Disclaimer: I don't own Vampire Knight.

Authors note: As I said in the prologue I have terrible spelling and grammar so please bear with me and honestly I'm not that happy with how this chapter turned out.

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Chapter 13

Kain's POV

"What is it Kiryu Kun?" I ask the man of my deepest desires. His silver hair is slightly tousled from when he was sleeping, sleeping next to Kaname Sama, my leader, my friend, the person I respect the most, and the person that I would have to compete with to even have at least one chance of being with Zero.

"Kain, be honest with me. Does Kaname actually love me or is it all some sort of game to him?" Zero asks me softly his eyes cast downwards in what seems to be embarrassment.

It breaks my heart to see the man I love like this so confused and so unsure of himself. It must be hard for him after all he's being forced into a situation where he has to re figure out who he loves.

"Have you never seen the way that he looks at you? He loves you so much it kills him to see you with anyone else but him." I tell Zero as I go to sit next to him on the bed and place my right hand on his shoulder for some sort of comfort. What I leave out is that I feel the same way for him.

"I have seen the way he looks at me, but whenever I look into his eyes I always think I see lust not love." My hand on his shoulder tightens with every word he says, but he seems to not notice anything. "I have another question for you Kain. Do you think that Yuki would ever cheat on me or leave me?" I don't know how he thinks I would know that answer.

"I don't know Yuki that well so I can't answer that." He turns to look at me and his eyes are filled with sorrow. "But I know if I had you I would never want to lose you." Zero's eyes widen in shock. I can't believe I actually told him that.

"Kain what are you talking about?" Zero asks and you can hear how nervous he is.

Since I already started to confess my feelings I might as well go all out so I can finally get this weight lifted off my chest.

"Kiryu no, may I call you Zero?" He nods his head. "Zero I know for a fact that I would never be able to compete with Yuki or Kaname Sama, but I want you to know that I have always held strong feelings for you. I love you." I have wanted to tell him for so long. He pauses to think of a reply but to be honest I don't want to hear it because I know it's just going to end up hurting me.

"Kain I'm flattered you feel this way for me but I'm sorry but I don't think I can return your feelings, I hope that we can at least be friends." Zero says as he pulls me into a comforting embrace and I take this chance to get my fill of his intoxicating scent.

"Zero would it be alright if I kissed you? Just this once I will never ask you something like this from you ever again." I want to do this at least once so then at least I can say that I might have had a chance.

"Just this once." Zero says as he pulls away from the hug.

My hands cup his face and I slowly bring our lips together. It starts off as a sweet innocent kiss and it's better than any of my wildest dreams. His pink lips taste like strawberries and it becomes addictive as I try to get more of the taste. I kiss him more passionately and he kisses me back with the same intensity.

Before we can even think of breaking the kiss a crushing pressure enters the room making it hard to breath. Zero quickly pushes away from me and as he looks at the door his eyes widen in shock and in fear.

I don't need to look at the door to know who it is. I look anyway though only to see Kaname Sama there with his eyes filled with anger, hate, and jealously. Emotions that a pureblood should never show for they are a sign of weakness.

Kaname's POV

How could Kain do this to me!" He knows how I feel about Zero, and yet he does this to me! I leave him alone with Zero for a couple minutes and Kain takes advantage of my lovely Zero!

But worst of all Zero didn't seem like he was struggling to get away! Why would Zero allow Kain the privilege to kiss him? Not only is Zero still with Yuki but he also promised me that these two weeks were mine to prove that we belong together. If anything that should be kissing Zero like that!

"Ka-kaname please I can explain." My angel pleads, but I chose to ignore him. I'm too filled with rage for how they betrayed me to listen to anything they have to say.

I rush to the side of the bed and grab Kain by his neck, choking him with enough pressure to almost crush his windpipe. "Kaname stop it!" Zero yells as he tries to remove my fingers that are tightly wrapped around Kain's neck.

"Why should I!" I growl out not liking the fact that Zero actually cares about what happens to Kain.

"Don't do something you'll regret! If you would just let us explain you would know what led us to do what we did." Zero says as his voice is filled with worry and concern for the fire wielding vampire.

I don't want to hear his voice like this, so I slowly remove my hand from Kain's neck. As soon as my hand is removed Kain begins gasping for air. "Kain leave! I don't want to look at you!" I will talk to Zero once Kain has left the room.

It takes a couple of minutes for Kain to re-collect his breath, he leaves the room quietly but not before giving Zero one last glance before he opens the door.

"So what happened?" Zero says that there is good reason for what happened between the two of them, but I find that really hard to believe.

"Kain told me that he's in love with me." Zero whispers softly.

"WHAT!" I'll kill him.

"Wait! Let me finish. He probably just wanted to have a weight lifted off his chest. He also told me that he knows that he could never compete with Yuki or yourself, he only asked for one kiss, so I gave him at least that." As Zero explains the story to me I look directly at his eyes to make sure that he isn't lying to me too only see that he's being completely honest with me.

"You didn't have to kiss him as passionately as you did." I say quietly

"I guess you're right, but I thought, since this is the only kiss he would ever get from me it had better be a good one." He says with a light chuckle. "Are you still mad?" Zero asks with a slight tilt of his head making him look innocent and adorable like a kitten.

"Of course not. I could never stay mad at you." I say before giving him a light peck on the lips. I growl inwardly as soon as I taste Kain on Zero's lips.

"Are you still mad at Kain?" He asks quietly.

"Let's just say you're not allowed to be left alone with him anymore."

"Since when did you become in control of who I spend my time with?" Zero asks with a frown in his face.

"Since the moment I left you alone with him for a couple of minutes and I come back to see you two sucking each other's faces off."

Zero's POV

Holy shit Kain is one hell of a kisser. If Kaname hadn't walked in when he did I probably would have let Kain have his way with me. Which makes me think if I really loved Yuki wouldn't I have flat out rejected both Kaname and Kain.

I really don't know what I'm doing anymore. Here I am worried that Yuki may be cheating on me, while here I am making out with two of the most desired guys in the night class.

"Zero lets go downstairs to get something to eat." Kaname says while holding his hand out to me.

"Alright." I say as I grab his hand in mine.

When we get to the dining area we find that it is completely empty, everyone else must have eaten already.

Kaname pulls out a chair for me and I try my best to not grimace at the gesture.

As soon as we have both taken our seats servants come carrying out an assortment of different types of food. They waste no time placing the food at the table it takes them a couple of minutes before they bow and then take their leave.

The meal is delicious and we pass the time by talking about all kinds of things, of course we are both careful to make sure we make sure that we don't mention anything that has to do with either Kain or Yuki.

"Zero Kun!" Ichijo comes into the room which immediately kills Kaname's good mood.

"What do you want Takuma?" Kaname asks calmly but you can see how displeased he is by just glancing at him.

"Oh Kaname I didn't see you there." Kaname's eye just twitched I hope Ichijo knows what he's getting himself into. "Anyway I just came here to steal Zero Kun." Before I know it Ichijo grabs me by my arm and starts dragging me out the room.

"Takuma!" Kaname yells.

"Oh don't worry I will return him." Ichijo says to Kaname. "Shiki and I haven't talked Zero Kun in a while, you can't have him all to yourself it isn't fair." Ichijo says and next thing I know I'm half way down the hallway.

"Do you think that was a good idea?"

"Probably not but Kaname will get over it."

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Authors note: Thank you for all those who have reviewed I'm so sorry that I didn't post this sooner. I will try my best to post the next chapter as soon as I get back from the states.