A/N: So I want to get a couple more chapters up before I leave to Vegas for Christmas. I may take my comp with me if so that means occasional updates if I have internet. Okay so I'm dragging out the fight but it ends this chap they will finally talk and I've decided on the Jilly. But you'll have to read to find out what I decided Lol Please review it'll be much appreciated lol
Oh and I want to say a big thanks to JBluva for dedicating a one shot to me. Everybody should go read it it's called Under the Silver Stars and read her other stuff while your at it. She's an amazing writer
So On with the story lol. Hope you like :)
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Kevin's Dressing Room
Joe's POV
I'm sitting in the dressing room with Kevin, Nick and Lola, Hannah's friend. Who is a little weird I might add.
But you could say it's just me and Lola in the room. I mean Nick's off in La La land cuz MIley showed up totally unexpected. Ya were not fighting anymore I forgave her for leading the Joe Jonas on backstage while Nick was singing his 'Man I really screwed up better fix this fast' love song.
And Kevin well he's on the phone with his Ashy washy. Sorry I must go barf now. Haha gotcha I'm not gonna go throw up. lol
It's just a little weird I mean I'm the Ladie's man of the group and well I'm the only one without a girlfriend or at least someone to kiss when I'm bored. Haha that last part came out wrong.
"Soooo..."
"Ya..." Well this conversation is starting off good.
Hey I wonder if Lola has a double life too. wow that was random.
"So what's your name?"
"It's Lola. You know that already." She said looking a little annoyed.
"No I know that. But what's your real name?"
"Joe what are you talking about?" She asked shooting me a confused look
"Well you know how Hannah's really Miley? Who is really beneath this pink hair?" I said looking into her blue eyes (and fingering her hair between my fingers.
I didn't realize how close we were till she answered me and I could feel her breath on my neck sending a slight shiver down my back. Haha now I sound like a total girl.
"Well can you keep a secret?" She said plastering a flirtacious grin on her face.
"I'll keep any secret you want." and with that she pulled off her pink wig releasing long blonde hair. Did I mention I'm a sucker for blondes. Oh I didn't. Surprise.
She stood there awkwardly while I just kinda stood there staring. She looked at me then started to put her wig back on.
"No No No don't do that! Your so much prettier without it." I said grabbing her hand to stop her.
She had a shocked look on her face. As I realized what I so stupidly blurted out.
"I mean...ummm" I studdered out.
She stood there with a goofy grin on her face and I knew I'd been caught.
"Ya well you'd look cuter with it on" She said trying to look totally serious.
"Ahh How rude!" I said putting on a pouty face.
"Oh did I hurt poor Joey's feelings" She asked in a baby's voice.
I just shook my head up and down. Before she cracked up laughing.
"I don't know about you Joe."
"I know what can I say" She just smiled. "So you never did tell me your name?"
"Oh yea right sorry about that. It's Lilly, Lilly Truscott"
"Well nice to meet you Lilly. My names Jonas. Joe Jonas. So who is Lilly Truscott? Tell me all about her." I said as I led her to the couch.
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Hannah's POV
ON STAGE.
Wow this crowd is really loud tonight.
"Goodnight New Jersey" I said waving to the crowd as I ran backstage.
I looked around. Seeing no one I knew personally I decided to go sit on the couch backstage.
After about 2 minutes I got bored. I was so pumped from the concert.
You would think my thoughts would be on Nick and his love song he surprised everyone by performing tonight. But I was trying to avoid thinking about that.
It's just that if I think about it I'll realize I still have feelings for him and well I don't wanna have those feelings anymore. I just want to be happy again I wanna be the old smiley miley I was before this whole summer began. and most importantly I don't want to get my heart broken again. There I said it. That's the real reason I won't call him. I'm afraid what if we make up and go out again that I'll get my heart broked again. I don't know if I'd be able to handle it.
"Hannah?" I heard a soft whisper pull me from my thoughts. I quickly wiped any remaining tears and turned around.
"Hi..."
"Why didn't you tell me you were coming?" He said barely above a whisper.
