Kagome knocked softly on the door before she gently pushed it open. She did not look inside for fear of what she might see. "Koga?" she called.
"You can come in, babe," he said.
As she stepped inside his room, she saw that he was sitting at his desk and was fully clothed. "May I speak to you for a moment?" she asked as she closed the door behind her.
He smiled as he looked up at her. "You don't need to ask," he informed her. "You are free to speak to me whenever you wish."
There were papers in his hands which he placed upon his desk before turning his chair to face her completely. She stared down at her clasped hands and fiddled with her nails. Her left foot reached up to itch the back of her right knee as she thought about how to approach the subject she desperately wished to speak to him about.
He watched her as concern glossed over his face. He had never seen her nervous or anxious before. It troubled him. "What's wrong?" he gently prodded as he tried to decide whether he should go to her or let her come to him.
"I want to talk to you about the other night," she mumbled. "I…"
It took him a moment to realize what she was talking about and then he nodded. "What happened the other night, or rather three nights ago, should not have happened at all," he told her. "There's nothing for you to be ashamed of. After all…"
"I'm not ashamed!" she snarled as she glared at him. He was taken aback by her abrupt change. She continued in anger, "You and I are going to be married. I have no reason to be ashamed of seeing you naked or… doing things with you."
"Well, I'm glad that bit is settled," he said with wide eyes.
She sighed. "I wasn't coming in here because I was ashamed."
He smirked. "Would you like us to pick up where we left off?" he inquired as a rogue look crossed his features.
"No!" she hissed. She dug her fists into her hips. "Are you going to listen to me or not? I'm trying to have a serious conversation with you."
He chuckled as he lifted his hands up in surrender. "All right, all right. I'm just teasing you," he said. He took a breath and fixed his face so he was more serious. "So, why are you here?"
Kagome closed her eyes. "I've been thinking about your…" Her eyes opened and she looked back down at her hands. She mumbled, "…member."
He cocked his head to the side. "What about it?"
She let her eyes roam the room before they came back to him. "We'll be married soon. It's something I am really looking forward to. I love you so much and it seems as though every day I love you more."
He smiled. "You don't know how I've longed to hear you say that," he told her.
He stood up and crossed the room. Taking her hands into his, he pulled her close, putting their hands between their chests. "Kagome, I…"
"I want to see your demonic form," she interrupted him.
He froze in surprise. He blinked. "My what?"
She kissed the back of his hand. "Your true form," she told him. "I've never seen it. If we are to be married, don't you think that's something I should see?"
"Yes, but," he stated, "I rarely, if ever, transform into my true form. I mean, you'll only ever have to see it once."
"All the more reason to see it now," she pointed out. Then, "Wait. What do you mean I'll have to see it once? When would I have to see it?"
It was his turn to look nervous as he dropped her hands and turned away. "There's a reason most demons don't marry humans," he told her. "Or, should I say, there's a reason most humans don't marry demons? When we mate…"
"You're not going to eat me, are you?" she asked.
He snorted as he glanced at her over his shoulder. "No," he replied. "Why would I? Though I have no doubt that you'd be tasty, I can think of other things I'd rather eat. Besides, I'm on a strict 'no human' diet."
Kagome nodded. "That's good to know," she said. "So, what happens when you mate?"
He sighed. "The only way for a demon to properly mate, and by that I mean marry, is to do so in their true form. Once we are married, it won't matter how you and I make love, but the initial mating ritual has to be done in true form otherwise it doesn't count."
"Wait. Are you telling me I have to have sex with a dog?" she asked.
He turned to face her and frowned. "I'm not a dog. I'm a wolf," he said. "There is a huge difference between the two species."
She agreed, "Yes, but that doesn't change the fact that you want me to have sex with an animal and failed to give me this information sooner."
He rolled his eyes. "You won't be having sex with an animal," he stated. "You'll be having sex with me."
"In the form of an animal!" she argued. "What's the difference?"
He pursed his lips. "Does that mean you won't?"
"No," she snapped. "I just wish you would have informed me of this sooner. Why wouldn't you tell me?"
"I'm telling you now, aren't I?" he growled. "It's not exactly a topic that comes up in conversation. Besides, with you hanging out with Shippo and Mutt-face all the time, when would I have had the time?"
"We've been in America for a month and a half, Koga. In that time, you could have damn well told me. I haven't been around Shippo and Inuyasha that entire time. You and I shared a hotel room for three days. Instead of trying to get under my clothes, you could have told me what would be expected when we became married," she huffed.
