"You hurt him. You made him you sex slave. You didn't deserve him. He is an angel, Hibari. He's not for you!"

Hibari wriggle in his sleep. Sweat covered all over his body and he keep chanting 'no' to the voice in his head. As it listen to his request the voice fade out but then Tsuna's face appear with a hurt in his eyes and he is looking straight at him.

"You hurt me. I love you but you hurt me. Why Hibari-san? Why?"

He wants to answer but he can't. He tried to reach Tsuna but he can't move a single muscle. Something or someone keeping him from moving.

"I hate you Hibari-san. I hate you!"

"No! NO!"

Hibari woke up panting hard for the forth times in this week. His right hand clutching his heavy chest as if it's going to explode. The clock on the night stand showed him that it's still six in the morning. He drop himself back on the bed and close his eyes. He listen to his heart beats and tried to steady his breath. It took a good ten minutes till he finally catch his breath. Hibari open his eyes and stare at the ceiling of his room.

These nightmares has been haunting him for more than a week and he get tired of it. He can't keep living under these terror but he doesn't know what to do to get rid of it. Shower might help him relief some of the stress so he head on to the bathroom leaving his bed cold.

The stress is still there and there is no where else to go, Hibari already stuck on his chair in the reception's room in the morning. Biting some rule breaker doesn't seem lighten up his mood as well. Kusakabe is also worried about his leader's condition and it goes for another five days.

Only one thing that can make him relax, that one time when Tsuna will shows up at the end of the school every single days and spend a time only with him. He cherish that moment like it would disappear in any time. Nothing special they do, Tsuna will talk, Hibari listen, boring things but it's all more than enough for him.

He will start with, "Kyoya, Kyoya, do you know..?" or something like, "Kyoya, today Yamamoto-kun is.. and then Gokudera-kun will..."

Hibari will only respond with, "Hm," or "Really?" But they seems happy with it. When it's time for him to go home he hates it. More over when the night come, because he knows the time he closed his eyes those nightmares will haunt him again. He will do anything not to sleep, but at last he always give in to the sleepiness.

Yamamoto notice this problem so he dare himself to ask him. If the helper is broken himself what will they do with the one who need him right?

After some pushed Hibari finally open himself. "These nightmares always haunting me."

"Do you know why you're having these nightmares?"

"I don't know. Maybe because god hates me."

"Don't you think it's out of guilt?" Hibari give Yamamoto a look but then he think of the baseball boy's word. "I still don't know what made you change your mind Hibari. I didn't say you have to tell me but, please no more lying. I know you feel something for Tsuna and that's why you're like this. Don't deny it. You don't have to punish yourself more than this."

Hibari turned his back and stare at the field outside the window. "I think you're right." Yamamoto almost couldn't believe what he just heard. "Maybe it's out of guilt." The sorrow in the prefect eyes showed Yamamoto enough proof, Hibari really is loves Tsuna more than he know. Or might be he knew, he just never say it.

"Don't worry Hibari, Tsuna loves you. No matter what you did he will still loves you, I know that much."

"Yeah, but that what makes it even harder to forgive myself." Some students playing soccer in the field and some other cheering them up from the side. Hibari watch all the activities but his mind is not really there. "You have no idea what I've done to him and what things I've let to happened to him. I hate myself for that."

"But he didn't."

"Because he doesn't remember." There are some pregnant silent between the two. Hibari keep his eyes on the students, making sure they won't make any ruckus while his mind is heavily concern about something else. Yamamoto behind him lock his eyes on Hibari's back. He can feel the uneasiness from the prefect, just how complicated his heart is?

"Kyoya!"

A very cheerful voice filling the quite room. The called person turn to the caller and was greet by a very bright smile of his. Tsuna walk to Hibari with his hands on his back. He look shy and curious at the same time, it brought a crinkle on Hibari's face. "Is there something wrong Tsunayoshi?"

"Do you know what day today is, Kyoya?"

Hibari raise his eyebrow by the question. "It's Friday, isn't it."

"No, that's not what I mean!" Tsuna pout at him. The prefect turn to the other occupant in the room but Yamamoto just shake his head. There's gotta something, is it someone's birthday? No he doesn't think so. "You know Kyoya, today is a special day but I don't remember what. I asked everyone but they don't know too, I thought maybe you know."

Now it gave him another crinkle. Let's see, today is Friday and it's October 27th, and then it's... wait! Today is 27th? How could he forgot that? Tsuna is still trying his best to remember and it makes Hibari smile. Tsuna somehow still remember their promise and he is happy for that. He reach his hand out and hug the smaller boy.

"What's wrong Kyoya?"

"Let me tell you what day today is. This is our day. Every 27th in every month is our day."

"Really?"

"Of course. The rest of my time today is yours. Is there anything you want to do?"

Tsuna take some minutes to think. "Anything with Kyoya is good." The word of 'anything' may get Hibari a different idea. But of course it washed away after he see the innocent smile on his herbivore's face.

"Why don't you help me with my paper then?"

"Okay!"

"You can help too if you want Yamamoto Takeshi."

"Ahaha no thanks, I'll leave you two alone. Besides this is your day, not mine. I'll pick Tsuna up at the usual time. See you Tsuna."

"See you Yamamoto-kun."

Hibari back to his desk but this time with Tsuna helping him sorting all of the paper. Usually it's Kusakabe's job but Tsuna's assistance is more than he required. There's a hum of some random songs from Tsuna's mouth with every paper he stack on Hibari's desk. No words exchange just a couple of smile and nod from the prefect.

