At the Hospital in Paul's room.
Sonny, Will loves you, that's why he did this, Paul tells him.
I know he does Paul, and I love him, I just can't understand why he would do this, Sonny replies.
Paul doesn't know what else to say, because he can understand both points of view.
Look Sonny, you and Will should not be even thinking like this right now, everything is going to be fine, so concentrate on your future plans, and not on what might happen, OK, Paul tells Sonny.
Sonny thinks about what Paul has said to him a moment.
Maybe you're right Paul, Sonny replies calming down a bit.
Thanks Paul, Sonny replies forcing a smile onto his face.
I'd better go, Sonny tells Paul.
Sonny gets up from his chair to leave when a nurse comes into the room.
Sonny wait, Paul yells after him, but it's to late, he already left the room while Paul was distracted by the nurse.
Paul thinks a moment worried about Sonny and Will.
Paul picks up his phone and calls Lucas and Adrienne and asks them to check in on the boys, after telling them whats happened.
At Club TBD.
Sonny stands behind the bar drying the same glasses oblivious to everything going on around him.
Sonny there you are, Will has been worried sick about you, why haven't you answered your phone, Adrienne asks her son?
SONNY, SONNY, Adrienne calls out to him again louder.
Oh mom, when did you get here, Sonny asks her after he realizes she was talking to him?
A few minutes ago, Sonny, why are you here and not with Will, you know he's worried sick about you, Adrienne tells Sonny.
What, Sonny asks Adrienne still distracted by his thoughts?
Sonny, what's going on, did you and Will have a fight, Adrienne asks her son worried?
What, oh no mom, we didn't, not really, he .. he did something I don't agree with, I mean he just had dad … I don't know, but I wish he didn't, Sonny replies.
Sonny I have NO idea what you just said, it made no sense, Adrienne tells her son now even more worried.
Sorry mom, Will is, he's just worried that he might die or otherwise fall into a permanent coma from the procedures so he had dad draw up documents that in case, that in case it happens... they give me my freedom from him, basically he wants me to divorce him, Sonny tells Adrienne upset.
Adrienne thinks a moment.
Sonny, look Will is only thinking about about this because he loves you, Adrienne replies as she places her hand on Sonny's hand.
But mom, isn't that my decision to make, does Will actually think for a moment that if he lapses into a permanent coma that I would just walk away from him and our marriage, Sonny asks Adrienne?
Sonny, Will doesn't want you to waste your life caring for him if the worst happens, he wants you to live your life because he loves you, he knows you're to young not to, Adrienne tells him.
Mom if the worst happens to him, I'll never give up on him or US, NEVER, Sonny replies to Adrienne throwing the glass he's been drying to the floor.
NEVER, Sonny yells as he walks into his office and slams the door behind him.
Adrienne decides not to follow Sonny to give him time to cool down.
What's going on, Lucas asks Adrienne as he enters the club?
Will had Justin draw up papers in case Will lapses into a permanent coma after the procedures, and Sonny is angry with him for doing it, Adrienne replies to Lucas.
I know about that Paul called me, that's why I was looking for Sonny, Lucas replies to Adrienne.
Paul called you, Adrienne asks him puzzled?
Yes apparently Sonny went to see him to talk about it, Will has been to see him too, Lucas tells Adrienne.
I didn't know the boys were friends now, Adrienne replies to Lucas surprised.
What do you think about it Lucas, I mean the documents not their friendship with Paul, Adrienne asks him?
I think my son has underestimated the scope of Sonny's love for him, if he thinks Sonny would ever leave him or divorce him if the worst happens... well he's wrong, I still remember him after we all thought Will had dies, Lucas replies to Adrienne sounding a bit upset.
Lucas I know that, I know how much he loves Will, but Lucas, my son needs to be able to LIVE his life fully if the worst happens to Will, I think what Will did is a very loving thing for him to do, Adrienne replies to Lucas.
I understand that Adrienne, and you're right it was a loving thing Will did, but the thought of loosing him again is too fresh in Sonny's mind, in all our minds, Lucas replies getting upset.
Lucas takes Adrienne's hands in his and looks into her eyes.
Adrienne if you ever became incapacitated, I would still stay with you, Lucas tells her.
But you're not a young man anymore Lucas, Sonny is, he has his whole life in front of him, and Will knows that, Adrienne replies to Lucas.
I know but..., Lucas starts to say until Adrienne cuts him off.
Lucas we can debate this later, the important thing right now is to help our boys, Adrienne tells Lucas after she cuts him off.
Before they can even think about what to do, Sonny suddenly comes running out of the office and out of the club.
Lucas and Adrienne try to follow him but loose him.
A few hours later.
Sonny sits on the floor in the gym shirtless and sweaty having worked out his anger and frustration on the heavy bag.
Will walks into the gym and spots Sonny.
Sonny, are you OK, Will asks him as he walks over to him and then sits beside him?
Will, I can't do what you want me to do, I JUST CAN'T, Sonny tells him as he hits the boxing gloves on his hands together.
Sonny gets up and starts punching the bag again hard and Will stands up and takes off his shirt and holds the bag wearing his undershirt.
