Chapter 13

Morning peeked through the tiny little gaps they called 'windows'. A ray of sunshine struck my face, instantly pulling me out of my deep slumber. The warmth had made me sweat. I let out a tired and raspy groan. I rolled to the much more darker wall side, while trying to block the early morning lights out by clenching my eyes tightly.

"Rise and shine idiot! We're going swimming!" An all familiar voice yelled, while slamming the door to my hut.

"Piss off... Please!" I muttered, annoyance clear in my early morning voice. I pulled my duvet further over my overheated body.

"Sorry, not today Ballerina! Get your ass up before I beat it!... Again."

Austin's bright morning voice just annoyed the shit out of me. I don't care who you are, you just not -I repeat- not wake me up on such a happy and annoying note. Perhaps it's the fact that it's Austin on the other side of the door that annoys me so much.

That boy doesn't know when to stop bragging about his good strengths. And it's not like that I can't endure a thing, but when someone keeps bragging on and on about himself, it kind of starts annoying me. Yesterday at the bonfire for example, he just kept going on and on and on about how he kicked my ass and hurt me in the progress. Which, I mention again, still bloody hurts.

I yawned as I wiped away a tear from yester nights repeated nightmare that had kept me up all night. I slowly pulled the duvet off my body and got up, while grunting in the whole progress. I was never such a morning person and this definitely confirmed it.

My messy long blond hair was a complete mess. It had knots and ties all over it. The twigs and leaves were almost impossible to get out and I didn't have any brush to get the knots out so I had to use my hands. So I did what I did and loosely pinned my hair to the back of my head. It wasn't as secured as it usually was, but since I was in a lazy mood, I couldn't care less.

I flung on an over-sized white linen shirt and left the pants I wore to bed last night on. I didn't really cared much about my presence. Heck, as far as I knew, I never did. The people here did seemed to judge me enough already, so why even try to change that?

I loosely tucked my miss fallen hair underneath my signature hat and made sure that everything was alright.

I ran out the door to see Louis waiting by a tree. I ran up to him with a small smile on my face.

"Hey Lou!" I called, running towards him. He turned around as soon as he heard my voice. He smiled as I reached him and greeted me.

"You're in for a swim?" He asked, as we walked towards the waterfalls. I wanted to say yes, but then I remembered that I couldn't. I had declined swimming with the boys from the day I got here all because of one simple reason. It's not that I don't know how to swim, but it's still the fact that I'm a girl and swimming obviously involves 'swimming clothing'. Which again, I don't have. For the same reason, I haven't bathed for a good while. I'm still waiting for an opportunity when no one is watching me to take a bath. Until now, still not happened.

"I uh... I want to.." I mumbled.

"Good ." Louis smiled.

"But I can't..."

Louis looked at me as if I was crazy and I probably would too if I was him. I smelled like.. well let's just say it wasn't a nice smelling odor. And that was quite an understatement. I mean, I would really love to take a swim, believe me, but it just can't.

"What are you talking about, everyone else is going?' he retorted, confused and obviously thinking that I was mental.

"I uhm can't swim." I lied through my teeth, hoping he would just lay off of me. I averted my eyes away from him and looked at the ground, nervously. He let out a loud snort, but stopped when he received an angry glare from me.

"Well you can at least join us, it's always a lot of fun." He grinned. I hummed in agreement and kept on walking towards the waterfalls on the other side of the island. The island was surprisingly peaceful and quiet and it felt great. Other times it felt like I needed to walk on eggshells because I felt like someone was constantly watching me. Everywhere I went, there were eyes watching me even though I knew for certain that I was alone.

From a far distance I heard the other Lost boys laughing and yelling and it made a smile grow on my face. I knew they didn't like me, they made that pretty clear, but I hoped that they could forget their hatred towards me for once.

I pushed away lianas and bushes that were in my way, to see the most beautiful waterfall I could ever imagine. The calm sound of the water that clattered down, made me feel at peace. I breathed in the fresh air and it instantly made my head clear from all the worries I had. But I was quickly pulled out of my daze when I heard some of the boys yelling and screaming. Louis pushed past me, while taking off his shoes and shirt in the progress. He ran towards the edge of the water and took a big leap, followed by a massive splash after.

I let out a loud chuckle, causing all the others to look up at me in surprise.

"finally showing up huh ballerina?" one of them asked mockingly. I shot the boy with the dirty blond hair -whose name I still don't know- a glare.

"back off dude, not everyone can swim." Louis replied angrily, running a hand through his wet brown hair. Oh I wish he just kept his mouth shut...

