Exhausted we walked back up to our rooms, it was three in the morning and we would have to get up in five hours to get to work. FML! Shay was passed out in Logan's arms, Jo was practically asleep on her feet, Audra was staring blankly at the wall and I was sitting on the floor of the elevator. The boys somehow were completely fine.

"How?" Audra made me jump she doesn't speak very well when she's tired. "How are all of you still awake?" She mumbled turning to face James. The boys shrugged and helped us get to our rooms. Kendal helped Jo get to her room.

"Goodnight." I murmured to Carlos as he tried to give me a hug and stay balanced on his crutches. "Come on Jay we need to sleep otherwise Kelly might kill us." Audra's tone was mocking. Flipping her off I kissed Carlos on the cheek and walked back to my room. Weirdly my mom still wasn't back but I found a note.

Dearest Jay,

Your birth mother called and I have gone to Minnesota for a couple of days behave

Love

Mom

I looked over at Shay who said softly "We are alone for a couple of days?" I nodded grinning plans already forming in my head. Tired I walked to my room and passed out.

THE NEXT MORNING JAMES'S P.O.V

The girls were gonna be late if they didn't hurry up and get ready. I decided to wake them up. Using the key Jay gave me I walked into the girls rooms to find Shay and Audra sitting at the table eating breakfast. "Wake Jay up." Audra said pointing to a room. Shrugging I walk into the room to find posters of the Sandlot, The Dark Knight, Wicked, and a couple of other movies.

Jay was passed out in her bed, drooling a little on her pillow. Smirking I launch myself onto her bed bouncing Jay out of her bed. She shot up looking very confused and her hair was wild. "WTF!" she said looking around. Her gaze landed on me and with a confused whimper she grabbed her towel and headed off to the shower.

Walking out to where Shay and Audra were eating "What's wrong with Jay this morning?" Shay shrugged and said "This is what mornings are like when she runs off of five hours of sleep." Audra giggled and said "You should see what three hours of sleep is like." Shuddering I looked down and said "Let's pretend your idea never came up." Jay came out of the shower sill looking really confused "Jay, we are learning our dance today, just bring your tank top and sweatpants, because we are also getting our "LOOK" today." Shay said watching her friend.

I looked at my sister and waved "Hey baby sis, hurry up we are leaving in twenty minutes." She cocked her head and said "Why are you still here and not getting me a cinnamon roll?" Grinning I push her into her room and walk back over to my apartment. "Mama Knight, I need another cinnamon roll." I said grinning at Mrs. Knight. Mrs. Knight glanced at me and said "You already had two rolls, why do you need another?" I smiled at Mrs. Knight and said "Jay wants one…please?" Mrs. Knight smiled and pushed one towards me.

Giving her the "Diamond Smile" I saunter back outside to find Shay, Audra and Jay closing their door "Hey bro…OHMYGOSH YOU GOT ME A CINNAMON ROLL!" Jay shrieked. Audra and Shay walked into my apartment saying "We'll get the rest of the group." Jay grabbed the plate and devoured the cinnamon roll.

Kendall, Logan, Carlos, Audra, and Shay walked out of the apartment to find me holding the clean plate, and Jay sitting on the floor with her eyes wide. "Wait you actually let her eat that? She can't have sugar when she's already hyper off of a lack of sleep!" Shay said hiding behind Logan.

I glanced at my sister who was struggling to get up. "I'm fine…lets go…to work?" She said grinning. I picked her up and carried her to the car. She was giggling quietly texting her friends, Audra burst out laughing and shouted from behind "YOU'RE A MORON!" Jay burst out laughing "NO…NO I'M RIGHT AND YOU KNOW YOU WANT IT!" throwing my sister in the girls SUV I turned to Audra and said "Please tell me she becomes normal after a while." Shay shook her head and said "Nope it only gets worse."

I groaned as I walked over to the BTR mobile "Jay is gonna be wired today." I mumbled to Logan as I sat down in the back seat. Carlos looked up at me and said "Dude it's not that bad." I grabbed Carlos and pointed to the SUV which was blasting music. "She's going to be horrible."

We got to work before the girls and raced upstairs to talk to Kelly. "KELLY KELLY KELLY! JAY IS GOING NUTS TODAY SHE IS SO HYPED UP!" I screamed as I ran towards the smaller woman. Kelly ducked as I dove behind her. Kendall, Logan and Carlos were slower to get to the recording studio. "Dude you are having a weird twin moment with Jay, the two of you are so hyped up man just chill." Logan said as he entered the sound booth.