Will lets Sonny work out his frustrations on the bag for a while.
Under different circumstances, I would be really turned on by this, Will thinks as he watches Sonny's muscles as he hits the bag.
Man my husband is hot shirtless and sweaty, Will thinks.
Sonny continues a few minutes more hitting the bag and Will can see he's exhausted and decides he has to stop him.
Sonny SONNY, stop, OK look, I'm sorry, I'm sorry you reacted like this to the papers I had drawn up, I only did it because I love you, but if you want I'll have them torn up, Will tells him.
Will, I can't even think of loosing you again, not again, the memory of last year is still too fresh in my mind, ever time I close my eyes I can see that dam grave stone with your name on it, Sonny tells Will crying.
Will pulls the sweaty Sonny into a hug.
Sonny tries to pull back, but Will pulls him in tighter.
I'm all sweaty babe, Sonny tries to tell Will.
I don't care, Will replies to Sonny.
Will and Sonny stay like that for a few minutes.
I love you Will, Sonny tells Will as he kisses him.
Come on Sonny lets go home, where's your shirt, Will asks Sonny looking around?
I ripped it babe, I was to frustrated to unbutton it, I already threw it out, Sonny tells Will.
OK them Will replies as he hands Sonny the shirt he took off.
You know you looked really sexy working out shirtless Sonny, seeing you shirtless was really hot since you don't do it often, I wouldn't mind seeing you do that again, Will tells Sonny as they walk outside.
Will, you're the one with the hot muscular body in our family, Sonny replies to Will as he grabs Wills bicep and gives it a squeeze.
You're the one that should be shirtless, Sonny tells him as he kisses Will.
I think you underestimate your body Sonny, you're hot as hell, Will replies.
OK babe, for now on I'll workout shirtless at home, Sonny tells Will as he kisses him again.
But you have to too, Sonny adds as he pinches Will's butt.
How about a shower together when we get home, followed by a lot of love making, Will suggests to Sonny kissing him.
Sounds good to me babe, Sonny replies to Will kissing Will again and again.
Sonny stops a moment and looks seriously at Will.
Will do me a favor, please no more talk about what could go wrong Tuesday all right, lets just think about our lives after Tuesday, like having more kids and how we want to watch them grow up and how we want to growing old together, Sonny tells Will.
OK Sonny, Will replies.
A few hours later in Will and Sonny's bedroom.
Sonny and Will both fall asleep after making love, Will is suddenly woken up by Sonny having a nightmare
Sonny's nightmare.
Will is dead Sonny, he was MURDERED,Dead, dead dead, he hears Victor's repeat over and over, then he see's Ben and he tells him, I killed him Sonny, I killed him, Ben repeats several time holding a tie in his two hands like he's going to strangle Sonny with it, then he see's Ben strangling Will and he screams for him to stop, then Sonny see's Will lying on the apartment floor dead, then he sees Will 's body in the morgue and then in a casket, then he watches them lower the love of his life into the ground and then the graves tone appears, now Sonny's is standing on Will's grave, NO, NO he can't be dead he screams over and over as Ben laughs at him still playing with the neck tie, NO! Sonny screams as he wakes up all sweaty with his heart beating very very fast.
Sonny, hey its OK, Will tells him as he pulls him into a hug.
I'm sorry babe, sorry, Sonny replies to Will pulling out of the hug.
Sonny gets out of bed naked from their love making and pulls on a pair of sweat pants, Will gets up and pulls on a pair of running shorts.
Sonny, did you have that nightmare again, Will asks him?
Sonny nods his head and Will hugs him again.
Will looks at his husband and realizes this is his fault.
I'm sorry Sonny, I guess I started your nightmares up again when I had those dam papers drawn up, I'm so sorry Sonny, Will tells him trying to comfort him.
I know you are babe, it's just I barely survived loosing you last October, I can't go thru that again, I just cant, Sonny tells Will as he hugs him tightly.
Will and Sonny are interrupted by a knock on their bedroom door.
Will, Sonny is everything OK, JJ asks from outside the door?
Will goes over and opens it to reveal JJ wearing only a pair of tight boxers shorts and no shirt.
It's OK JJ, Sonny just had a nightmare, don't worry he's fine, Will tells his cousin and friend.
Sorry if I woke you JJ, Sonny tells him.
It's OK, Gabi and I were already um... awake, JJ replies.
Sonny and Will realize from that, that Gabi and JJ were together having sex, and they both decide they're OK with it.
Everything is OK JJ, really, Sonny tells him.
Well if you or he need anything, I'll be in my room or um Gabi's, JJ replies as he turns and walks down the hall.
Hey JJ, your boxers or on inside out by the way, Will tells his cousin smirking.
Oh yeah, JJ replies looking down at them embarrassed to Will.
Babe I need a drink, Sonny tells Will as he walks out of the room after JJ is gone.
Somethings wrong, Will realizes.
Will follows Sonny downstairs and finds him opening a bottle of Bourbon and then pouring himself a drink.
OK Sonny now I know you not OK, you never drink like this, Will tells him as he takes the glass away from him.
Sonny begins to cry as Will leads him over to the couch.
