So Happy I Could Die

A/N: Hello! Alright, so let me start by saying, I'm sorry that this is WAY late. But, I have been going over this, and re-doing it like every day! I wanted it to be PERFECT! And I think that this is pretty damn close! So, because I was working so hard on this, I wasn't able to work on Your Love's A Drug either. So, I will be working on that one as soon as I post this! And then University Affairs has been updated, so I have to work on my chapter for that story! I'm going to be busy! Ahahaha but I really do hope that this is worth the wait! The song is "So Happy I Could Die" by Lady Gaga. Alright, so I just have to say something. This story is my most popular story. So I am a bit sad to announce that The Fame Monster is getting close to the end. So yeah! Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own anything Twilight, that all belongs to S.M.!

Jake's POV

"Jake…baby…I love you too." He said in a low, kind of sexy, whisper.

I froze, my lips still in contact with his neck. I pulled away and spun him around so that we would be face to face. We were standing in the kitchen so I pressed him back against the island that was in the center.

"You have no idea, how happy you just made me." I spoke slowly, and made sure that my happiness was clear in my voice. I had a huge smile on my face, but Seth seemed, as though he was lost in thought. "Is something wrong?"

He quickly shook his head, "No! I just…I just…it felt so right when I said it. I felt this big sense of content just wash over my body as the words left my mouth. And it felt good that I was finally able to put my fears and worries to rest and just let myself…love you. Because I do, Jake. I really and truly do love you. And really, you never stop amazing me with how kind and loving you are. So really, I don't think that I make you as happy as you make me." His eyes were starting to become wet with tears as he spoke.

Now, I know that this is a very sentimental moment…but he just looked so fucking sexy right now. I don't know what it was about him at this moment, but he was irresistible to me. So, I let my instincts take over. So, I quickly reached my arm around and pushed everything off of the island, which meant that any napkins, seasonings, and even Seth's food, were now on the floor.

"Jake! I was eating-" I cut him off with a passionate kiss.

I swiped my tongue along his bottom lips, asking for permission to enter, and Seth let his lips part and I began exploring his mouth like I had time and time again. But this time was different. This time, I was trying to express every emotion that I was feeling right now, into this kiss. I think I was doing a good job, because Seth had let out a few small moans since the kiss started.

I had pulled Seth up and placed him on the island, so that he would be sitting on the edge. He wrapped his legs around my waist so that our bodies would be even closer than they already were, which I didn't have a problem with. My hands were holding his hips, while one of his was tangled in my short hair and the other was holding my neck. I had to fight my urge so that I could break my kiss and moved my lips to one of his ears so that I could whisper, "Say it again." in a low husky tone.

Seth giggled a bit through his heavy panting breath, "Jake, I love you."

I kissed his neck, "Say it again."

"Jake, I love you." He giggled again, "Why do you keep asking me to say it?"

I pulled away from his neck so that I would be able to look at his face, and into his eyes.

"Because, I finally feel like I am doing something right. I feel like I have finally proved myself to you, and now you are finally going to let me love you, and you are going to love me in return." I leaned forward to initiate another kiss, but my phone vibrated in my pocket. I tired ignoring it, but Seth giggled again.

"Jake, your phone is vibrating. I can feel it." He planted a soft, quick peck on my lips, "Answer it. I'll still be here when you're done." He smiled.

I let out a sigh as I reached into my pocket and pulled out the vibrating phone, hitting the "Talk" button and holding it up to my ear. I let out a frustrated, "Hello?"

"Well, aren't you just a fucking bundle of joy?" It was Rosalie.

"Well, you are kinda killing a mood right now Rose."

She let out a gasp on the other end of the line, "Are you guys having sex?" She screamed into the phone. "Aw, that is sooooo cute."

I could feel my face heat up, and I guess that Seth was able to hear her scream, because he had a bright blush on his cheeks too.

"Rose! Get to the point please." I scolded her.

"Oops! Sorry, but yeah. Um, I'm calling to let you know that I got a call from Tiffany's. They said that your item was ready to be picked up. And now I'm left to wonder, what could you possibly be getting from Tiffany's?" She asked, her raging curiosity clear in her voice.

"Oh," I unwrapped Seth's legs from my waist and kissed him on the lips quickly, whispering to him that I had to talk outside on the patio cuz of bad signal. "It's a gift." I began as I stood outside alone.

"For Seth?"

"Yeah."

"What is it?"

