I'm happy to say I have Chapter 14 here. I hope you like it!

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There will be Yaoi and Shounen-ai between Allen/Kanda. If you don't like don't read.

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The rest of the school day was nothing but a blur. I didn't even know if I had homework. There was no way I could concentrate on anything. Kanda didn't want to talk to me. How could I have let that happen? I must be insane. If there was a way to get Kanda to trust me again I had no idea what it was. My heart pinched at the thought of hurting Kanda in any way. I can't believe I did that. Kanda placed trust in me and I threw it away like an idiot. Lenalee and Lavi didn't say much about what happened. I was too preoccupied with my own thoughts. Although they made their thoughts pretty clear the day before.

I went home with Lenalee for the night. I was surprised when Lavi said he was going over to Kanda's to study. That sent my heart in a spiral down to my stomach. "You're going where?" I asked. I sat down on Lenalee's bed, falling back on it. Man, this sucks so much!

Lavi shuffled his feet, looking down at the ground, hands behind his back. "I'm going to Kanda's to study for a test we have in a few days."

"But he never asks anyone to go over." Other than me. Guess, that's not going to happen anytime in this lifetime.

"I know, but he asked." Lavi shrugged. "So I'm going."

Lenalee came in to the room carrying a tray with drinks and snacks. We had our studying to do if you count watching reruns of N.C.I.S. I needed something to take my mind off a certain black haired man. "Are you sure it's so you can study? It seems out of the blue. Maybe he wants to talk to you about what happened with Allen."

Lavi turned to Lenalee a smile gracing his face. Not a good one. It looked like his plan smile. Didn't we already go through enough plans to last us a lifetime? "That's good thinking Lenalee. He did seem extremely pissed when he asked me over and when he gave me Allen's stuff this morning. I honestly feared for my life for a few seconds. I know Yu wouldn't do anything to me even if he threatens with violence sometimes, but this morning he was beyond livid." Lavi took a slice of apple from the tray Lenalee set on the dresser.

"Not making me feel better guys." I definitely didn't want to hear how mad Kanda was. I already knew.

"It's not supposed to make you feel better. You have to think of an apology to end all apologies or he might not ever talk to you again. I can tell him we're together now or something. Maybe it'll spark the green eyed monster that lies within him when it comes to you."

I actually wanted to go along with the plan. Well, not the plan with Lavi and I being together, but something to get Kanda's possessive's instincts going. Probably not the way to go about things. At least not yet. I needed to try apologizing first. One of Lavi's plans would be my back up solution. I should start thinking of a plan now. Saying sorry didn't seem like a full proof plan. I had a feeling it was going to take a lot more to get Kanda to talk to me again especially let me in his personal space again. The idea of never touching him again sent my heart slamming against my chest. I rubbed my hand over my heart. It was aching and only Kanda could soothe it.

I jumped up an idea brightening my mood. "Maybe I should go with you."

Lavi and Lenalee stared liked I lost mind. I might have. No one else came up with any other ideas. Lavi did, but I refused to use his idea. "Allen I don't know. Kanda was seriously mad today. It might be good to give him a few days to cool down."

For some reason it felt like I didn't have the luxury of time. I had to do this now. It was imperative that I talked to Kanda before one more day went by. I knew I might be too rash. Not thinking clearly was something that kept happening to me. That's what got me into this whole situation. The ramifications of my actions weren't clear to me when I pushed Kanda away.

"Lavi…" I begged. There was no other choice. Kanda couldn't kick me out if my ride was Lavi, right?

"Allen, are you sure? What if he does or says something to hurt your feelings?" Lenalee's brow scrunched up, her lips turned down in a heavy frown. I hugged her. I couldn't help it. She was always so wonderful.

"Okay, okay that's enough of that." Lavi pulled Lenalee and I apart. I stared at him. He looked everywhere but at me. His own possessive nature was showing itself. Not that minded. I would never look at Lenalee like that. I shuddered at the thought. The only one I wanted to be with was Kanda. It didn't matter who else was out there he was the only for me.

"I have to get some homework done," Lenalee said. She grabbed her bag, pulled out a book for English, sat on her bed and started reading. She looked up as she turned the page. "Lavi let Allen go with you. We're not going to be able to change his mind." She had a point. My mind was made up and there was no way in hay I was changing it.

Lavi sighed then smiled. "Let's get this party started then. There is no way I'll be studying today."

Lavi didn't have to clarify what he meant about that. Kanda and I were going to go a few rounds. I hoped I made it out alive with every body part intact.

Lenalee gave me a house key. I planned to be staying with her for the rest of the week then I'd to Lavi's until we figured out whose house I'd be staying at permanently. Both of their houses felt like home to me. It really didn't matter whose house I stayed at. I might choose Lavi's just to make sure he understood that I didn't like Lenalee like that. But if I ever got Kanda back he wouldn't like either choice so it really didn't matter. I wanted both of my friends to be with comfortable with the decision.

