Chapter thirteen ; When it was hard to take.

If Miley would have to describe the feeling she felt inside of her at that very moment, she would probably say it felt like an earthquake mixed with a tornado and a tsunami. Her heart broke into pieces just like some houses unfortunately do when there's an earthquake. A tornado was taking over her stomach, like all of her organs were turning around and being mixed up with each other. She wasn't hungry but she wasn`t full either. Her stomach was empty after all the ravage of this tornado. All of her thoughts were being taking away by the tsunami happening in her head. She wondered if she should leave, then thought about saying something to them. Everything was getting mixed up.

Now, that's just the emotions she felt inside. Outside, she was getting pale and her knees were getting weak. Not the kind of weak she felt when she went on her first date with Nick, the total opposite. She wanted to fall to her knees and just cry. She wanted to hold her teddy bear just like she did when she was younger. Sure, everyone would have to go through a break up someday. But to know that no one wanted her was the main thought on Miley's head. Everyone was letting her down for someone else. Her parents let her down as soon as they found out she was pregnant and gave her dream to her sister. Her friends all ditched her for some others friends. Mitchell left her as soon as he found out she was pregnant and now he's hooking up with every girl he sees. Now Nick. She felt like he was giving her the world when they were together. He was so nice. He even asked to be Emma's father, which she refused but never forgot about it. There he was, three days after breaking up with her, kissing some others girls. She wasn't good enough for anyone, that's what she thought.

"Miley? Miley!" Demi said passing her hand in front of Miley's eyes.

Her eyes slowly turned and look at Demi it took her a while to answer, she needed to proceed the words in her head before. "Yes, sorry…. I spaced out…"

"I saw that… Look, don't worry about it. He can explain."

"Explain?" She asked with a confused yet sad face.

"Yes, I can't tell you but I'm sure he will… It's not what it looks like."

"Sure… If you say so."

"Come on, let's go to the spa. It'll be good for you."

"I don't really feel like it…" Miley said and looked down.

"Then what do you want to do?"

"Nothing…"

"Miley, we're in Australia! We need to have fun!"

"Well, you don't need me. If you want to have fun, nobody is stopping you. Go and see if I care." She snapped.

"Woo. Sorry. What about a girl's night? Ice cream and movies?" Demi smiled. "If you want too, we can go to the spa to relax first then we go to your room and watch some movies and eat lots of ice cream."

"I… Okay."

"Come on." Demi smiled.

"I'm sorry…" Miley said when they started walking. "I didn't meant to ruin everything… I just don't know how to function at the moment…"

"It's okay, we've all been there right?"

"Yeah…"

"Demi!" Mrs. Jonas smiled and walked to the girls "Are you coming? We're having dinner all together."

"I actually had plans…" Demi replied.

"Don't worry about it, Dem. Go have dinner and I will get everything ready for our girl's night." Miley said as she flashed a small sad smile.

"Are you sure?" Demi asked. She knew it what it was like going through a break up so she didn't wanted to leave her alone. Miley simply nodded and pointed toward the table "Go." She said. In fact, she wanted to be alone for a little.

"Miley, you can join us." Mrs. Jonas smiled.

"Oh, no thank you. I'm not hungry…" Miley replied. A tornado was still going on in her stomach. Her whole soul felt empty.

"Alright. Oh! I forgot to tell you, you have to share a room with Nicholas for the trip. I know what's going on between you two but we can't get another room."

"Oh." Miley simply said.

"Nick and I can switch!" Demi offered.

"There's only one bed. I'm sorry we got the room before you broke up. And we can't take the clients room."

"Don't worry…" Miley said. "Now go and have dinner." She fake a smile and watched them walking away. She stayed in the lobby for a little while and watched them having dinner. How she wished she could have dinner with her family like they were. She tried not to cry, but it was hard. She missed her family more than anything. Their relationship was great before the whole pregnancy thing. They were a happy family with a big dream ahead of them.

Hours went by, Miley and Demi did as planned: They watched some movies and ate ice cream. They didn't really talked about Nick, in fact, both of them didn't know how to start the conversation. But when they heard two people talking outside the door, they knew it was him and Delta so they tried to listen what they were saying. Nothing was heard except a goodnight and then the sound of the door opening, it was Nick.

"Oh, hi." Nick said as he walked a little further in the room.

"Hi." Demi smiled. "Is Joe in our room?" She asked.

"Euh, yeah he is." Nick answered.

"Alright. Mi, I'm sorry but we have to call Gabe's sitter to see if everything is okay."

"It's okay. I'm tired anyway. Goodnight Demi."

"Goodnight Miles. Goodnight Nick." She smiled and walked away to her room.

"Eum, I can sleep on the floor…" Miley said a little uncomfortable.

"Miley, don't be ridiculous. We slept together before. Well, I mean in the same bed. I told you, we can still be friend."

"Yeah, I know. But I'm not sure your girlfriend will enjoy knowing you're sleeping in the same bed as your ex. I don't want to get in the middle."

"You're not. She knows. And she's not my girlfriend."

"Right. So you kiss any girl who run to you on the beach?"

"No! Let me explain." Nick said raising his voice a little.

"What's it worth Nick? It won't bring us back together."

"I want you to know that I never cheated on you. You're a great girl, Mi."

"Nick, it doesn't really matter because in the end it all hurt the same." (Credit goes to One tree Hill for this quote)

"Miley, just let me explain please."

"Fine…" Just as she said that, someone knocked on the door.

"Who is it?" Nick asked.

"Room service!"

"Did you order anything?" Nick asked Miley.

"Nope."

"We didn't order anything." Nick said back to the guy.

"Just open the damn girl so I can see Miley! " Miley got confused. Who could it be? She was in Australia! She just hoped it wouldn't be one guy. She had enough to think about, she didn't need him.

A/N: Happy new years ! And merry late Christmas! Please review! : )