"I didn't think you'd care" I said turning my gaze from his eyes his perfect brown eyes.
"Why would you think that?" His normal voice returning.
"Oh I don't know let's recap the last 2 weeks! well first off..." I was cut off.
"Please don't I don't wanna hear about how big of a jerk I was. I'm trying to forget that. Can we just talk? Hannah Please?" He said holding back tears.
"Were talking now Nick? What more do you want?" I stood there with my arms folded across my chest.
He walked up to me till our faces were inches apart. I wanted to step back but my feet wouldn't let me. His face leaned in
"Because I'd feel better about this if I were talking to Miley" He whispered gently in my ear. I felt my whole body shiver with excitement.
He looked at me with a cocky grin on his face. He must have felt me shiver too. Which means he's happy to find out he still has that effect on me. I need to stay strong. I need to resist his charms. Oh who am I kidding I never could probably never will.
"Fine" I mumbled as we headed towards his dressing room.
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Nick's POV
Backstage
I know as much as Miley's trying to give me the cold shoulder. She still loves me or at least the feelings are still there. That shiver only proves it more.
She could turn me down flat, ignore me for the rest of her life, and turn her back on me forever. But if I don't get the chance to tell her how I feel, to let her know I love her too, Let's just say i'll regret it till I die and wonder the rest of my life what could've happened if I only and that's not how I wanna live my life.
I know I'm only 15 and shouldn't be having these strong feelings towards anybody but they're there and they won't go away. I'm in Love with Miley Stewart.
We had finally reached my dressing room. I opened my door to let her pass through. I quickly shut and locked it. As soon as the lock clicked Miley removed her 'Hannah' wig.
She stood there awkwardly with an annoyed look on her face waiting for me to say something.
It was then that I realized trying to convince Miley to listen to me was gonna be a lot harder than convincing Hannah.
(A/N: So I thought about ending it here. lol but I know I promised they'd make up this chapter so your lucky I always keep my promises and so it continues.)
"See now this is better." I said smiling.
"Can we just get on with this? I'm kinda tired and just want to go back to the hotel." I sighed with frustration
"Miley will you just let me explain." She just stood there saying nothing. I took this as my cue to continue.
"Listen I know I messed things up royally and I'll understand if you never want to speak to me again. But I just need to explain cuz if I don't I'll never forgive myself."
"Oh so now this is all about you and how you'll feel after this?" She interrupted.
"Will you stop being so defensive and just listen to me!" I semi yelled.
She looked taken aback by my raised voice. But she slowly nodded her head.
"Like I was saying I know I messed up but I want to make it up to you. I want another chance at this." I said pointing back and forth between us. "I want a start over. Can we just try again? Can we just..."
"I don't know if that's such a good idea Nick." She replied crushing my hopes.
"Okay if that's how you really feel. I'll understand. Just tell me one thing and I'll leave you alone." I said slowly inching towards her.
She shook her head letting me know I heard her. "Anything" She softly whispered.
"Tell me you don't love me anymore. Tell me that what we shared meant nothing to you."
"I I don't..." She started. " I don't want to. I can't say I don't love you anymore cuz I'd be lying. I can't say that what we shared meant nothing to me cuz it meant the world. I can't say it Nick! As much as I want to I can't. Is that what you wanted to hear cuz if it is I hope your happy. Even though I'm afraid of this." She said pointing to us. "and getting my heart broken again. I'm...I'm willing to take the chance if you are."
I just stood there shocked I hadn't expected her to take me back that easily. I was ready to fight for her. She looked at me disappointed before walking to the door.
"Miley! Wait" She stopped short and turned around.
She was about to answer me when I kissed her. I kissed her full on the lips and the sparks that had always been there returned. They never left they were just waiting for us to realize they would always be there.
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A/N: EEK see all better i told you it'd be all better. lol. So I really hated the way I started the chapter but I personally think it got better towards the end. Okay just a little note it's officially July now and if your wondering where Jackson and Mandy are: They are still in New Jersey they just weren't at the concert they may be back soon lol. So anyway please review I love the feedback.