"I don't want to say. I'm gonna give it to him on Christmas, obviously. And so now I just have to go pick it up." I said in a hushed tone. I had been planning this for about a week now, and now all I had to do was pick it up and wait. I didn't want to jinx my luck. I know that I had just asked Seth what he wanted, but I was planning to buy him more than one thing. I was going to shower him with presents.

"Oh…well you better hurry up and get over there. Tiffany's closes in like an hour, and they stay closed for the next three days. They don't open up again until the twenty-sixth."

"Yeah, well thanks Rose. And don't tell anyone about this, alright?"

"Yeah yeah! Peace sukah!" She hung up. I swear, Rose was one of the craziest people I know…but I guess that's why I love her so much.

I walked back into the house and found Seth in the same place that I had left him. He smiled at me, and I gave him an apologetic look.

"I'm sorry babe, but I have to go. Something important came up, and I have to meet with some people." I walked over to him and gave him a nice long kiss on his lips.

He sighed as we broke apart and I helped him off the island and back to the floor.

"I'll be back as soon as I can." I kissed him again and turned to head for the door before I got too distracted, "I love you!" I yelled back as I opened the door.

"I love you too!" He yelled to me before I closed the door.

Leah's POV

I nervously began chewing on my finger nails as I waited for Paul at some local restaurant that he wanted to meet up at. I had called him almost immediately after leaving the doctor's office yesterday and told him that we really needed to talk. I didn't go into too much detail, because I really didn't want to drop the prego bomb on him over the phone. He was more than happy to meet me up at this place. It was alright looking here; I mean the almost all white décor was a bit too…loony bin looking for my taste, but whatever. I had been running through the possible scenarios in my mind all morning. I had basically come up with two reasonable reactions. One, he will freak out. Or two, he will deny it. Ugh! What am I going to do? We used a condom so I don't really understand how this is happening right now! What went wrong? UGH!

"Leah?" I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath before looking up to meet Paul's gaze. He had a huge smirk on his face. He sat down across the table from me.

I bit down on my glossed lip as I contemplated the many ways in which I should tell him the news.

"Paul…how do you feel about us…like honestly?" I asked, deciding to take the slow and subtle route rather than the straight forward route.

"Honestly?" He asked as he folded his hands together and placed them on the table in front of him.

I nodded and placed my hands on my stomach, which Paul wouldn't be able to see from the other side of the table.

"Well…" He let out a nervous chuckle, "I know that this is going to seem kinda weird but, I feel like it was love at first sight. When I first saw you in the club that night, my heart began racing and my breath began to come out uneven. And then over these past few weeks, I've been thinking about spending my life with you, and doing my best to make you happy. Oh shit, I probably seem crazy now." He let out another nervous chuckle.

"I don't think you're crazy. I…well…I had this dream last night. It was me, and I was with you…and we were happy. Like really happy. And I began thinking if we could actually make this thing work." I tried my best to smile, but my lips were trembling slightly. I wouldn't say it out loud, but I was scared. I had thought that I could be happy with Paul.

"Before we do anything, I…I h-have to tell you something." My voice was trembling and my hands were shaking.

"Oh, Leah, you can tell me anything. Don't cry." Before I knew it, he was sitting next to me in my booth and had an arm wrapped around my shoulders, pulling me closer to him.

"W-wait. Just wait. I have to tell you…Paul…I'm…I'm…oh my God, Paul I'm pregnant. And it's yours." I had scooted away a bit so that there was somewhat of a space between us in the small both. I watched his face intently, trying to gauge his reaction.

I couldn't read his face. It was blank. His lips were slightly parted from what I guessed was shock. He was just kind of staring at me, breathing low shallow breaths. I was forced to wait for a few more seconds, which felt like hours to me, before he did anything. He slowly nodded his head and looked at me.

"You're sure it's mine?" He spoke in a low tone, as if trying to keep the conversation private in this public place.

My only response was a nod I turned my head so that I would be looking straight forward, rather than at him. He gently moved my face with his fingers so that I would be looking at him again.

He was smiling…wide.

"This is great; we are already getting started on our happy family." His smile never faded away, and his excitement was clear in his voice.

Shock washed all throughout my body. I can honestly say that I wasn't expecting him to be so…happy about it.

"So Leah Clearwater, let me love you and make you happy. Let me take care of you, and our child." He placed a gentle hand on my stomach.

