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'Thoughts'

"Talking"

"Flashback's"

'Labels'

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Last time on puppy Lucy

"Stay away from Natsu or Else" Ezra warns and then she and the other two left. My tail and ears droop. I then think of Natsu then says.

"I will"

3 months later

Lucy's P.O.V

It's been three agonizing months. I haven't seen Natsu nor have I seen team Natsu. I would come in the guild take a mission talk to Mira and Levy before heading out. Mira and Levy were the only two who still speak to me. I guess I deserve it almost killing Natsu or killing him. I haven't got news about that the guild has been quiet whenever I step in. My ears and tail have come in handy. When on missions they throw people off guard and help trip and sense people. I have gotten stronger with my spirits and my body to. I wake up another time during the night. I feel like I'm being watched. It would always start at 3:00 to the morning. I poked her ears up to see if there wasn't any movement.

"Whoever you are you can come out!" I shout. I hear a sharp intake of breath showing they thought I didn't sense them. I was shocked to see the window open and a figure to slip in. It was a tall figure, Male, his hair was an unruly mess, and his body looks to be built. I try to see in the dark but bad enough dogs aren't good in the dark. I take the whiff of the air and is confronted with a wood like smell. I turn to the figure and said.

"Why have you been watching me?" I ask. The figure said nothing except for turning to the window. I slowly drift off to sleep. As I black out I swear I saw and heard the window open then the figure stand over me and whisper.

"I miss you Luce"

Morning

I wake up and brush out my tail and hair. Putting on my customize pants and shirt I head out. I arrive at the guild and take a breath readying myself for the stares. I push the doors open and of course the talking dies. I'm used to it now but still hope it will stop. I walk to the board and freezes. Team Natsu was in front of the board picking. I turn to leave but they already spotted.

"What are you doing here murderer?" Happy asks. I cringe and ignore him. I rip a mission off and give it to Mira. She had a deep fire burning in her eyes but still just stamped the mission. I was about to leave when I heard a voice.

"You should die" Ezra was the one who said it.

"Yep" Gray agreed. I continue walking. When I reach the door I hear something that made me snap.

"Natsu was stupid to love you" Gray said. Before he could react I was in front of him with red eyes. My fangs grew and I had claws. I slap gray across the face before storming to the door.

"You all should be ashamed to speak about Natsu while he is down" I hiss before walking out the guild. I walk to the train station and get a ticket to Haregon. As I head out I hear a sound that was so familiar. It was a sound of motion sickness. I stop myself from getting up to explore. I slowly go to sleep and dream of Natsu kissing me good night and laying a blanket on me.

I was searching for bandits who have caused a ruckus. I found their hide out was in the forest near the middle. I hid behind a tree listening for any movement. Heard a lot of movement at least a group of five. So I grip my keys and burst into the abandon building.

"Open gate of the lion Leo!" Loke came out and rushed into action.

"Open gate of the ram Aries!" Aries was new and improved. Her sorry personality had turn to a cherry happy girl but was dangerous if gotten angry. She too ran into the fight I follow in suit. I Fought two bandits by myself. I tripped the first then simply knocked him out. I turned to the second and swiftly landed blows after blows until he fell to the ground in pain. I roped them together and with the help of Taurus we carried them to the mayor. Once I received my jewels I turn to Taurus and said.

"Tell Leo and Aries that I said thank you sorry I was in a rush" I said, sheepishly. Taurus smiles at me before getting his perverted smile.

"Anything for your moooarvlous body" He chuckles as I glare at him before sending him back. I start my tread to the train station. Once I arrive it was dark and no one was there. I bought my ticket ready to head home. Sitting down I feel the presence that was there last night.

"Why are you following me?" I ask.

"I miss you" The voice was deep and scratchy as if it hadn't been used in a while. I sigh and stare off where the voice emitted.

"I'm sorry you feel that way but the only person that I miss would be a dear friend" I said, sadly.

"What happened?" The voice asks.

"I almost murdered him or did murder him I..I don't know I was never informed. Now I'm a murder in the eyes of my family. So I made a promise never to go near him" I say in a sad tone. The figure shuffles around before asking another question.

"What about your dear friend? What if he wants you to see him" The voice held a hint of sadness and anger.

"Why would he I almost ripped his side off the worst part is that he said he loved me before dying or fainting again I don't know. I miss him a lot I wish it could have happened a different way" Tears leaks down my face as I replay the events. The figure sighs and asks one last question.

"So you feel it's your fault why?" The voice asks.

"It is my fault he trusted me and I repaid it by getting jealous over him spending time with an old childhood friend. I turned into a bloodthirsty beast that almost or did kill him. His team mates spoke the truth I'm a murder" Tears leaked down my face faster" He trusted me and I was self-fish"

"What if he wants you even after the accident?" The voice asks.

"I...I wouldn't allow it N-Nor would his teammates. I'm a monster He deserves better" I cried. I slam my face in my hands. I hear a shuffling and I feel the presence to my left side he sat down.

"Well that's harsh Luce" The voice said. My head snaps up and my face drains of color. As my eyes travel from the balloon style pants to the open vest finally spotting bubblegum pink hair. I look into the onyx eyes.

"Natsu…"

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