So Merry Christmas guys! How's it going? Well here's the update aha
I tugged on my dress as I waited with Zach to be seated. It was nothing fancy, really, but I was still really nervous. I never really experienced a 'normal' life and this is the closest I will ever get. I sighed and Zach looked at me with worry in his eyes. I smiled at him to reassure him that I was fine. It wasn't this, this was wonderful, but it was my life. My life was awesome but at the same time it was horrible. About 15 minutes later, we were in a table, ordering our food.
"So, Cammie, how's life?" Zach asked. I smiled since I felt his nervousness (if that's even a word)
"Never been better," I told him, hoping he didn't hear the bit of sarcasm in my voice.
"That's great," He told me. I nodded and smiled.
"So, Zach, tell me about yourself," I told him.
"Um, nothing really interesting," He said, like an awkward penguin.
"Is it that bad?" I wondered, if he had anything horrible in his past.
He shrugged then said, "I suppose, not too sure though."
I frowned, "What do you mean?"
"Um, it's December, so around March I woke up from a coma and have amnesia from before that day," He said with a thoughtful face on.
"That's horrible," I said.
"Yeah, apparently Jonas, Grant and I had gone for a car ride gone bad so we all shared the same fate," He said, bitterly.
I flinched, "Sorry, I'm sure you don't like talking about it."
"It's okay, how bout you? Any not very sharable things that you might want to tell? If you'd like, you know," He went back to penguin mode, surely regretting he said that.
I if I should tell him, not all of it of course but most of it. I decided I could tell him.
"My father died a couple years ago, my mom's too busy for me, and every time someone looks at me, all they see is her. Then the only man that's ever been a father-figure to me had ran off," I thought out loud, and barely noticed him flinched.
"Harsh, sorry for asking," He said.
I smiled at him and said, "Yeah, but things are looking up."
I will try to update ASAP but no promises. Review?
BTW sorry for such a short chapter, i'm out of my creativity juice.