"Okay." I said in a low almost inaudible and Paul's smile got bigger, if that was even possible.

He slowly leaned forward and gently pressed his lips against mine. Once we broke apart from the quick kiss he scooted closer to me in the booth and opened a menu, "So, what are ya hungry for?"

Rose's POV

"You know Emmett; I don't really know what you are planning to do tonight." I smiled up at him as we walked along the snowy path of central park. "I mean, it is Christmas Eve after all. There isn't really much we can do."

He sent me one of his amazing smiles, "Don't you worry your pretty little head about that. Just know that I have a plan."

I rolled my eyes with a slight chuckle as we continued to walk hand in hand. I watched as the tiny white specks fell from the sky and blended with the big heaps that were already on the ground. I was still just a bit cold even though I made sure to dress warm. I wore a tight red sweater with a loose neck and a black scarf. I wore some tight skinny jeans, with knee high boots that covered the bottom of the jeans. Well, now that I think about it, maybe I'm not dressed so warm. It didn't matter though; I had my big warm teddy bear to keep me warm. I turned to smile at Emmett as we finally made it to what I guessed was our destination. An ice-rink.

"Ice skating?" I asked, sounding a bit amused.

He nodded, seeming to be extremely excited. "I was hoping that that would be the case. That means I get to teach you something Rosalie Hale." He smirked as he led me to a bench on the outlines of the rink. There were two pairs of skates there. We sat down, and he began to take off his shoes, and replace them with his skates. Shit. I slowly began unzipping my boots, before taking my left one of and replaced it with a skate. After repeating the action for my right foot. I stared down at the white ice-skates that replaced my boots. Emmett was already laced up and ready, but I was scared that I wouldn't be any good at this. It was kinda nerve racking to think that I wouldn't be good at something. Before I knew it, Emmett was crouching down and tying my laces securely.

"Alright, let's get on the ice!" He held out both of his hands, and once mine were in his, he pulled me up to my feet.

We slowly made our way onto the ice and Emmett began skating, still holding my hand, and he pulled me along with him. I was fumbling sometimes, but this was actually kinda fun.

"Alright," He said after a little bit, "I'm gonna let go. Show me what ya got!" He smiled wide at me before I felt his hand slipping away.

"Emmett, no! If you let go, I swear I will take off this damn skate and stab you!" I began panicking, but he just laughed and let go.

Oh shit. Oh shit. Oh shit. I mentally cursed as I ungracefully skated. Surprisingly, I was doing fine….up until I fell. Then I wasn't so good. I had fallen in the center of the rink, flat on my ass.

"Ow!" I scowled as I sat on the cold ice.

"Rose, you okay?" Emmett asked, skating like a professional towards me.

"No! I am not Michelle fucking Kwan here Emmett! This is my first time!" I scolded him as he picked me up off of the floor.

"Don't be such a sour puss! Just try again!" He smiled at me, showing off his amazingly cute and sexy dimples.

I couldn't help but smile, "No, I think my ass needs a break from the pain." He chuckled, "I'm gonna sit on the bench, and you can just have fun."

He shook his head, "If you want to stop then we can stop. What kinda date would I be if I just let you sit there?" He asked as he began leading me back to the bench.

"Are you sure?" I asked, feeling kinda bad that I was killing his fun.

He slowly nodded as we sat back down, putting on our original shoes again. We began walking along the snowy paths once more, but this time, we chatted happily.

"You know, I love the snow." I smiled as I looked up at the sky again. I closed my eyes and let the white flakes land on my face.

"I noticed." He chuckled, "It does get a bit cold though!"

"Yeah but…I love the cold. I hate sweating and getting all hot and bothered…well not all the time." I sent him a suggestive wink.

I could see the blush creep up on his cheeks as he looked away from me, trying to hide it.

Then and idea popped into me head.

"Wait here!" I told him as I released his hand and moved as quickly as I could in my boots. Emmett's back was facing me, so this was perfect. I crouched down and picked up some of the snow from the ground and quickly balled it up before turning and throwing it, hitting Emmett right in the back of his head.

"Aw, you wanna play dirty huh?" He laughed as he picked up some snow and flung it in my direction, hitting me in the stomach.