Sonny please, Will asks him as he wraps his arms around him.
After a few minutes Sonny looks at Will with tears still pouring out of his eyes.
Will in Paris, I drank a lot trying at first to get over everything that happened between us, and then after I thought I lost you it got worse, Sonny explains to Will.
I knew you got drunk Sonny, but I didn't knew it happened more then just a few times, Will replies to Sonny.
Will, I just kept drinking 24/7 for weeks, I just couldn't face my pain any other way, the betrayal then your death, it was all just to much for me to handle, Sonny tells Will.
Will the day I found out your actions were because of that dam drug I felt so guilty, I should have realized something was wrong with you, but Paul, because of Paul I didn't, Sonny sobs.
Will, your having those papers drawn up put me into a panic, I suddenly realized I could loose you again, Will, I can't go thru that again, if I loose you again, then I'm lost then I'll... do it, Sonny tells Will upset.
Will realizes what Sonny means by "do it" .
Sonny, did you think about killing yourself when you thought I was dead, Will asks Sonny scared?
Yes... I did.. I almost did after I got back to Paris, but a friend stopped me, Sonny tells Will crying.
Does anyone here knew Sonny, I mean Victor, your mom or dad, Will asks him?
No, Uncle Vic may know something, I don't know, I found out he had a few people in Paris keeping tabs on me, they might have seen me trying, I don't know, Sonny tells Will.
Will moves to sit in front of Sonny by sitting on the coffee table, he takes Sonny hands in his.
Sonny look at me, Will tells him.
You can't... Sonny, if anything happens to me.. please, PROMISE ME YOU WON"T DO ANYTHING LIKE THAT AGAIN, Will tells Sonny.
I can't Will, I can't promise that, you're my soul mate, loosing you felt like I lost half of myself, like someone tore me in half, it's the worst kind of pain I have ever felt, I can't survive that again, Sonny replies To Will crying.
Sonny.. hey its OK, everything s going to be all right, we agree to think positively, Will tells sonny as he pulls him into a hug.
Come on, lets go back to bed, we'll talk about this again tomorrow, Will tells Sonny taking his hand and leading him back upstairs to their room.
Sonny falls asleep soon after he lies down, but Will lies awake most of the night worried about Sonny.
In Will's mind.
I need to do something to protect Sonny if something happens to me, I have to make sure he stays here with everyone that loves him, but how do I do that, Will thinks.
Who could make him stay here and keep him from trying to kill himself if the worst happens to me, Will wonders.
Think Will, I have to tell someone, but who, Victor maybe, Adrienne no she'd panic, Justin... who could help Sonny if something happens to me, Will asks himself.
And how do I tell someone without upsetting Sonny, Will thinks.
PAUL, he might get thru to Sonny, but Sonny will try to push him away, like he did after my funeral, Will thinks.
Come on Will think, how do I get Paul to keep tabs on Sonny and to be there for him, Will wonders.
I need to go see Paul tomorrow and talk to him about Sonny, that's all I can do, Will decides as he tries to get some sleep.
The following morning.
Sonny wakes before Will and goes downstairs to make them breakfast.
Will gets up after he realizes Sonny in no longer lying next to him in bed, he runs downstairs still wearing only the running shorts.
Babe wow, I love seeing you shirtless like this, Sonny tells him as he hands him a mug of coffee.
Sonny how are this morning, Will asks his husband.
Really sore, I really over did it boxing like that yesterday, Sonny replies to Will as he gives him a quick kiss.
JJ comes downstairs in uniform and pours himself some coffee.
Heading to work JJ, Will asks him?
Yes, JJ replies to Will.
OH Gabi took Ari to have breakfast with Rafe this morning, so you boys have the house alone for most of the day, Gabi said they were going to the zoo after breakfast, JJ tells Sonny and Will.
So um you can stay dressed like that Will if you want, JJ adds.
At least I don't have my shorts on inside out like some people, Will replies with a chuckle.
JJ notices Sonny seems a bit out of it this morning even though he's trying to ACT normal, and he wonders why.
Hey JJ let me walk you out, I wanted to talk to you about something.
Outside on the driveway.
Will is something wrong with Sonny, I mean more then the nightmare he had last night, JJ asks him concerned?
He's OK, my having those documents drawn up just brought back his memories of when he thought I was dead, Will replies.
JJ, I need a favor from you, if something happens to me Tuesday... I need you and Gabi to look after Sonny for me, I never realized how bad his decision to leave Salem after he thought I was dead was for him, you need to get him to stay here with you both and Ari and the rest of his family, I also want you to encourage him to see Paul, Will tells JJ.
JJ is shocked at what Will has just asked him and Will realizes it.
Will, i can understand your wanting him to stay here, I thought it was a mistake when he left after... but why Paul, I mean you don't want him and Paul to be together, do you, JJ asks him?
I want Sonny to be looked after, and yes I want him to be happy again, Paul would make him happy again, Will replies.
OK Will, if that's what you want, then of course, I'll do what I can to help him, but Will, you're going to be fine, JJ tells him.
I hope so JJ, for Sonny's sake I hope so, Will thinks as he returns inside the house.