Always 14

Here's another one - hope this isn't boring, I'm trying to keep it interesting… Right, so please enjoy, please review, and please be nice to me and each other. Thank you!

I got the idea for this chapter from In Cold Blood by Truman Capote, which I studied for English. Read it. It's awesome.

I'm currently working on rewrites of the first chapters (using plot B - Sasuke is an exotic dancer but I may change them on this story so they're…better…) so keep an eye out for their uploads!

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You know, sometimes I wonder what made me the way I am. What made me like this? I never used to be this way; I was a nice kid, good student, a cool guy. Then, I fucked up. I started drinking, doing drugs, hanging with some bad guys and now look at me. I'm a fucking murderer. I got 3 hits on my conscience - not that it does much good. I steal, I rape, I kill, I torture. Hey, such is youth, right? Fuck, I'm 43 and I'm still doing this shit!

Here I am, sitting in an abandoned building listening to a friend of mine fuck a kidnapped 17-year-old boy. This is what my sad piece of shit life has come to, huh? Jesus. I sipped my beer, which was in no way enjoyable as it was warm and cheap shit. But I needed the booze. I've been addicted to alcohol for a few years now; I can feel it slowly fucking my guts up. I already had diabetes from my fat bastard days and I don't know if insulin and alcohol mix well..

Just then, Laoshi came out of the 'fun room' for a breather. His face and neck was sweaty and he was looking pretty fucking smug with himself

"God, that kid is good. I can't believe he's still so tight." I didn't reply, just drank my beer. It was my fourth in one hour, I just wish we had something harder but we were keeping a 'low profile'. Does that mean we can't get some descent liquor? I sighed

"This is fucking bullshit, why can't we just kill the little whore and get out of here before we get caught?"

"Because, Tsunake, I enjoy fucking him and he won't be nearly as enjoyable if he's dead." Laoshi said, getting himself a beer from the fridge that doesn't work. "Fuck's sake, why can't we have cold beer?"

"Because we're in a shit hole with no power, you bastard."

"Well, tell Kaname to fucking fix it!"

"I don't know where that asshole is.."

"Has he even fucked the kid yet?" the other shook his head then smirked

"Maybe he's a bottom, ne?" Laoshi smirked

"Yeah…I'd like to give the fucker a pain in the ass…"

"Speaking of pain in the ass…can I fuck the kid now?"

"Uh, he passed out so…depends if you want him tight." Tsunake shrugged and went into the 'fun room', closing the door with a smirk. Laoshi sighed, shaking his head, sipping his beer.

"Piece a shit…" he muttered, sitting down.

"It's the police; they need to talk to you." Gaara said, holding the phone out to him. Naruto thanked him and took the phone, sitting down

"Hello? Naruto Uzumaki here."

"Mr Uzumaki, we've got another tape from the kidnappers." Naruto's jaw clenched

"W-what do they do to him this time?"

"…Um, they…they rape him." His heart stopped

"Fu- …C-can I see the tape?"

"We're sending it to be tested, looking for fingerprints and everything, see if we can get some leads on the other two men assisting Tsunake.."

"OK…Thanks for telling me, officer…" he muttered and hung up with a sigh.

"What'd they say?" Kiba asked

"They've got another video of Sasuke."

"Shit…is it worse?" he asked, Naruto nodded. Kiba sighed and shook his head

"They're keeping it, looking for fingerprints or whatever… I need to call Itachi.." he muttered, taking the phone to his room, closing the door.

Itachi hung the phone up with a sigh, sitting down on the couch, rubbing his temples.

"Who was that on the phone? Mm" Dei asked, coming into the living room. Itachi looked at him

"Naruto. The police just got another tape.." Dei looked down, sitting beside him

"Oh… You ok? Hn" Itachi sighed and nodded, putting his arm around him.

"Yeah… It's just frustrating that we can't do anything. I just wish they'd demand a ransom, instead of toying with us… I really hope Sasuke's ok…" Dei nodded in agreement, snuggling into him "Are you all packed?"

"Almost, a few more shoes…Hm" Itachi chuckled and kissed him

"You're only going for a week."

"I know, I'm just prepared! Nn" Itachi kissed him properly "Baby…wanna? Un" the blonde asked, sensing his boyfriend was sad. Itachi looked at him, smiling

"Yeah… Do you?" Dei grinned and nodded, wrapping his arms around his neck as they kissed fully

"W-when's your dad home..?Nh" he asked, panting slightly

"Not 'til late.." Itachi asked, kissing the tanned neck almost desperately. Dei slid out from under him and stood up, taking his hand

"C'mon, let's go to bed. Mm" Itachi grinned and stood too, picking him up and carrying him upstairs to the spare bedroom of Itachi's father's penthouse.

Another shortie…rather like myself…

Sorry it's taken so long…again! I'm really trying here!

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