I jumped as Carlos started laughing Jay had walked into the door and was laying on the ground holding her head. Kendall and Logan took one look at my sister and burst out laughing. Audra and Shay walked in holding coffees and donuts. They appeared to yell something at Jay who flipped over backwards and hugged Kelly who had just walked into the room.

Kelly said something to the girls who left a second later.

Jay's View

We walked into the dance studio and Mr. X spun around and said "Your back, good let's dance." We danced for two hours. TWO FRICKING HOURS! I glanced at Audra who was sweating bullets. Shay didn't look much better. We walked into the locker room and Shay fell to her knees. "This is so much work I can't believe we have to dance." I grinned and quickly changed into sweat pants "Well I think if the guys can do it, we can do it and do it so much better."

Audra snorted and said "That sentence was so grammatically stupid, I lost focus on what we were supposed to do I was more focused on DO IT DO IT!" Grinning Shay and I started singing "Baby let's do it, come on now baby lets do it. Baby let's do it let's do it baby all night long!" Audra walked out of the locker room quickly. We followed her to the to the meeting room where the stylists were waiting.

Twenty-Five minutes and forty five seconds later we were standing around looking good. Kelly walked in and the marketing lady smirked at us then said "B4 Dark, need I say more." Kelly looked at all of us. Audra's hair was a more burnt orange color, which contrasted with her blue-grey eyes. She was wearing dark Jeans with her favorite navy blue converse. Her shirt was a dark grey button up.

Shay was grinning her brownish red hair had actually streaks of red in it now she had wanted to dye her hair for a while but her dad hadn't let her. She was wearing a lighter colored skirt and her favorite green converse. The shirt she wearing was light grey with black stripes across her stomach.

Lastly me, I was wearing tight black pants, my favorite purple converse (Ok ok I love them too, but nobody is allowed to know), and a black tank top. I flipped my bangs so they were covering my left eye and put on my sunglasses. "So Kelly how do we look?" I said grinning. Kelly looked at all of us again and said "Really good, let's go sing your new song." Grinning we started walking down to the recording studio. I pushed Shay into the wall and said "LAST ONE INTO THE STUDIO SUCKS EGGS!" Audra and Shay threw me to the ground and ran into the recording studio.

ME-So I got my boots on,
Got the right amount of leather
And I'm doing me up with a black coloured liner
And I'm working my strut but I know it don't matter
All we need in this world is some love

ALL-There's a thin line between the dark side and the light side baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble, tryin' to find it

SHAY-But if I had you, that would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party, it'd be ecstasy
Yeah if I had you
You y-y-y-y you y-y-y-y-y you y-y-y-y-y you
If I had you

AUDRA-From New York to LA getting high rock and rolling
Get a room trash it up 'til it's ten in the morning
Girls in stripper heels, boys rolling in Maserati's
What they need in this world is some love
There's a thin line between the wild time and a flat-line baby tonight
It's a struggle gotta rumble tryin' to find it

ALL-But if I had you, that would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party, it'd be ecstasy
Yeah if I had you
You y-y-y-y you y-y-y-y-y you y-y-y-y-y you
If I had

ME-The flashing of the lights
It might feel so good but I got you stuck on my mind, yeah
The flashing and the stage it might get me high
But it don't mean a thing tonight

AUDRA-That would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
If I had you, life would be a party it'd be ecstasy
Yeah if I had you
You y-y-y-y you y-y-y-y-y you y-y-y-y-y you
If I had you

SHAY-That would be the only thing I'd ever need
Yeah if I had you, then money fame and fortune never could compete
(Never could compete with you)
If I had you, life would be a party, it'd be ecstasy (it'd be ecstasy with you)
Yeah if I had you

ALL-You y-y-y-y you y-y-y-y-y you y-y-y-y-y you
If I had you

Grinning we finished the song and Kelly spoke up "Thank you girls that was really good, go again?" We nodded and started singing again. An hour later we walked down to our car and Shay said "Well that was fun…AW WHO AM I KIDDING THAT WAS GREAT I LOVE DOING THIS!" grinning Audra and I nodded and got in the car. We roared up to the palmwoods and hopped out. The guys were hanging out in the lobby waiting for us.