The others began laughing, not in a nice way though. I cursed something vile underneath my breath in the hope they wouldn't hear me. They looked and treated me as if I garbage, just a mere piece of gum that got stuck underneath their shoe.

"you're such a wimp. I'm surprised you managed to keep up with us for so long. You're nothing more than a weak piece of shit." One of them snickered amused.

I wanted to say something, nope better yet, yell something, but I got caught off my someone pushing me over the edge and into the water. As fast as I could, I grabbed the sides of my hat before My body could actually hit the freezing water.

It took not long until I surfaced from the icy cold water. As I surfaced, I was choking on my own breath and my lungs burned with fire. I desparetely gasped for fresh air to fill them with.

Still completely of guard I spluttered out the water that got into my lungs. I rubbed the stinging water out of my eyes and wiped my nose with a disgusted look on my face.

There was water caught in between the rims of my hat and from all the moments that the water should fall down my hat and spill over me, it had to be now.

I heard the others laughing and I was reaching my boiling point. I have a lot of patience, but when someone pisses me off, you deserve everything that comes to you. And unfortunate for the people around me, I was not someone who should be taken lightly.

I swam to the edge and pulled myself out of the freezing water. My wet clothes felt heavy and were sticking to my skin.

"Aww did little Ballerina got wet?" someone cooed. "I thought you couldn't swim."

And now my boiling point had reached and everyone near me was getting the full load of my angriness.

"you know what dickheads?" I snapped, grabbing everyones attention and making them look at me with surprise.

"You all think you're so amazing, but in all reality, your all a bunch of pathetic and sad little boys who refuse to grow up because you're too afraid to face your goddamn responsibilities!"

And with that, I stomped back into the thick forest, making all the Lost boys watch me with confuse and disbelieve.

-Later that day-

"Where is he?!" I heard a voice boom out of nowhere, "where the hell is he?!"

I looked up from the chores I was given by Kai and searched for the recourse of the loud and angry voice. I couldn't help but get a bad feeling about this. I looked up from the wood I was chopping and saw Adam restless searching for someone. I could hear him spit words of profanity that would be harmfull to a child's ear. The person who pissed him off, is clearly getting it. I wonder who it is though.

Pan came out of his hut with eyes heavy of sleep and a lot of confusion, but when his eyes fell upon Adam, he already knew enough.

He could walk up to Adam and calm his ass down, but instead, he leant against a tree and let his eyes follow Adam with an amused and vicious smirk. I already feel bad for the person who messed with him, because Pan was certainly not going to interfere.

I let my axe fall down to the ground when I saw Adam glaring at me with all of his might and a lot of hatred. He started stomping towards me. It couldn't be me right? I did nothing to him. well, at least not this time.

His eyes breathed fire and in an instant react, I took a step back out of fear. I laughed nervously, not knowing what to do. I always laugh when I don't know what to do. I guess that's how I am.

My fight or flight instinct was literally failing me right now. There must be a person standing behind me right? there must be. I looked behind me to see that no one stood behind me.

Fuck my life.

Adam grabbed my shirt harshly and dragged me to the middle of our hideout. His finger dug harshly into my skin, probably leaving marks all over it. Our chests were merely touching and I could almost feel the pure hatred radiating of him. Our faces were inches away from eachother.

"where is it?!"he spat harshly, shaking my shirt roughly. I cringed at his touch from fear. I wanted to run away.

"I- I don't know what you're t-talking about." I stammered, looking away from his glare.

I looked to Pan, hoping that he would do something, but instead, he winked and kept on smirking. Yeah, I probably should've known I shouldn't count on his help.

"Stop talking shit, I knew you took my box, you little theif!"

"dude, back off." Kai suddenly interfered, with a demanding voice.

With a lot of effort, he pushed himself between us, while trying to hold back Adam who was yelling curse words and mean full things towards me. He tried to push Adam off of me and he did succeeded, but before Adam let go of my shirt, he pushed me to the ground and made me tumble back to the ground.

And that's when my worst night mare had come true...

I could feel something cascade down my back and shoulders and by all the shocked looks from the others, I knew that my hat had fallen off and that my secret was out...

OOOOOHHHH cliffhanger XD

Next chapter a bit of fluff XD I know you've been waiting for it XD now about the fluff and the smut and stuff

XD i don't know if you ever want smut so if you really want me to write something like that, let me know. I wasn't actually planning on it XD but there are a lot of dirty fuckers out there ? ﾟﾘﾂ?

about the fluff, i am not a person who rushes it, i personally don't like the rushed stuff, but those who wait, get what they want ? ﾟﾘﾁ?

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