I let out a girly squeal as the snowball fight raged on, and we unconsciously moved closer to each other with each throw. We were both lightly panting from the constant dropping, then getting back up, then throwing, plus the added attack of cold. We stood face to face in front of each other, both smiling, as I wiped some snow from the top of his head. He did the same with my shoulder, before both of his hands moved to hold my waist and pull me closer to his body. I let my eyes close as I saw how he slowly leaned his face down closer to mine. I could feel his sweet warm breath on my face. I only felt it for a quick second before his lips gently molded with mine. They began dancing against the others and I let out a soft moan but pulled away before it could go any further. As I looked at Emmett's confused expression, I giggled.

"Now now Mr. McCarty, what kind of girl do you think I am? This is only our first date after all." I smiled and he let out a sigh.

"One step at a time I guess." He smiled, as he let go of my waist and held my hand again as we continued walking.

Taking things one step at a time didn't sound too bad.

Seth's POV

"Seth." Someone whispered in my ear, and I immediately identified the culprit as Jake.

"Mmm…let me sleep just a little longer." I groaned and pressed closer to his warm body the lay next to me underneath the covers in his bed.

He let out a deep husky laugh, "It's already eleven fifty."

Aw crap. It was already that late into the morning? I really don't want to get up. I was so warm and comfortable here in bed. But I know I have to get up because today was Christmas, and we were going to have some people over at Jake's place for a small get together. I had to be ready by the time they got here.

I groaned as I removed the blankets that were covering my face and looked at Jake who already looked showered and ready.

"Why didn't you wake me up earlier?" I groaned as I tried to wipe the sleep from my eyes.

"You looked so peaceful in your sleep; I didn't want to disturb you." He leaned down to kiss my forehead. "And I would let you sleep longer, but I want you to meet two very important people here. So get showered quickly and then come out and meet them." He kissed me on the forehead once again before standing from the bed and walking to the door. "Merry Christmas." He winked before leaving the room and closing the door behind him.

As I now stood under the warm jets of water, I began wondering what that wink could mean. And who the two 'important' people were. As far as I knew, only Rose, Leah and her new boyfriend were coming over. So, who are these mystery VIPs? Hmm…maybe I should just find out.

I turned off the shower, and dried myself off a bit before wrapping the towel around my waist and continuing with my usual morning bathroom rituals. After that, I went back into Jake's room. That's when I found an outfit already laid out on the bed. A gray v-neck, a black cardigan, and a new pair of jeans. I liked it. I found a note with it.

It read, Here's present number one. I want you to wear it today. Love, Jake.

I put on the clothes and looked at myself in the full length mirror. I liked it. Now it's time to go and find out who those people are.

As I walked out of the room and down the long hallway, I heard some voices. One was Jake, and there was a girl…or two. Who were they? Well I was about to find out, because now I'm standing in the kitchen with them. The second I stepped in, the two girls' eyes were on me. Jake had moved behind me, and held me from behind and planted a kiss on my cheek. I could feel my face turn a bit pink as they let out small "aw"s.

"Seth, I want you to meet my sisters, Rachel and Rebecca." He spoke softly into my ear.

I began examining the two intently, and nervously. They were both gorgeous. They had that amazing sun kissed skin that girls would kill to have. Along with their piercing chocolate brown eyes, and matching long hair, they looked amazing…and my self confidence was diminishing. They both had warm smiles on their faces, and looked young, so it was hard to tell which one of the three siblings was the oldest.

"Um…it's nice to meet you." I spoke in a low, shy tone.

"Aw, you are so adorable!" The one named Rebecca squealed, "You guys make such a cute couple!"

"You really do! Way better than Edward." The other sister named, Rachel said his name as though it was poisonous.

Jake chuckled, "Alright Rachel, calm down. It's Christmas! Can't we just all play nice?"

She rolled her eyes and brought her to-go coffee cup to her lips.

"So Jake," Rebecca spoke up, "where's my present?"

Jake let out another chuckle as he let go of my waist and led her to the Christmas tree that had all the gifts under it. I was left in the kitchen, under Rachel's intense gaze. I began fidgeting with my hands as I moved to the refrigerator.

"So," She began as I opened the refrigerator door, "Jake told me about what he is going to be doing with Edward."

Great. Of all the topics in the world, she brings up the one I do not want to talk about.

"He did?" I asked, trying to get to the point as fast as possible.

"Yeah. And I think that he's an idiot for doing it." I turned to look at her, "I'm sure that you are having trust issues when it comes to my brother, and having him going around pretending to be in a relationship with his ex is probably not helping. He has no idea how much this is going to strain your guys' relationship."

It was as if I was a book that she was reading.

