"Randy?" I whispered. "Chavo?"

I looked down at my phone.

"Fuck!" I screamed.

I looked at my phone again, picked it up and shattered it against the wall.

I sat on the floor and cried till I fell asleep. I woke up to the sound of my house phone ringing. I slowly dragged myself up and to the phone.

"Hello." I said monotony.

"Why?" My brother Andy said sadly.

"Andy. I'm."

"Save it Bianca. Chavo has already told us everything."

"I'm sorry." I started to cry again.

"You better be." His tissue brushed against the phone. "I have to go pick up mom."

"Does she know?"

"Yes." Andy said.

My eyes burned.

"Bye." And he hung up.

"What have I done?" My forehead touched the cool marble counter top.

I removed myself from the counter and up to the shower. About an hour later I got out and sat on my bed till I fell asleep again.

When I woke up I decided to call Randy and try to explain to him.

"Come on pick up." I tapped my fingers. "Come on Randy."

"Hey you've reached Randy sorry I miss your call leave me a message and I'll get back to you."

"Fine Randy if you're not taking my calls then I'll talk to you here. Listen I'm sorry okay. I really am I was just, well I don't know but I know that I wasn't thinking and that I messed up big time. I should have just called you when the pain was too much for me. I'm sorry I love you." I hung up the phone.

I got up and looked out the window to see and windy rain day.

(Randy's P.O.V)

"I can't believe her." I said.

"I got to call her brother's and mom." Chavo said.

I sat down staring at the floor.

"I shouldn't have broken up with her." I put my hands in my hands.

"She's a big girl she knows the consequences of doing drugs." Chavo said as he took his phone.

"This Ashlee chick we can trust that she is telling the truth?"

"Yeah. We use to date but were really good friends she wouldn't lie to me about B."

"Fuck." I whispered.

As Chavo was on the phone with Bianca's aunt Vicky I decided to call Becky.

"Hello?" She picked up.

"Hey Beck."

"Hi brother. What's wrong you sound sad."

"I broke up with Bianca."

"Why? She was perfect." Now Becky was sad.

"I need your help with something but you have to promise not to tell anyone. Not mom not dad or Nathan. Nobody."

"I promise." She was serious.

"Bianca got into some stuff and I don't know how to get her out of it."

"What kind of stuff Randy?"

"Like drug stuff." I as a whisper.

"DRUGS!" She shouted.

"Shhh!"

"Sorry, but I doubt it. Not Bianca she wouldn't." Becky was obviously shocked.

"She's been having a hard time with Eddie's death."

"But she wouldn't do drugs."

"I know that you thing she wouldn't but it isn't her first time using." I said.

"What!"

"When her dad died she turned to drugs."

"Wow." Was all that Becky murmured.

"I know."

"How can I help? She asked.

"I'm suppose to go see her tomorrow but I don't know if I should even go." I looked over at a crying Chavo.

"I think that you should go. If you leave her now then you'll be just another person that has left her."

"Your right." I smiled. "I can help her a lot better than I can if I'm away from her. Thanks Becky!"

"That's what I'm here for." She said in a matter of fact tone.

"Love ya sis, thanks again."

"No problem anytime, love ya too bye."

"Bye." I said and hung up.

I packed my things up as I waited for Chavo to get off the phone.

"Randy what are you doing?" Chavo asked as he hung up the phone.

"Get your things together were leaving." I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my other things.

"Going where?"

"To Bianca's house. We can't help her if were mad at her. We need to be there for her."

"I don't know maybe she needs to be alone."Chavo walked to get his suitcase.

"I know you're mad at her but she needs you. You're the last thing she has to Eddie and if you're gone it will just get worst."

"Fine. I'll pack can you call her and tell her that were on our way?"

I put the last of my stuff away and call Bianca.

"Her cell is off." I told Chavo.

"Try her house. It's on my phone."

(Bianca's P.O.V)

I sat on my bed for a long time thinking about all the things that I messed up. I wondered if I should call my mom and say sorry to her. I felt horrible.

"I'm a horrible person." I said to myself.

"You're not."

"Huh?" I said and looked around.

"You're not a horrible person."

"Fuck I'm talking to myself again. That's what got me into this mess in the first place." I placed my head in my hands.

"It's not your mind child."

"Then who the fuck am I talking to now?" I didn't look up.

"Don't worry about who just know I'm here to help you." This voice said.

"Fuck I got to stop taking these pills."

"Listen to me. Chavo will be here tomorrow, you have to get out of here, he's going to kill you."

"Chavo wouldn't hurt me. He's just mad." I said out loud.

"You have to run. Please I'm trying to help you. You need to run before he gets here."

"Shut up! Fucking hallucinations. Shut up! I know that you're not real. You're just in my head." I hit my head.

"Please. For your safety run!"

My house phone started ringing. I looked up and around but no one and nothing was there.

"Hello?" I picked up quickly.

"Bianca."

"Randy! I'm, I'm" I couldn't speak.

"I know. Were on our way now."

"What do you were?" I asked.

"Chavo and I who else?"

"I told you." That voice said again.

"Why?"

"Because we want to help you." Randy said.

"Because they want to kill you." The voice said.

"No." I yelled.

"Yes we do. I know I broke up with you but I'm sorry and want to take it back."

"Do you mean that?" I asked.

"No" The voice said.

"Yes. I do."

"Remember what Chavo said. When I get there I'm going to kill you. He's bring Randy so you'll stay."

"No that's not true."

"Bianca?" Randy said.

"He isn't going to kill me. No get out!" I yelled and dropped the phone.

"Bianca!" Randy yelled.

I raced down stairs grabbed my car keys got in my car and drove away.

"Good job Bianca."

I jerked my car. "Get away from me!"

"Why? Like I said I'm here to help you."

"Fuck you!"I sped down the road. "Fuck I can't see anything. Damn rain. If you want to help make the rain go away!"

"I can't do that."

(Randy's P.O.V)

"Bianca!" I yelled into the phone. "Bianca! Pick up."

"What's wrong?" Chavo asked

"I don't know! I was talking to her then she just started yelling that someone isn't going to kill her and to get out."

"Is she still yelling?" Chavo started to panic.

"No. The phone is on but I don't think she's home." I dropped my phone and grabbed my things. "Chavo something wrong we have to leave now."

"I'm right behind you." Chavo and I left and headed straight for the airport.

When we got there Chavo called her mom, brothers, uncles, and aunts.

"Andy just got to B's house the door was open and she and her car weren't there."

"Where could she be? With Ace? Ashlee?" I asked franticly.

Chavo called Ashlee and she wasn't there.

"I doubt that she is with Ace, once she said that she wanted to get clean he would have dropped her."

"Come on B, where are you?" I whispered and put my head down in my hands.

(Bianca's P.O.V)

I grabbed the knob on my radio and raised the volume up high.

"Try and talk to me though that!" I yelled at myself. "That's right bitch you can't!"

"BIANCA!" It shouted.

I jerked the wheel hard sending my car over the hill and down the mountain. After a lot of tumbled my car hit a tree wrapping itself around it upside down.

My eyes opened to see the damaged mangled wreck my car was.

"Fuck." I said and tried to move.

I yelled out in pain.

"My back." I whispered.

"Help!" I yelled but my music was too loud.

"Help" I said once more as tears left my eyes.