Jules was delighted that Spike had threw her a small party with just them and she enjoyed herself and she enjoyed her cake just as much.
After her small party Jules drove home and settled herself on the couch, but not for long because after a short amount of time her daughter was kicking up a storm with in her, her daughter always seemed to dig herself under her ribcage and would mame things very uncomfortable and painful. Jules hadn't fully processed the idea of being a mother to her daughter and that she was going to have a baby girl very soon. The same idea saddened her because little girls were supposed to be daddy's girls and unfortunately her daughter wouldn't have that and there was nothing she could really do.
On the drive to his apartment Sam wondered what his life would be like three months from now? but what he did know was in less then 72 hours he was gonna become a married man and the man of a household.
Jules had to stand up and walk around because the pain of her daughter licking and digging her way up had made it difficult to breathe. Jules continued to rub her belly in hopes of getting her daughter to go down and go to sleep.
Jules paced her living room for five minutes before she decided to go up and run herself a warm bath with scented oils and candles to help her and hopefully her baby girl relax.
"How was work?" Marissa asked Sam, and then she eased herself out of bed "I'll serve you dinner, you go ahead and shower and I'll be back in a few." Mari said but Sam stopped her and guided her back to their bed. "You sit down and relax I'll go serve myself something and then I'll be back. You want something?" Sam asked on his way out of the bedroom. "Ice cream with marshmallows please!" Marissa shouted out to Sam.
Sam returned with a plate of barbecue chicken and some rice and veggies and Maris ice cream. Sam put a movie on the tv and they both ate while watching tv and relaxing. Sam would occasionally rub Marissas belly and then kiss her womb where his daughter lay beneath.
Jules was finally out of her bath and laid in bed with just her robe on as she applied coconut oil to her belly and breast. Jules was extremely exhausted and hoped to fall asleep fast, and when she drifted off to bed she knew it wouldn't be long before she was up and having to walk around to ease her contractions.
"So...How was work?" Marissa asked once again.
"good, we just had a call with a little girl." Sam responded and took Marissa bowl and placed it under his plate and set it on the night stand.
"Have you talk to Jules lately?" Mari asked
"Not really, Today she had an appointment with her OB and I waited for her and turns out she having a girl as well." Sam said as he continued to rub Marissas belly.
"You don't sound to excited." Mari said
"Its just, I feel like everytime I try and do something or ask her something about the baby it just backfires." Sam replied back.
"I think you should talk to her. like now!" Marissa said and watched as Sam gave her a side eye. "Now! Go!" Marissa told Sam and practically pushed him off the bed.
Sam knew Marissa was right if he didn't fix things with Jules now, their issues will never be resolved.
Sam drove up to Jules driveway and walked up to her door and found her door cracked open. Sam knew Jules was big on security, considering their jobs. Sam quitely walked in and went straight for Jules' bedroom.
When Sam walked in he saw Jules wrapped in her robe facing away from him. Sam quickly wanted to leave but Jules voice stopped him.
"Sam what are you doing here? And how dis you get into my house?" Jules asked as she shifted her entire body to face him.
"I just wanted to talk to you, maybe clear up some things." Sam responded
"Sam, we have nothing to talk about. Seriously you don't have to tell me anything your actions have spoken louder than anything." Jules told Sam and then sat up and leaned against her headboard.
"Jules, please? Sam begged then walked to her bedside and sat on the floor with his back against her night stand table.
Jules sighed and placed her hand on her belly to alleviate the pain.
"Jules I know I've told you countless times you can count on me and that's obviously not something that I have tried at, I just want to apologize to you and show you that I'm here cor you and our daughter." Sam said but never once looked up to Jules.
Jules really wanted to believe Sam but Sams words to her meant nothing any more, all she ever wanted was to marry him and for them to have a happy marriage and live together and have as many kids as they could.
Jules swung her legs over the bed and then carried on downstairs with Sam behind her, Jules grabbed herself a water bottle from her refrigerator and went to sit on her dinning room table.
"Sam, I would love nothing more than to trust every word you say, but what you've don't to me and our daughter you cant fix that anymore. Sam you've missed out on so much and not to mention that you've missed the one appointment that you had promised to go to, you haven't even bothered to ask if I needed help with anything. You have showed no interest to be a dad to our daughter and that's what surprises me the most. I don't want my daughter to grow up without a dad, but if he's going to be in and out of her life as he pleases then we don't need that." Jules said on the verge of tears.
"Jules please just..." Sam started to ask Jules but she cut him off.
"Sam!..Stop! I don't need to hear excuses from you." Jules screamed at Sam. "Sam the problem with you is you simply don't care, When I was hospitalized you didn't even wait to see if we were gonna be okay, If it wasnt for Spike helping me out the days following I honestly don't think we would be having this conversation because something worse could have happened to me or the baby that night. Sam you don't even know the severity of my condition, you know nothing because you simply don't care or have the time. I understand you have your fiancee at home who's also pregnant but that's not a real excuse for me." Jukes told Sam then walk to her bedroom to cry.
Sam was frustrated that he couldn't get anywhere with Jules, Sam stayed seated for a couple minutes then Jules heard her front door shut close.
