Kiss 14
Sorry for the lateness, school is a pain but I tried my best.
This chapter might be sad for some so... TRIGGER WARNING.
I'm sorry if this chapter disappoints you it's quite dramatic and some people will be against it, I just want to say that some of this story does not reflect what I think.
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Kira POV
"Trent calm down please."
"Calm down, you want me to calm down. When the fuck were you planning on telling me huh Kira."
"I was scared. I was only-"
"15 I'm very much aware of that but so was I, you had no right, no fucking right to keep-"
"I'm not the only one to blame here, I didn't have to tell you a thing you made it clear you were nothing but a one night stand."
"That doesn't change the fact that you kept this from me, I mean 3 years and I have to find out from your fucking mom."
"I apologized. But you can't expect me to actually feel bad we had nothing, you meant nothing."
"Fuck you Kira. Regardless of how you felt, how we felt about each other I had every right to know that I would-could have been a father."
"Well you don't have to worry about that anymore now do you." I go to leave the room but Trent steps in front of me blocking the door.
"Why'd you do it Kira."
"I don't have to explain shit to you Trent." I go to step around him but he doesn't let me. "Trent move."
"Why did you do it."
"Trent move."
"Why did you do it."
"Trent move out of my way now."
"Tell me."
"No"
"Tell me."
"Leave me alone."
"You know what fine, things were finally decent between us and of course you ruin it. "
"You know what I'm done apologizing. I shouldn't even have to. It's not my fault you fuck everything that walks, you did this to me. Not only did I lose my virginity to you but you knocked me up too."
"Kira regardless you should have told me you had an abor-"
"Well I did it so get over it." He throws his head back and scoffs.
"You are so damn selfish."
"No I'm not ."
"Really? You're not. You killed your baby. Our baby and then didn't tell me that you did."
"Because I was scared. Fuck Trent I was only 15 I had no idea what to do and then my father woke me up one morning and took me to some clinic he would take care of it."
"Jimmy wouldn't-"
"Trent shut up. You wanted the story here it is."
"My dad made me do it, he said he couldn't have his 15 year old daughter being pregnant by her stepbrother in the press so he took me there and told me it was a checkup, I actually believed him. Imagine my surprise when I woke up and they were handing me some box."
"Kira-"
"I was pissed, I was sad and I felt stupid. I lost my baby and there was nothing I could do. I did tell him I wanted to keep the baby. When I got home you had Kim over and I tried, I tried to tell you but you."
"Fuck-"
"You remember that day don't you, what you said to me. The reason why I hate you so much. You took it to far and for that moment I was actually happy I didn't have your baby growing in me."
"Kira-"
"It's for the better I guess, I mean I wouldn't want to have your child anyway, if you're anything like your father-"
"I am nothing like that bastard."
"Please Trent you are exactly like him, at least I can admit I'm my mothers daughter, I mean I've been sleeping with you that's the first clue."
"I would have been a good father."
"My mother is probably be so happy I turned out like her, pregnant at 15 and had another scare at 17. I'm such a sl-"
"I would have been an amazing father." I look at Trent and see that he's no longer trying to convince me, he's trying to assure himself. "I am nothing like him, I would have been there whenever he or she needed. I would feed them, bathe them, walk them, hold them when they cried. I would never leave them. I would be the father to them that mine was never to me." I scoff and step closer to him, so that we were chest to chest.
"You sure about that? Because to my knowledge you are always to busy fucking some chick. Would you've stopped had I had a baby, can you stop."
"Yes."
"Yeah right." I go to walk away but he grabs my arm pulling me closer to him.
"I can stop, I'm not always gonna be like this."
"Really? Are you trying to convince me or yourself. Trent we both know you wouldn't have been able to take care of a kid, hell even I wasn't ready. You can barely keep track of the girls you screw let alone a baby. To be honest I'm happy that I didn't have the baby because truthfully having any connection to you makes me sick." I push him out of the way and walk out the door letting out a huge breath.
I always hated lying.
I head to the main area past my smirking mom and walk out the door. I just need some time.
Ally POV
"Damn. I took you here thinking I can impress you with my skills and here you are kicking my ass." Austin sits next to me. I made sure any bruise was covered so that Austin wouldn't notice but its getting harder to cover them all.
