AN: This chapter took me longer than I thought, because I had problems with it. I wrote it the first time, I was even up to 3,000 words in it, but I just didn't like it so I had to start all over. I still am not completely happy how it turned out but I needed to get the story updated. Also sorry it is a short chapter.

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POV Brittany

I stand there dumbfounded as I watch my girlfriend's lips press onto another girls cheek. They pull away from each other instantly when they hear me come into the room. But I don't miss the longing look that they are giving each other. If I was some random person I would have assumed that these two were dating and were just greeting each other after a day apart, but I am not just some random person and the girl giving the kiss is my girlfriend.

When Santana's dark brown eyes meet mine I am met instantly with guilt written all over her face. It hurts to see her giving me this look. The worst part is that Santana is not this affectionate with people. I have only seen her be affectionate like this with me and Quinn.

I rake my eyes over the girl who seems to have been the cause of Santana acting weird earlier. She is very pretty I notice this right away. She is wearing a slutty purple top and skin tight black pants. She has these incredible high cheek bones and a tight tone figure. Her eyes are dark emerald green and she has long brown hair that makes her eyes stand out even more. She is gorgeous and I instantly don't like her because of this.

I repeat myself because both girls are watching me as if wondering why I am in here. "What the hell? Am I interrupting because I can just go back to the dining room." I point to the room I had just come out of. "you know where we are supposed to be eating dinner?" I raise an eyebrow and give Santana a pointed look.

"um no." Santana chokes out knowing that she has been caught in a compromising poition.

"Ok good your mom sent me out here to get you. Food is done." I turn around heading to the back door I need to get some fresh air and cool off before I go back to talk to Santana's parents.

"Britt wait."

I turn around to glare at her. She is fidgeting from foot to foot. If I wasn't so mad at her right now I would have laughed at how cute she look when she is nervous.

"I-I wanted to introduce you." I wait for her to continue with as much patience as I can give at this time. "This is Mia. Mia my roommate Brittany."

Is Santana joking right now? Just roommate?

I roll my eyes. I am not going to play nice and Santana better know this. I spin on my heels and walk away. "Feisty I like it." I hear called after me by the Mia girl.

"Britt wait." I hear Santana's feet running across the wood floor as she catches up to me. I feel Santana touch my elbow stopping me.

"What Santana?" I can almost feel her flinch from my words. I know I have a bad attitude right now and it is unlike me but common who wouldn't be mad right now. The worst part is I can tell they had a past together and she never told me.

"Where are you going the dining room isn't this way."

"I need air and to clear my head so I can act like the happy girlfriend to you family and guests."

"I'll come with you." Her hand glides down my elbow moving to my hand.

I pull away quickly. "No go back to Mia. I need time alone and it looked like you were perfectly fine without me. Im sure you have a lot to catch up on." I storm out of Santana's back door, glad she didn't follow me.

I pat my pocket finding just what I was looking for. I pull out the joint that Puck handed me before I left calming 'you are meeting the parents'. I still manage to smile remembering my friends back at home who have been there through everything. I remember Pucks conversation.

"Hey sexy got you a little present."

I bounce on my heels as I smile widely. "I love presents."

"I know you do you act like a little kid in a candy shop when you get them." Puck laughs and shakes his head. "I literally gave you a rock one time wrapped in a bow and you had a blast with it."

I pout at him as he teases me. "Ok that was in kindergarten grade and rocky became one of my best friends." I stick my tongue out at him.

"Im just kidding babe." He wraps his arm around my shoulder.

"Yeah yeah so where is my present? And why am I getting one?"

"You are getting one because I will miss you and because you are meeting Santana's parents. You never know you might need it."

Puck digs in his back pocket handing me out a very small present bag.

"aww you shouldn't have Pucky." I have a huge smile now.

"Anything for you babe just don't forget to bring me something back from that small town you are going to. You know here we don't get out much." He laughs.

I quickly pull out the wrapping. And see at the bottom an already rolled joint and a lighter. I look up at Puck with a raised eyebrow. "really you packed me a joint in a sparkly gift bag?" this causes him to laugh even harder.

"You're an ass."

"And you're going to thank me you are meeting the parents."

"Thanks." I reach up and wrap him in a big hug.

I didn't think I would actually use it when Puck gave it to me. Now I am very thankful Sugar set us up with a flight to Lima where we wouldn't have to go through security.

I walk around to the corner of the house and lean against the siding. I dig in my other pocket for the lighter.

The first pull I feel the calmness take effect. I hold the smoke in my lungs then slowly let it out. I can't help the giggle that forms in my throat as I watch the smoke leave me in a funny looking cloud.

Thank you Puck. I think as I take another drag.

