Chapter 14
Nicki and Halie begged me to go to prom but I didn't back down this time. Two weeks have gone by since the Olivia and Tyler problem. Nicki couldn't take Koda to the prom because he didn't go to our school, watch was stupid, so he came to hang out with me. Koda had become like my second brother. He was so easy to talk too. I did Nicki's hair and Halie's make up. They both looked great. I was upset at myself for not going but i couldn't sit there and watch Queen Olivia and King Tyler dance that stupid dance because like always they were king and queen. Why is that not surprising to me. Anyway Koda sat next to me on the couch. We were watching some T.V. show. I turned it off and looked at Koda.
"What do I do about Tyler." I say. Koda doesn't look surprised when i say that he just stares at his cup of water.
"Tyler is a good kid but with the wrong people. Tyler changed because of you." Koda says.
"Tell me how he changed. He pretended to love me or whatever you wanna call it. Real love is not pretend.:"
"How do you no. You never really let him in. You tell me I'm like you brother but you don't let me in ether. Your not really a easy person to get to no." Koda says. I look at him in shock. Was i really that hard to get to know. Nicki and Halie seemed to have no trouble getting to no me.
I wish I could sleep at night. I don't even wanna eat and that's really not me. My mom walked in my room. I sat up in bed.
"I noticed you didn't come down for dinner. What's a matter honey?" My mother says.
"Tyler. I don't hate him for doing what he did cause it really isn't his fault. I just wish he could have loved me for me." I say. My mom sits next to me, puts her arm over me and rubs my opposite shoulder.
"Honey. Tyler is a good kid and I'm not just saying that. You need to talk to him. You can't hold his past agents him or you'll never have a further." My mother gets up and leaves. I'm getting tried of people and there one line life lessons. I already no this but what good does it do me. how can I have a further with someone if i never really know the person. They more i think about it the worse my head hurts. I just want Tyler to understand. Why is that so hard for people to understand?
Tyler
Senior year was almost over and the way I was going to be remembers was the heart breaker. Just how I wanted my senior year to be. I got beat up by Steven, which OK i deserved it but still it hurt. Only three more days of school then Saturday was our graduation. I wasn't surprised when Mrs. Lewis asked me to speak at the graduation. I was surprised when she told me that it had to be abut something that would change people or that even changed me. I was sitting with Jimmy in his room when i told him.
"I can't believe your going to speak at our graduation." Jimmy says in shock. I smile.
"I no. I just don't no what to write about?" i say, Jimmy looks at me.
"Well you always have great speeches at homecoming." Jimmy stopped. "But the prom one was just boring." I shake my head.
"This is because Abby would help me write a speech. We would just shoot ideas off each other and end up writing a speech that was amazing. But i lost her because of a stupid bet." I say half mad.
"You no i don't want the date with your ht sister for wining." Jimmy says. I shake my head no.
On Wednesday i went to Mrs, Lewis for help on what to write about. She looked me in the eyes and smiles.
"You should write about something that changed you. Didn't anyone or thing make you a better person." I look at her. Abby I say to myself.
"Thanks Mrs. Lewis your a big help." I say running out of the office. I school was over so i ran to the local Jewelry store. I bought something then left.
When I got home I sat down and started to write. It felt like I wasn't even thinking but some how words would be on the paper. I wrote 2 and a half pages. I reread it and it was good. I fell asleep soon after I was done.