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"do you ever regret anything?" brax asked standing behind me.

"how long have you been standing there?" I asked turning around

"long enough" he replied "you going to answer my question?"

"you mean 'her' don't you?"

"yeah"

"I don't regret anything, do you?"

"nope" he replied. I could see he was hurting.I was too, but we were better off this way.

"you still surf?"

"you still a braxton?" I asked sarcastically

He looked at me confused "of course I do"

"good, you wanna go out, for a surf that is" he replied

"yeah, sure"

Brax and I sat in the beach looking out into the ocean.

"you gone all quiet again." said brax

"so?" I questioned

"did I strike a nerve before?"

"problem with you brax is you don't have a sense of humour"

"really?"

"yeah"

"I went out with you didn't I"

"ha, very funny"

"I like what we got going here, I'd like it a lot more if you wouldn't keep so much to yourself"

"why do you have to make such a big drama about nothing"

"maybe...maybe because you're the best thing that's happened to me in a long time"

"brax don't do that, don't go changing the rules that's not fair, this was just ment to be fun that was the agreement"

"yeah well I know that but its obviously more than that and I know you feel that as well"

"what, so now you remind me that you can tell everything I'm thinking"

"no, that's how this whole stupid argument started, I just..." he paused "what's the deal here am I not supposed to tell you how I feel about stuff"

"no, I'm done with this brax" I said getting up and walking to the carpark "just let me go"

Brax followed me to the car. "so that's all I get, you day were done and you take off"

"can we not get into this brax"

"well do you want to see me again or should I just lose your number, not that you took my calls anyway"

"this is not you brax, this is not who you are do you sit around talking about your feelings"

"mate, I don't, I hate about stuff like that, it's not easy for me. I just thought I finally met someone who might want to hear it."

"I don't" I said getting in the car

"well why?"

"you and me brax, we can't be like that I can't be that type of girlfriend"

"how do you know that?"

"just trust me, you're better off without me around"