After the day in the meadow,I hadn't been the same I was all ways wearing the same stupid smile and laughing,humming I was,dare I say it ,Love struck.

Edward had to go "camping" all so known as Hunting but he and his family didn't like to call it that at least not around me anyway,It was Friday again and I watched as Mr.Miller passed out the tests from last week once he got to me and handed mine I was a little surprised to see I had gotten a B- considering I hadn't studied for it at all and to be frank I wasn't doing well in paying attention in class eitheir but could you blame me I had a gorgeous Vampire Boy friend that was as stunning as could be and he was mine all mine.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by the loud Bell telling us "SCHOOLS OUT SCHOOLS OUT" and while every one ran out of there as fast as they could--I didn't but honestly I was in no rush at all to go home because I know that Edward wouldn't be there and wouldn't be there till tomorrow morning, I grabbed my stuff and headed to my car. Once getting in a sat and waited for the car to heat up once again wasting time it was the weekend I wasn't going to worry about getting homework done till at least Sunday,after the car was nice and warm I left the parking lot and headed home.

Pulling up to the house,I grabbed my stuff and stopped and stared at the house it wasn't like it was once before the freaky haunted house thing I mean...no in fact it looked and felt more like home now sure I never did see Charlie but it was more welcoming now than it had been smiling I headed inside.

Removing my jacket and shoes by the front door I heard my cell ringing looking around for my purse where the ringing machine was I looked for it once finding it I pulled it out and answered.

"Hello,This is Bella speaking" I glanced at my watch and realised it was now 5:30,who would call at an odd time like this?

"Oh Bella!,its me Janet." Janet is a colleg of mine from the fashion world a big shot shall I say.

"Janet,what are you calling for I haven't spoke to you in ages" at it was true I hadn't even said hey since last April

"Well Bella I have some great news for you" Great news had me intrested

"The fashion institute in Milan want you to be there new "it" girl". Me in Milan? me there new It girl?

"How long do they want me to be there a week two maybe?" I was excited I had all ways wanted to be a model for them but couldn't cause they had all was had someone that was there better then me.

"Oh Bella dear not a couple weeks more like 3 years Isn't that great!, you get to be in all the Magz,and meet the Ambassador and you even get to walk the walk on the catwalk.". 3 years my sudden ex- citement came crashing down 3 years sounded great but I had Edward the love of my life I couldn't do it no matter what my love for Edward was more then this could ever be.

"I'm sorry Janet I cant do it I have a good thing going for me here"

"Bell you cant be serious,This is Milan not New York OK! this is the big shot once here you will be able to retire happily and every thing and did I not mention the money oh so much money.!"

Now i'm not a consetted person or anything but I was curious as to how much

"How much money is it,anyway Janet"

"Now hold on to your seat but Bella for you to go for the 3 years they are willing to pay you 4 Million dollars and if you don't like that they said they would be more than happy to give you more"

"fo--fou--four million American dollors are you sure"

"I am more then sure Bella it is all American money and lets not forget the house you get to live in while your there and every thing" now this was suddenly not the best moment of my life to be excepted by the fashion institute there was more then what I had ever dreamed of but on the bad side I would never get to see Edward again.

"Well Bella dear I must go but please think about it I will call back in 2 days for an answer please say yes Bella its good for you plus your mom would have been so proud bye bye dear"

I stared at the phone nothing but the soft beeping of the hing up line for comfort my thoughts every where.

I went up stares and sat on my bed thinking,

If I go to Milan like I have all ways dreamed of I would get the money that I would be able to live happily with for the rest of my life and never have to work again. I get to be famous in anotheir country and I even get to meet important people. But if I go I will be leaving Edward and his family behind and I knew deep in my heart that I would never get to see him again if I did leave. it wouldn't work if he went with me cause I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be able to explain why my boyfriend sparkled whenever there was sunshine, I didn't know what to do and I realised that I wanted no matter what then to leave Edward he now held my heart and I could never be happy again without him.I cant even be happy one day without him I wanted to be with him forever.

smiling I went into the shower and got ready for bed but thoughts of Edward and Milan running through my head made it hard for me to sleep.

Hey so sorry it has been long but I have had many problems happen latley and I am sorry to say once agin that there are only about 2 chapters left maybe 3 but most likly not I hope you all review and leave support please I have had some writers block but its gone. Now all I have t do Is getting it written down

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