He threw his hands in the air. "Well, now I'm telling you. Sorry I was late, doll, but you can't expect everyone to be on time all the time."
"I don't," she said as her voice softened. "I guess I just expected more from you. You've been so good to me, Koga. You never fail to tell me anything. I just don't understand why you wouldn't tell me this important bit of information. This is our life, Koga. Our life together as a married couple. I've been completely honest with you about everything. I've even told you things that I hadn't told anyone before."
The wolf prince bowed his head and closed his eyes. As he opened his eyes again, he reached out for her hand and pulled her into his embrace. "I'm sorry, babe," he whispered. "I guess there's still a lot for me to learn. I've never been in a relationship like ours before. I was afraid that if I told you, you'd leave me."
"I've never been in a relationship like ours either, but I would never leave you for being honest with me," she murmured.
She pulled back from him and looked into his eyes. "Now I really want to see your true form. If I'm going to have to have sex with it, I wanna see what it looks like first," she told him.
He nodded as he stepped further away from her. As he began taking off his shirt, he said, "The good news is, my cock won't change in size, so you don't have to worry about freaking out over a humongous dick."
"Why are you taking off your clothes?" she asked as he unbuttoned his jeans.
He shrugged as he pulled off his pants. "I like these clothes," he said simply. "I don't want them to get ruined. See, the armor I wore during the Warring States era was actually a part of my demonic aura and not normal human armor. When I transformed, the armor just transformed with me. But human clothing is different. Because it's not part of my body, it rips and tears when I transform."
"Sort of like in werewolf movies," she commented.
He nodded. "Though not as freaky as werewolf movies," he told her, "or as painful."
For the second time ever, Koga stood in front of Kagome completely nude. The priestess tried not to blush, but her effort was wasted judging by the smirk plastered on Koga's face.
"Have you ever seen a demon transform?" he asked her.
She nodded. "I traveled with Inuyasha a lot. We saw plenty of demons transform. I've even seen Sesshomaru transform," she informed him.
He gave a single nod. "Well, that is one thing we wolves, unfortunately, do have in common with dogs. Our transformations are roughly the same," he explained. "Now, when I change, I won't be able to talk much, but I will understand everything you say to me. Don't be afraid to investigate. Regardless of my form, I still have the same mind. I'm not going to hurt you."
"Hai," she said and his demonic aura filled the room.
He had been right. In many ways, his transformation was much like Sesshomaru's. His face elongated and his eyes turned red. Fur grew throughout his body and he moved to stand on four legs rather than two.
He wasn't nearly as large as Sesshomaru was, though Kagome suspected that if he stood on his hind legs he would be the same height as his humanoid form. The hair that had once been on top of his head and falling down his back was now a part of his coat and gave him a sort of black blanket on his back and a black face mask. His muzzle, sides, legs, and tail were the same shade of brown while his underbelly was a cream colour.
"Oh," Kagome murmured. "Koga, your demon form is beautiful."
He gave her his best wolfish smile as he walked up to her and licked her on the cheek. He lay down and rolled onto his back while his tail wagged. Kagome's eyes widened and she laughed.
"I am not giving you a belly rub," she informed him. "You pervert."
He stood up and she patted his head. She was calm and knew everything was going to be fine. "Ok, Koga," she told him with certainty. "I can handle getting married to you."
He changed back into his humanoid form and hugged her. "That's good to know," he said as he kissed the top of her head.
"Um, Koga," she murmured against his bare chest. "Would you mind putting on some clothes?"
Author's Note: I had always wanted to see what Koga's true form would look like. I mean, he can't possibly be in his true form when we see him, right? Especially if we go by what Kikyo says about demons early on in the series. (That the most dangerous demons are the ones who pose as humans.) Sure, he doesn't fully look like a human, but neither does Sesshomaru. When I picture Koga's true form in my mind, that is how I picture him.
As for the penis thing, well, this story has an M rating for a reason. I was thinking of writing an outtake spinoff on my Adult Fan Fiction account, if and when I can get the stupid thing working. I would like to actually write the little bit that happened between Koga and Kagome in the hotel room, but it's a bit too risque for this place. (There are a few other scenes I'd like to write in the outtakes, so I really want to write it.) If and when I do write the outtakes, though, it will only be available on Adult Fan Fiction.
While the characters mention sex and such here, I won't be doing any actual sex scenes on Fan Fiction. This is Tassana trying to be the responsible adult. Although, this story has an M rating, there is no doubt in my mind that kids under 18 have read or are reading this story. So, those scenes will be available in the outtakes on AFF.