I don't even think about how stupid this really is. Doing this here at Santana's house is probably the stupidest thing I could do, but I don't care I just want to forget. Forget that stupid kiss. Forget how I am mad at Santana right now. Forget my dad is trying to come back into my life. Forget how Sam is mad at me… Just forget and that is exactly what I do.


POV Santana.

I keep glancing to the doorway hoping Britt will just walk through. I feel so bad for what she walked in on and I know that I need to explain. I can't believe how stupid I was. I wasn't even thinking when I gave Mia a cheek kiss it just happened so naturally. It doesn't help that every time I look up at Mia she is looking at me as well with a knowing smirk. I don't understand her either. She is the one messed me up why is she acting like this?

"Hey sweetie feeling better?"

I hear my mom ask causing me to get out of my train of thought and look up to see Britt walking through the dining room with a goofy smile on her face.

Well looks like she had gotten over that situation quickly.

"Yeah I think my stomach was being queasy." She gives my mom a bright smile as she walks to her chair right next to mine. She doesn't look at me as she moves her chair as far away as she can from me trying no tot be too obvious. My dad gives her a bright smile which she returns. She finally turns to look at me with narrowed cold eyes. The blues look almost foggy though so they do give the ice cold that I have seen her eyes give before. She turns away just as quickly as she looks at me.

Ok so maybe she is not over it.

"Hey babe are you ok." I lean over and whisper. But she isn't looking at me. She is staring wide eyed and innocently at Mia.

"So Mia tell me about yourself. Where do you go to school? What do you like to do for fun? Did you go to high school with San here? Were you a cheerleader to? I could see that if you were." She gives Mia a wink at this point causing me to spew some water that I was drinking from my noise. Is she being serious right now?

I look around to make sure that our parents aren't paying attention. They are talking amongst themselves. I let out a sigh of relief

"San that's rude you almost got water on my arm." I look up to see Brittany pouting at me.

What the hell is wrong with her right now? She is acting like she can't get her emotions straightened out. One minute she is furious the next she is pouting.

I look into her eyes and see it instantly. They are glossy, like there is a film over her beautiful blue eyes.

"Britt…" I lean over closer to her so my lips are right against her ear. "are you high right now." I pull back to look into her eyes. But she just shrugs and looks back over at Mia.

"So Mia you didn't answer my questions because Santana rudely interrupted."

Mia looks like she is caught off guard. I don't know if it was the bunch of questions Brittany was throwing at her or if it was the fact that Brittany was flirting with her but she looks stunned for a moment.

"Um yeah I was in cheerleading and I went to the same school as S." I watch as Mia gains her confidence again and is now giving Britt a flirtatious smile. "I also currently go to a local college here but thinking about going somewhere else." She bates her eyes at Britt. "There just isn't anything interesting here."

Knew I should have just told her that Brittany was my girlfriend. That is just going to come back to bite me in the ass.

"Wow that's impressive." Britt leans forward so that her elbows are now on the table with her chin propped up on her hands. Her eyes are huge like big doe eyes. "So you and my girl San here must have been really close huh?" I don't even need to look at Mia to know that she nods. I am studying Britt's face. I can tell by her innocent act that she is going to do something. "OK that's what I thought." I see a wicked smile cross her face.

Shit Shit Shit this is not good.

I can't help but anticipate what she is going to sway next because the look in her blue eyes show she is going to say something that I am not going to hate. I am about ready to just reach over and yank her up and out of the room when it comes out.

"So how long did it take you to sleep with her? It only took me one night."

My breath sticks in my throat. She did not just say that did she?

I panicky I look quickly over to my parents. They are still oblivious. I could not be happier that they are too busy to pay attention to me.

Britt is still looking at Mia as if waiting for an answer. I hear Haden cough loudly off to Mia's left. My face is on fire right now and I know my palms are sweaty.

"Well." I say standing up getting all the attention in the room now. "It has been a long day Britts and I are kinda tired and are going to go to bed."

I grab Britt's hand pulling her up. "Night everyone it was nice meeting you." She gives a bright smile and a small wave.

They all give us goodbyes and waves. Mia say "we should hang out tomorrow."

"yeah San we all should." Hear Britt comment to Mia but I am too busy dragging her out to reply.

As soon as we are out of hearing distance I turn around to face my girlfriend.

"What the hell were you thinking? My parents were in the room." She shakes my hand away from her and storms in front of me up the stairs. I watch as she purposely swings her hips more dramatically. I can't help my eyes wandering over her ass.

"I can't believe you never told me about your other girlfriend who you kiss on the cheek." She throws over her shoulder. "and stop staring at my ass."

I can't help but smile even though I am still embarrassed how she acted at dinner. "First she is not my girlfriend you are and maybe if you would refrain from swinging your ass in my face I wouldn't have to stare."