A piece of paper took Tsuna's attention. He pull it off the stack and checking it out. "Hey, this is my handwriting!" Hibari lift his head but he go back to his paper a second after. There are of course some of Tsuna's handwriting here, he sometimes asked the boy to write some lines of sentence as a punishment. It's not a news to him.

When Hibari didn't pay him any attention Tsuna start reading out the content of the paper. "Hmm, what's this? 'I would never cheat on my Master and will always listen to what he says. I will take any punishment he give me if I do something that make my Master mad.' Who's Master? What punishment? Kyoya, do you know anything about this Master?"

The said Master only stare at him in shock. From a hundreds of paper here why should Tsuna found that one? Hibari took the paper from the small hand and put it in his drawer. "Tsunayoshi, what do you say about dinner?"

"Eh, dinner? I'm not really hungry and it's still bright out there."

"I'm hungry, so why don't you accompany me to buy some food?"

"You're hungry even it's not dinner time yet? Okay, but are you sure about going out with me?"

"Why is that?" Tsuna is still not sure whether it's alright if people know about their relationship. It's clearly written on his face and Hibari understand. "It's alright, I'll handle them."

It's not safe to stay here any longer. If Tsuna keep asking him about the paper Hibari might remember some funny idea and can't hold himself and attack the boy-who-still-thought-that-he-is-a-girl. He is not that hungry, but anyplace would be better than here.

There are some students who's still hanging around the school. Even thought Tsuna is already fine with boys around him but for some reason he walk clinging on to Hibari all the way to the canteen attracting people every time they pass.

Soon, his best friends heard the news and witness it them self. Knowing how Gokudera is he can't hold himself and ask them personally, okay he shout at them. "Tsuna, what are you doing with this bastard?!"

"Gokudera-kun! Me and Kyoya are heading to the school canteen. Do you want to join us?"

"Ky-Kyoya? Tsuna what is wrong with you? Hey, what did you do to him?"

Yamamoto who is standing behind the silver haired boy not sure what to say. He still can't believe why would Hibari take Tsuna out with him? Does he have any plan? Or he just playing dangerous? The spiky haired boy saw him and greet him rather than answering Gokudera's question.

"Yamamoto-kun! Do you want to come with us?"

"Ah Tsuna, no I'm fine. Beside, this is your day. You should just go alone, the two of you."

The conversation snap Gokudera off. "What the hell is going on here?! And you!" He pointed at Yamamoto. "Don't tell you're in this. Why is Tsuna with this bastard? And no more lies, explain!"

Hesitation took Yamamoto. He don't want to lie either but how should he explain the situation? Tsuna look at Hibari looking for answer, when the prefect gave him a nod as a permission he knows what to do. "You see Gokudera-kun, Kyoya is my boyfriend." He said this with a full smile on his face.

The remark enough to chill the whole corridor. Like it was a joke or someone pull a prank on them. The innocent face of his best friend, the usual cold stare from the prefect and a fix gaze on his other best friend tell Gokudera this is real. "Why?"

"Eh? Of course because I love him. And Kyoya loves me too, right Kyoya?"

There is no arguing on that. "Hm."

"But, you shouldn't go out with him." Gokudera still can't agree with this.

"Why not? Isn't it normal for a boy and a girl to go out?" No one can defy that without telling him that he is actually a boy. Hibari almost let a smile slip on his lips but he regain his composure before anyone notice it. He then pat the small boy's head with his free hand and ruffle the hair.

"Aren't we going for some food, Tsunayoshi?"

"Mou Kyoya, don't mess my hair. Don't you know that hair is very important for a girl?"

Hibari only smirk at the cuteness. "Let's go." They walk pass the still angry Gokudera and a confused Yamamoto. Tsuna wave at them and walk still clinging on to Hibari. Gokudera is bout to stop them by Yamamoto stop him first.

"Wait, let them be. I'll explain everything."

"You better have a good explanation or I swear I will hurt you bad enough so you won't see any other sunshine."

The baseball boy smile. "I know you will." Yamamoto give Hibari a call and tell him that he will pick Tsuna up a bit late than usual because he have to settle things with Gokudera. Hibari didn't mind and Tsuna is more than happy for having more time to spend with his Kyoya.

Yamamoto took Gokudera to the school rooftop and tell him everything. Every now and then Gokudera will shout or even almost hit his friend in front of him but Yamamoto asked him to listen until he finish first and he can beat him later. He unwillingly follow the request and listen until it finish. It spend more than an hour to tell Gokudera everything.

"You know what, I don't know whether to call you stupid or just hit you as hard as I could."

"Gokudera."

"But from now on, I want you to tell me everything. I don't want to be the outsider in this. I want to help Tsuna too no matter how small it is. No more secret."

"Alright." Relief wash over Yamamoto's body. Finally Gokudera has grow up. He though the silver hair boy would just beat him like he usually do when something like this happened. He is glad that he change.

"I still don't like that Hibari thought. But if you say he can help, I will bear with him."

"Thanks Gokudera. I'm glad you understand. You really grow up."

The smile makes Gokudera blush a bit, like usual, and Yamamoto like to see it never fail to happened. "And I'm still mad at you, you stupid. And stop smiling like that! You creep me out."

"And you're cute like that."

That makes Gokudera blush even harder. "You stupid!"