you but when you see me again I wont be this pathetic girl you saw tonight. I will be just as hard and mature as you if not more. I am grateful for everything you ever did for me and every sacrifice you ever had to make for me. I am sorry it took me so long to realize how much you had to give up after mother and father died to take care of me. I promise you Kouga I will make you proud to call me your little sister. Good bye Kouga. I will see you again I promise."

Ayame hung up the phone at that moment. She couldn't bear to talk to that message machine any longer. She went back to her dinner and her bed. She crawled into the bed and finished her dinner and she took out her alarm clock. It ran on solar power so she could use it so long as she put it on the dash board while she was at school. She then crawled into bed and preceded to go to sleep. She had everything locked up so she would be safe at least a little.

It was six a.m. when Ayame heard her alarm go off. She reached down and turned it off. They she got up. She went to the drivers side of the car and started the engine. She knew the football team practiced early so if she go there she could ask one of the guys to allow her to use the showers in the boys locker room. Ayame arrived at school and found a place close to the back entrance to park her car. Students were forbidden to park there but the football team did early in the morning so they wouldn't have to walk that far. She got out of the car and one of the ones near her went over toward her.

He said, "Umm miss you can't park here."

Ayame had her face down knowing it had bruises all over it. And she knew what he was telling her was true but she needed to get cleaned up.

She said, "I know that. Actually I was wondering if I could talk with your Coach or who ever is in charge here at the moment?"

He said, "That would be me. I am the first one here with any authority. My name is Daichi Takeda. What can I help you with miss?"

Ayame said, "I am Ayame Takasugi. I was actually wondering if I might borrow your guys showers for a little while before the others showed up. See I've had horrible luck lately."

Daichi saw the boxes and stuff in the car and said, "I'll say. Alright you can use them and I will keep the others out here until you come out ok so you can have some privacy."

She said, "Thank you Daichi."

He said, "You are welcome Ayame. Just get your things then meet me at the door alright."

She nodded her head then turned to get into the back of the car. She climbed into it and grabbed some of the boxes and looked through them. She then grabbed a bag and put a towel, her shampoo, soap, and some extra clothes inside it. Then she went over to where Daichi was waiting for her and followed him inside. He took her over to the showers.

He said, "There you go. If you need anything done hesitate to yell alright Ayame. I will come help you if I can ok."

She said, 'Thank you. I really appreciate it."

He said, "Its no problem."

He left and Ayame went about taking her clothes off she had only her underwear and bra when Daichi came back to tell her something. He caught her reflection in the mirror before she wrapped the towel around herself. He went over to her and caught her hand before she left. She looked at him quickly then put her face toward the ground again just as fast. Daichi went closer to her and lifted her face up toward him. He saw all the bruises on it. He felt so horrible.

She said, "Its nothing really. It doesn't even hurt actually."

He said, "It doesn't matter you didn't deserve this kind of treatment."

She said, "You didn't see them before so I only assume you saw my reflection in the mirror right?"

He said, "Yeah I did. Who did this to you?"

She said, "Its nothing Daichi I have had worse trust me. I will be fine in a couple of days. Same as always. Nothing got broken this time so it will only be a couple of days at the most. You came in here again for a reason why?"

He said, "I was going to tell you to go a head and put your dirty clothes in that white basket by the back entrance and I would have the equipment manager wash them with everything else. But you never answered my question Ayame who beat you?"

She said, "I deserved really I did."

He said, "What could you have done to deserve this kind of treatment?"

She said, "I almost got my brother killed. Did you hear about the shooting last night?"

He said, "Yeah I heard about that. Why?"

She said, "The girl who was attacked was Kagome Higurashi the new girl here. The one who attacked her was my big brother Kouga. He's fine though so don't worry. I saw him last night."

He said, "She shot Kouga. You mean the head of the Wolves that Kouga?"

She said, "Yeah and my big brother. Well I was the one who sent them there. I was only trying to scare her that's all he took it in another direction and got himself shot in the process. Since I was the one who sent him there I was punished for it. Simple as that."

He said, "I can see you parents being mad but to do this to you. That's just mean."

She said, "I never said my parents did this. My parents are dead. All that is left of my family is Kouga and I."

Daichi thought about it then said, "Wait then it had to be your brother that did this."

She said, "Well I guess the stereotypical jock persona doesn't fit you does it. Your as smart as a tack. Like I said he had every right to do it. I almost got him killed."

He actually didn't care that she had just insulted him she need this and he knew it. He actually pulled her toward him and was completely careful of bruises and hugged her tightly.

He said, "Whether you sent him or not it was his own fault for going. So therefor not your fault. And it doesn't matter he almost died he shouldn't have beaten you for his own stupidity. I mean to smack you once fine but to do what I saw that's beyond mean in fact that's just plain horrible and abusive."

She smiled at that and buried herself deeper into his embrace. She knew what he was saying was true. Kouga had been abusive her whole life for as long as she could remember. There were times when he wasn't and then it would start back up again. But he was a wonderful brother most of the time.

Ayame said, "I should get cleaned up before the others come. I will be out in a little while ok."

He said, "Alright and do what I said on. Put your dirty and wet clothes in the basket near the door and I will place them in a bag and put them in the coaches office till lunch then I will find you and you can put them in your car if you want to."

She said, "Alright and thank you again especially for being so sweet."

She gave him a small kiss on his cheek and then turned to go take a shower. Daichi went back outside and stopped the guys from going in there.

One boy said, "Why are we not allowed in yet?"

Daichi said, "Because you see that car?"

He said, "Yeah what about it?"

Daichi said, "Well the owner is in the locker room. She got kicked out and isn't having such good luck right now."

He said, "What exactly do you mean she isn't having such good luck right now?"

One of the others said, "You realize that there is a lot of blood in this car right?"