A/N: Thank you so much for all the reviews. It would seem that you guys like this story and would like to see it continue so what I am going to do is aim for at least 7 more chapters and on the 7th chapter I will again ask if you guys want me to still continue it or wrap it up. Now as far as this chapter goes I am not a Doctor nor do I pretend to be one so I am sorry for any incorrect medical related things also this chapter contains talk about rape and self harm and as always please drop a review because without your reviews I am nothing and neither is this story

"What is taking the Doctors so long? It's been over an hour."

"Calm down love. Lena look at me ." Stef said as she used her finger to lift her wife's chin up to make her look at her in her eyes. "Lena love I understand that you are worried for our daughter. I am to but we need to stay strong now more then ever. Callie is a fighter she will fight for us and if not for us then she will fight for Jude."

Just as Stef finished speaking a female Doctor walked into the waiting room. "Adams Foster? He asked.

"We are Callie's moms." Stef said as she and Lena walked over to the Doctor.

"Hi I am Doctor Williams. I am the Doctor working on your daughters case."

"What is wrong with her?" Lena asked as a tear ran down her face.

"She appears to have overdosed on Codeine. We did get it all out of her system but she will be tired and she may feel weak for the next few days but she should be fine."

"Can we see her?" Lena asked as she grabbed her wife's hand to try to comfort her.

"Yeah right this way." He said before leading Stef and Lena to Callie's room.

Once they arrived to Callie's room both women took a seat on opposite sides of their daughter. An hour later Callie finally woke up. "Oh good your awake love." Stef said as she kissed Callie on the forehead.

Callie looked at Stef then to Lena before asking "Where am I?"

"Sweetie your in the hospital." Lena said as she squeezed Callie's hand.

Lena was shocked by what Stef said next.

"Callie were you trying to kill yourself?"

"What?" Callie was shocked by what she was just asked.

"Your Doctor told Lena and I that you overdosed on Codeine."

"I Just wanted to sleep for a little while and I still had some medicine left over from when I hurt my hand and I remembered how easy it was for me to fall asleep when I had to take it. I promise I just wanted to sleep. I did not try to kill myself this time."

"What do you mean this time?" Lena asked as another tear fell.

Flashback

Callie and Jude had just been moved to a new foster home. Callie and Jude had only been there for an hour when Callie started thinking to herself.

"The Olmstead's have such a nice big house. It's a hundred times more clean then any of the other foster homes we have been in. The Olmstead's are so nice and so is their son Liam. Maybe this time will be different maybe this time Jude and I can finally be happy."

Callie had finally given in and let herself be happy. She was glad to see that Jude was smiling more then he had in the past five years. She thought that they had finally found a happy place. A place where they could finally not worry about going hungry or being beaten. But one day it all changed.

One day Liam talked his mom into taking Jude to the movies while his father was at work. His mom thought that was such a good idea. While they were gone Callie was up in her room doing homework. At first she didn't hear Liam come in but before she knew it he was on top of her. "Liam get of of me!" She yelled. Liam smiled at this before pinning her arms down with one hand and taking is shirt off with the other. "I know you want this Callie. I've seen you watching me." He then ripped her shirt off and started kissing her neck. "Stop!" Callie yelled. Liam did not stop instead he took off his pants and then he took off Callie's. "Please no! Stop! Please don't!" She yelled and before she knew it she could feel him inside her. Callie couldn't help but to keep her eyes close and dream that she was anywhere else.

Once Liam was done he got of laughing while getting dressed. "You sweetie were a damn good time." He said before leaving.

Callie pulled out some clean clothes while she cried. As she got dressed she saw herself in the mirror and just broke down. She fell to the floor and just rolled herself into a ball and just kept crying. Before she knew it she could hear Jude's voice "Callie what's wrong?"

"It's nothing buddy." Callie could tell by the look on Jude's face that he did not believe her. "really Jude it's nothing. I just had a bad day was all."

"Callie please don't do this." He pleaded.

"Do what?"

"Ruin this for us. These people are nice. They make sure we are fed and they never raise a hand to use. Please don't ruin this." he said before leaving the room.

"Maybe if I were gone maybe Jude could finally be happy. Maybe he would finally get the family he deserves. Jude would be better of without me." She thought before she went into the bathroom.

While she was in the bathroom she found one of Liam's pocket knives and before she knew it she was bleeding from her wrists. As she sat on the floor all she could think about was how happy Jude would be without her. Before Callie knew it Mrs. Olmstead walked into the bathroom to see Callie on the floor. "God damn it Callie!" She yelled before getting the first aid kit. "Callie your lucky this cut isn't too deep." Mrs. Olmstead said as she finished wrapping up the cut.

The next day Mrs. Olmstead told Callie and Jude to get in the car. She then took the to Bill's place. Once she arrived she knocked on the door. "Mrs. Olmstead what can I do for you?' Bill was confused about why this woman was standing on his porch.

"I'm sorry Bill I can't handle these kids. I'm done." She said before she turned and awalked back to the car and drove off.

Present

"I didn't mean this time. I just meant I didn't try to kill myself."