A/N: I'm back! I got back from the Bahamas this afternoon and I have so many new ideas for this story and new ones! I'm also starting the one shots tonight!
Kili
I wake up to the taste of blood in my mouth. I then realize I can't breathe. I cough and hack trying to force air into my lungs but I feel only blood drip down my throat. My vision starts to blur. I hear muffled voices and see blurred figures before the darkness over throws me.
I wake up to find myself on a beach with sand white as snow and crystal clear water. I struggle to my feet and take in my surroundings. Then I hear it.
"Kiliiiiii" a voice sings. "Oh Killlliiiii."
I spin around to see my mother and father standing before me.
"Mother! Father!" I call and start to run to them but my father motions for me to stop.
"Oh Kili you've grown so. You and your brother have made us so proud." My mother says. "It's time to leave."
"Where are we going? Where is Fili?" I question and start to look for my older brother.
"We are taking you to the hall of you forefathers. To be at peace from all the hurt and pain." My Father tells me. "Fili will join us one day far from now."
"You mean to tell me I'm dying! And leaving Fili!" I yell my voice catching in my throat.
"You have fought bravely my son but now you must rest. You have a choice but if you choose to stay you will be in pain. You have fought long enough. Come with us." My mother coos and holds her hand out.
My mind starts to race. I have a choice. A choice to stay and keep fighting and be with my brother and uncle and be in pain. I cringe at the pain I have gone through. I'm a fighter. On the other hand I can go with my mother and father and be at peace and watch over Fili and Thorin from the halls of my forefathers. But will I really be at peace? Knowing I left Fili on that earth alone.
"Take my hand Kili. You have nothing to lose."
I look at my parents. "No. I would lose everything. I can't just leave and not fight. I am in the line of Durin and I'm a fighter. I won't go unless you drag me."
"Kili the pain you would go through to get better is a pain I would not wish on my worst foe. Take my hand." My mother tells me a little more forcefully.
I say nothing and glare at them. "I would like to go back now."
"Come with me. Where chains will never bind you. All your grief at last at last behind you. Take my hand, I'll lead you to salvation." My mother and father start to sing."
"I'm going home." I snarl getting angry.
My mother gives me a sad smile. "As you wish." She says and then I am thrown back into darkness.
Fili
I sit by my brothers side. His chest rises and falls are starting to become slower and weaker. Oh Kili my baby brother don't give in now.