Shay nudged me as we walked in. James was the only one facing us and when we walked in his jaw dropped. Grinning I waved at him and he regained his ability to speak. "JAY WHAT THE CHEESE ARE YOU THINKING WEARING THOSE CLOTHES IN PUBLIC!" James said standing up. Kendall, Logan, and Carlos turned to look at us. "DON'T LOOK AT HER!" James yelled. Smirking I walked over to him and sat down on Carlos's lap. Kissing Carlos I smirked at my brother who was fuming in silence. "Hey how was your day?" I mumbled to Carlos. "It's great, wonderful, you look great." Carlos said before kissing me.

"Let's go to the pool." Audra said looking bored. I kissed Carlos cheek before we sauntered off to our room. "Hang on gotta cheek my facebook." Shay said grinning as we got ready to go down to the pool. I was in my room changing when I heard Shay yell "JAY COME HERE!" I swaggered out of my room in my purple bikini. "what?" I said playing with my sillybands. Shay just pointed to the computer screen and that's when I noticed that Shay and Audra looked a little scared and angry.

It was Roscoe's profile on facebook and his statues said "Miss my girl Jay, I'm gonna see her, look out LA here I come only for Jay." It was from yesterday which meant that he was here. I backed away from the computer. "Please no." I whispered. I felt tears creep up on me. I shot into my room and slammed my door shut. Quickly putting a chair in front of the door so no one could get in I started sobbing.

Why couldn't he stay away? Did hurting me bring that much please to his life that he needs to come back?

James View

Before Shay and Audra came down I knew something was wrong. Call it a shift in the universe or twin telepathy I knew something was wrong with Jay. I stood up as the two ran down to us "JAMES IT'S JAY SHE'S CRYING!" Logan grabbed Shay and said "What's going on?" Shay started crying "Roscoe is coming!" I grabbed Audra who looked on the edge of tears too.

"What's going on?" I snarled. Audra looked at the ground and said "The guy who broke her heart is coming out here. I think something else went down between them something she never told us. I think he hurt her in other ways. You need to get her out of her room." Tears were sliding down her cheeks. I hugged her to my chest "It'll be ok. He won't get close." Carlos stood alone further away from the group. Kendall was hugging Jo, who looked like she might cry too.

I made eye contact with Carlos and nodded. Carlos took off upstairs at a dead sprint. A second later I took off to. We burst into the girls room and saw Jay's room. Carlos pounded on the door. "Jay open up! JAY PLEASE…please open the door." Carlos slid to the floor and whimpered "Please."

I stood in the doorway unsure of what to do. "James help me to open the door." Carlos said hoarsely. I glanced at my friend and nodded. Together we pushed against the door until we felt it start to open. Carlos slipped in while I tried to open the door even more. "James I can't find her." Carlos sounded panicked. Gritting my teeth I slipped into the room and looked around.

"try the closet." I said while I moved the chair so I could open the door. "James she's sleeping." Carlos sounded unsure. I looked over at my sister who was passed out on the floor of her closet. "WAKE HER UP!" I shrieked. We spent five minutes trying to wake her up when she gave a moan. "OK bring her to mama knight." I said and we carried her next door. She mumbled something about monsters eating her face. Nervously we put her on the couch while Mama Knight said "She will be fine, she didn't take anything that could kill her."

Jay's View

There were two aliens in my dungeon. One of them looked like me except he had pointed ears and huge canines. The other was handsome and sweet. He looked candy. Candy I'm hungry. The one that looked like me was scary when he freaked out. The other one tried to keep calm but I felt little droplets of liquid fall on me. It hurt, the droplets of acid hurt me.

Moaning I tried to tell them that it hurt but I couldn't speak. The two picked me up, they were going to feed me to the monsters that lived in the next room. "Pleaseee…don't the…the monsters…the monsters will…eat me. They will eat me." I tried to tell them. But they put me on an orange bed and a long haired monster said something to them.

I don't know who I am, I don't know where I am. All I know is that I did something wrong and I deserve whatever punishment I get. That's what the man said before I passed out the first time. He's right I did something wrong. I deserve the beating he gave me. I deserve every punch he gave me. don't I ?

A/N sorry it took so long to write this i had MAJOR writers block. hope you liked this chapter it took me a couple of days.

DISCLAIMER-i only own Jay, i don't own BTR, or the song i used. I am barrowing Shay from Readerwriterthinker and Audra from Penafan915