"Seth, I want you to promise me something."

"What is it?" I asked, my voice full of curiosity.

"If my brother slips up, even once, I want you to leave him."

This request caught me by surprise. She really wanted me to leave her brother.

"I promise." I said with a nod of my head.

She sent me a warm smile as she walked to the cupboards and opened them, "So! We have to make something for Christmas dinner! I say we make bowls of cereal!"

We laughed together but I shook my head, "I was going to make potatoes or something." I shrugged.

Later That Night…

Laughter filled the room as we all sat around the dinner table. Leah, her boyfriend Paul, Rose, Rebecca, Rachel, Jake, and I were all talking about random things that came into our minds. Most of it was Rose, Rebecca, and Rachel telling stories about Jake as a child. Leah and Paul had been whispering amongst themselves for a bit, and my curiosity was going crazy. They seemed awfully close, acting all lovey-dovey. Once the current group conversation had died down a little, Paul and Leah both stood up. Every looked at them with both curiosity and confusion.

Paul cleared his throat, but Leah was the one who spoke, "Everyone, we have an announcement to make." They gave each other excited smiles, and I noticed how one of Paul's hands was laying gently on Leah's stomach. "I'm pregnant!"

"Shut the fuck up!" Rose was the first one to speak.

"I know right! That was my reaction too!" Leah giggled.

"And it's Paul's…right?" Jake was the next one to speak.

"Yup!" Paul had a huge grin on his face. "I'm hoping that it's a baby girl, I want to spoil her rotten!"

"Does mom know?" I was last.

Leah shook her head. "I'm going to tell her when I visit her for New Years."

After that, we all stood up and congratulated them with a hug or handshake. It's not that I'm not happy for her, it's just that…Leah was the one who always said that she didn't want kids. So, it I was happy that she had changed her mind. I know that that is exactly what my mom is going to say. And she will probably love Paul too.

"I'll be right back." Jake whispered to me before he stood up and walked away.

"So that's why you weren't drinking with the rest of us!" Rose pointed out happily as she finished of her glass of wine.

"Yeah, I'm gonna have to stay away from the booze for eight more months." Leah let out a playful sigh.

As the small talk went on, Jake had returned. He pulled out his chair, but he didn't sit down. His chaired was pulled away from the table, and he was standing in the gap that it made. I looked up at him curiously, and he grabbed one of my hands and brought it to his lips before placing a small kiss on it. I noticed that all eyes were on us.

"Seth," he began to speak, "baby, you make me so happy, I could die. And it wouldn't matter to me, because I would be with you. I know that you are having trouble trusting me now that I am going to be pretending to be with someone else, so here I am doing this."

"Jake, what is it exactly that you are doing?" I asked.

He took in a deep breath before pulling out a little light blue box, with a white ribbon tied to the top, from his pocket. He dropped down to one knee and my heart stopped.

"HOLY SHIT!" Rose voiced her surprise, which caused a smirk to play on Jake's face.

I, however, was to shocked to make even the smallest smile form on my face.

"Seth Clearwater, you make me so happy, and I love you so much. Will you marry me?"

I love that lavender blonde
The way she moves, the way she walks
I touch myself, can't get enough
And in the silence of the night
Through all the tears and all the lies,
I touch myself and it's all right

Just give in
Don't give up baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when
That glass is empty, that the world is gonna bend

Yeahhh

Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine
Stars in our eyes 'cause we're having a good time
Eh eh, so happy I could die
Be your best friend yeah I love you forever,
Up in the clouds we're both higher than ever
Eh eh, so happy I could die
And it's all right

Eh eh yeah yeah
Eh eh ah-hah ah-hah
Eh eh yeah yeah
Eh eh ah-hah ah-hah

I am as vain as I allow
I do my hair, I gloss my eyes
I touch myself all through the night
And when something falls out of place
I take my time, I put it back
I touch myself 'till I'm on track

Just give in
Don't give up baby
Open up your heart and your mind to me
Just know when
That glass is empty, that the world is gonna bend

-Lady Gaga

A/N: How was it? Good I hope! And I apologize to Vampiric-Dragon-Lord for not having any sex in this chapter, but Christmas isn't over yet! So don't be sad! Um, yeah! Ahaha I hope that you enjoyed it! Drop a review and let me know! Oh and I hope that you guys will give my story University Affairs a read! You might enjoy it! It has some drama already! Ahaha So yeah! Love you for reading!

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