She stops at the top step and faces me. "uh uh you do not get to joke about my ass. Just because you are hot doesn't mean I am not mad at you. That was bull shit what you did with her. Way to hit me in the head with a giant stuffed unicorn."

I raise an eyebrow at her. "Really a stuffed unicorn?" I give her an adoring smile. "Your so cute."

She sticks her tongue out at me before spinning back around to my bedroom. I chase after her trying to keep up with her long strides. I know I am going to have to pick up my game if I am going to get her to stop being mad at me. I can't even be mad about dinner; she only did everything because how I acted.

"hey babe?" I say sweetly when I step through my doorway.

I walk in to see Britt already stripping off her top. I let my eyes wander down the muscles of her back. I watch how her shoulder muscles move as the shirt goes up and over her head. My eyes follow her spine down to her lower back. I lick my lips as I stare. Her arm reaches behind her as she unlatches her hot pink bra with one hand like an expert. I can't help the smile that spreads across my face as she starts to shimmy her hips and tug down her pants. To my surprise she tugs down her matching hot pink tong too. I have to be drooling at this point her body is so sexy and trim.

She pulled back the covers to crawl in my bed not even acknowledging me in the process.

I follow suit quickly peeling off my clothes and crawl into bed right beside her. I am nervous. I haven't been this nervous with her since the date I took her on at the beach. Just thinking about that night makes me smile that was before I messed up. I just wish we could go back to that day it was so perfect without this complicated bull shit.

I slowly move my hand over to her back. She is facing away from me towards the wall. I run my pointer finger slowly down her spine.

I feel her stiffen under my fingertip.

"Stop San." I hear the coldness in her voice. "You can look but not touch. I think that is a decent punishment."

"Britt… I'm sorry I should have told you about her." She rolls over now to face me. I look into her icy clear blue eyes. They are no longer fogged over.

"yeah San you should have. Do you know how stupid I felt walking in on that scene.. and the look in your eyes." She shakes her head and I see the tears in her eyes. "I thought I was the only one who got that look. Im im hurting right now San." She moves her hand up to her chest right over her heart.

I feel my heart ripping at the gesture. I hate making her hurt. All I want to do right now is take her in my arms and cuddle up to her. I want to make her feel better.

"I will explain everything Britt but know that you are the only one I care about right now ok?" she rolls her eyes at me as I take a deep breath. "Me and Mia have been friends since we were little. As you know my family is friends with hers. Well she was my best friend and my first crush. I knew I liked girls, but I was in denial. She was more open about it than I was. I umm actually lost my virginity to her freshman year of high school. We weren't dating at the time it just kind of happened. I started to sleep around after that. That is how I got my reputation; I didn't want to show my feeling so I locked them up inside of me. Um yeah I eventually admitted to myself that I was in love with her." I watched Brittany flinch at these words. "We dated secretly at first junior year and in senior year we were official. I came out to everyone and she was my girlfriend. I um I caught her cheating on me a month before we graduated. She said she wasn't feeling it anymore and that we were just going to go our separate ways anyways. She broke my heart." I see Britts eyes studying me carefully as if looking for an answer in my face to a question I don't know about.

I reach up and take her cheek in my hand as I draw circles with my thumb around her jaw bone. "But Britt I want you to know that you are the only girl that I am interested in. You had me the first time I saw you confidently walk up to me with you goofy cocky smile and you baby blues shinning so brightly. I'm so sorry babe I don't know if I can't tell you that enough to make you believe me but I will try."

"You didn't even tell her we were dating San how am I supposed to feel about that? about us?"

"Yeah well you two were basically eye fucking at dinner!" I feel myself becoming defensive and I have to take a deep breath to calm myself down. "wait wait I'm sorry I didn't mean that." I raise up my hands.

I watch as she shakes her head at me. "San I-I can't do this."

"Im sorry babe that's all I can say it one kiss on the cheek that was it. She doesn't mean anything to me anymore I promise… I love you." I trail my eyes over her face. I look back deeply in her eyes. "Only you Britt you had me since that first day on the beach. Please forgive me I won't keep anything from you anymore I love you Brittany S. Peirce."

I watch as the tears fall from her eyes. "Santana I'm sorry I just can't do this right now ok I'm uh I'm gunna go sleep in the guest room." She nods to herself and rolls out of my bed.

She walks over to her bag and puts on a baggy T shirt and pajama shorts. "Britt don't go please." I beg.

I watch as she shakes her head giving me sad eyes. "goodnight San I'll see you in the morning." Is the last thing she says before she walks out of the room. I allow the tears to roll down my cheeks freely when she leaves.


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