"The girls and I used to bowl every Saturday, it was our bonding time."
"Did you beat them too."
I laugh a little and shrug. "Actually I am the worse player. You are just terrible."
"Hey I'm going easy on you."
"Yeah right." He pouts.
"Fair long have you girls known each other?" I smile. I always did when someone asked this.
"I've known Kira since I was 12 but Trish and Cassidy have known practically me since birth."
"Wow. It must be nice to have friends like that, ones you can tell everything to." I feel him looking at me and I know he indirectly saying something to me
"Yeah it's great. So you ready to get your ass kicked again." I say changing the subject. Austin looks at me sadly but plays along anyway.
"Oh no. I'm bringing my A game. You're going down this time Dawson." We walk up to the lane and I grab a ball. I blow Austin a mock kiss and he dramatically falls back into his seat.
Long story short I kicked his ass and I enjoyed every second of it.
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Two hours later and Austin and I are sitting in UNOs eating dinner.
"No I honestly want to be a singer. I always have."
"I'm sorry I'm so surprised you just seemed like-"
"The sporty type, I've heard. It's cool though, don't get me wrong I love sports but I like connecting to people through songs you know."
"Yeah. Same here. Plus music really speaks to me as cliche as that sounds."
"No, no, no believe me I understand. You can basically pour your heart and soul to a song and speak to a wide range of people I love when artist do that." He takes a sip of his drink and looks over to me. "So tell me, you play any instruments, besides the piano I mean." I shake my head.
"No but I want to learn how to play guitar." His eyes widen and I smile at how cute he looks.
"I can teach you, I've been playing for 9 years."
"Really you'd do that?" He looks at me like I lost my mind.
"Ally there is very little if anything I wouldn't do for you." I reach over the table and hug Austin, yes we might look crazy but I don't care, I can't believe this is the same Austin I met in September.
"Thanks." I sit back in my seat.
"Believe me it's no problem." We finish our food in a comfortable silence and when the waitress walks over not once does Austin look at her no matter how much she shamelessly flirts, Austin's eyes stay on me. Ethan however has asked for a girls number while he was out with me.
The waitress angrily slams the bill on the table and glares at me when she notices Austin won't notice her, I have to resist the urge to flip her off as she walks away.
I offer to pay my half of the bill but Austin refuses, he said this was his idea so it was only right that he pays. When we leave the restaurant, Austin drives me to my house.
"Thanks for today. It was amazing. I had a lot of fun."
"What are friends for right." When he says that I feel my heart break. I want to be a lot more than friends with this boy, he's the first boy I felt this way about since Ethan. The first time around of course.
"Yeah friends." I answer. "I should go my dads home already, I'll see you tomorrow for that lesson okay." Austin nods and gets out of the car, he walks to my side and opens the door for me. I go to walk but he stops me.
"Ally you know you can tell me anything right, I'm gonna be here for you from now on you don't have to hide anything from me."I wish that was true, I want nothing more than to tell him everything but I can't. I can't lose him. Ethan is dangerous and I don't know how far he would go at this point.
"I know." I lean forward and hug him. His arms tighten around my waist and for a moment we just stand there. "See you later Austin."
"See you later Ally." I pull away from him and smile. I make the mistake of looking him in the eye and all is lost from there. We spend the next minute in each others arms, lips attached. This is so different than what I feel with Ethan, Austin makes me feel good, better.
I pull away from him and take a breath. "Shit. I'm sorry Austin." I step away from him and try to convince myself to feel anything but how I'm feeling now. I rush to my house and slam the door shut pressing my back against it.
I'm falling for Austin.
"What the hell was that." Ethan steps out of the shadows making me jump.
"What?"
"Don't play dumb Ally. Why the fuck did you kiss that Moon dude."
"Ethan I'm sorry."
"No you're not." He steps closer to me and slams me hard into the door, it sends a sharp pain to my head and back and I begin to feel very light headed. "But you're gonna be." He drags me up to my room and I know he will make me regret it all, beg for my life.
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Thoughts
1)Auslly 'hangout'
2)Ally and Ethan
3)Kira and Trent
4)Kira's secret
Next Chapter
1)Where Kira disappeared to.
2)Trent's reaction.
3)Ally
4)Cassidy and Dallas
5)Girls Night(Confessions)
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