Lavi and I left Lenalee's and we started our trek to Kanda's. My hands were sweating so bad I thought a waterfall might start pouring out of them. It didn't matter how many times I wiped them on my jeans they kept sweating.

"Allen you have got to relax. Yu can smell fear." Lavi chuckled at my grimace. "No seriously. Take a deep breath. I know how hard this is for the both of you. I'm sure Yu didn't want to say those things to you this morning. He was just lashing out and said something he didn't mean. Just like you said things you didn't mean. You two just have to hash everything out. Don't be discouraged if it doesn't happen tonight. He can hold a grudge and never let you forget what happened."

I followed Lavi's advice. It didn't stop the sweat or the pounding of my heart, but it did give me something to focus on. "Lavi you know I only like Lenalee as a friend right?"

Lavi jerked the steering wheel. I grabbed the dash board praying that we didn't crash in to anything. Lavi righted the car, eyes wider than saucers. "What made you say that?"

"You know why."

Lavi threw one hand in the air. "Fine. I'm sorry. My mind doesn't always work right where Lenalee's involved. For some reason I thought that if you didn't have Yu you might want Lenalee. I mean who wouldn't? She's beautiful, kind, caring…" Lavi stopped talking, like he didn't mean to say everything that came out of his mouth. "Can we keep this between us?"

I knew Lavi was blushing. I stayed facing forward, a grin on my face. "Of course. My lips are sealed. Just so you know you have nothing to worry about. Even if Kanda refuses to speak to me until the end of all time I'll never go after Lenalee."

Lavi chuckled as he pulled in to Kanda's drive way. All the saliva in mouth disappeared. I tried to swallow, but there was nothing left. "I know. It was just my own green eyed monster popping out. It doesn't happen often. Thank goodness. I don't like being jealous especially of one of my best friends."

Lavi turned off the car and got. He didn't bother grabbing his backpack. I sat in the car for moment debating whether or not I should actually go in when Lavi rapped his knuckles against the window, scaring the day lights out of me. He pointed to Kanda's house. I nodded. I got out of the car. My knees were jelly. I was surprised I could stand up. My stomach protested every step I took. It tightened with anxiety the closer we got to the door.

I grabbed Lavi's arm. He turned concerned eyes on me. "I don't know if I can do this. The idea wasn't so bad when I thought of it, but it just seems horrible."

"Allen, breathe with me." We took a deep breath together then let it out. "That's it. We can leave now and I'll text Kanda that something came up."

I shook my head. I closed my eyes tightly, stomach cramping up, heart beating wildly, sweat drenching my clothes, but I stepped forward and rang door bell. It was best to act before I thought too much. Best to do and think later.

I was running on autopilot when Kanda opened the door with a scowl on his face. He glared at Lavi, eyes barely skimming over me. It was like he was afraid to look at me. Not that I blame him. I was scared to be in his house. I had a mission. It'd be fulfilled one way or another.

Kanda blocked the door before Lavi pushed his way through. "You ready to study or what? I think this test is going to kick my butt." Lavi acted like there was nothing weird or uncomfortable happening at the moment. I was never more grateful for his all powering personality that could take over any room if given the chance.

I stayed outside while Kanda glared at Lavi's back. He turned cold black eyes on me. "Are you coming in or are you going to wait there all night?" Kanda growled. I jumped at the anger in his voice. I ran into the house before he decided to slam the door in my face.

"We'll study in the dining room," Kanda told Lavi. I might as well not have been there for all the attention he paid me.

I started following Lavi to the dining room when I turned and went after Kanda. I went to his room. It might be my only chance to get him alone for a while. Too bad for Lavi, it looked like they were going to be studying after all.

Kanda's door was open. I peeked inside, seeing he was bent over getting his books and notebook. His butt was outlined nicely in his jeans. My cheeks flamed up at my thoughts. Not the time to be ogling Kanda. His jeans were the luckiest jeans in the world.

I stepped in the door way and cleared my throat. Kanda jumped a little. He turned around, regarding me with a guarded expression. The silence hung over us like a heavy blanket. It was stifling. I rocked back on my heels, arms wrapped around my back. Now that I was here I had no idea what to say. The words were stuck in my throat.

"If you don't have anything to say I'd like you to leave." Kanda turned back to his books.

"I'm sorry." I choked out.

Kanda froze, books dropping to the floor. He straightened up, his long hair swayed with his movement. My hands itched to run it through my fingers. Kanda's next words stopped me in my tracks. "I thought I told you to leave me alone."

"I wanted to apologize…"

"Stop it. Now I won't kick you out, but stay out of my way. Now if you'll excuse me I have a test to study for." Kanda picked up his materials and left the room, leaving me cold and empty. Not knowing what my next move should be.

Yay! Chapter 14 is done