…Am I good enough Now?...

/WARNING/: This chapter contain, LEMON!, DRAMA!, mention of rape, And other things. All reviews are appreciated.

This is the first part of my series. NEGLECTED CHILD SERIES. SO I hope you enjoy.

The pairing is:

Seme Naruto X Itachi/Shisui/Sasuke/Gaara/Menma!.

P.S: I had decided to replace Neji with Menma! After all I don't feel that Neji is fit to be in the harem. But don't worry I have a Naruto x Neji fic that will come later!

"Demon talking".

"Demon thinking".

"Character talking".

"Character thinking".

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Chapter 14.

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Naruto grimace as he look on all of the paperwork on his desk, he somehow regret telling everyone his secret, because now he have to do that fucking paperwork 24/7!

It has been a month since that day he killed Orochimaru and everything after that had change, Arashi and Menma's were one of them. While he and Arashi still are best friends. Menma tried in every way possible to run away from him. though Naruto is slightly sad about it he understand, after all Menma had fell for him, for 'Uchiha Naruto' so for Menma it still hurt to look at him and see his brother. Though Naruto doesn't care he and Menma could try and be more if Menma want it, but Naruto doesn't want to destroy his brother life even more, after all Menma just give his place as the Uzumaki's clan's head when he vote for him.

Gaara and Neji on the other hand had changed too. Gaara with him wanting to be one of his lovers, and who was Naruto to say No to that! And Neji by stopping his talking about the fate shit that Naruto always hear from him, and maybe Naruto will go after him if Neji grow up more.

As for his parents and Mito let's just say. Mito had made it her goal to kill him every time she see him, only to fail every time she come near him. As for Minato he was able to save his position as a Hokage But he change his name to Kazama. Naruto always call him karma every time he hear that name. As for Kushina… well she try every time to see him and make him change his mind only to have one of his lovers to kick her out.

You could say life was good.

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That if Naruto didn't plan on another suicidal mission that is.

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Naruto hummed as he look at Sasuke who was in his lap purring like a cat, even if Naruto was the clan's head of the Uzumaki he won't change his name! after all Uchiha Naruto was alive and kicking!

Well, the kicking part was for Mito that's for sure. Naruto sigh as he took a sip from his tea and hugged Sasuke harder making the latter purr louder.

"I take it still no luck with Menma, right?." Mikoto asked as she looked at Naruto sympathetically, after all no one from the Uchiha's had thought that Menma was really in love with Naruto and doesn't just see him as a toy, so it was shock for all of them, and somehow they all wish for Menma the best. But it seems like Menma's job this days were avoiding Naruto at any cost.

"No…" Naruto grumbled at that, Naruto wouldn't say he didn't try but every time Menma saw him 15 feet away from him he will zoom away! And fast at that if Naruto had a say in it.

"Well, you could fuck him so this shit would stop." Fugaku said as he turn the book's page he was reading.

"FUGAKU!." Mikoto called in shock, her husband have no shame. Mikoto thought as she shook her head at that.

"WHAT! It is true!." Fugaku return with a huff at that, it is not his fault that Naruto shameless behavior had rubbed him the wrong way!

Unknowing to them Naruto smirk dangerously at that.

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Naruto had been looking for Menma for three hours now! And he didn't find him, Naruto swear to God that if he found Menma he would give him the spanks of his life!

Naruto was about to call it a day after all it is 10 in the fucking night! That is until he felt Menma's chakra, Naruto smirked at that and hide his chakra once he did he walked until he saw Menma.

Menma was sitting near the river on training ground seven, Naruto sigh at the sobs he hear from him. Naruto never knew what did it mean to be heart broking, from his parents? No he didn't feel heart broking. Sad? Sure he did feel a little sadness, but after that it was coldness and hate even if he did forgive his family.

Naruto had heard that a lot of people do a foolish things when they are heart broking, and by the look of his brother he would say Yes! Menma was about to do something he will regret.

"So this is where you have been." Naruto hummed out behind Menma making Menma jump at that. Naruto look at Menma shock face and sit behind his brother, bringing Menma into his lap so the latter won't escape.

Menma let out an unmanly squeak as he tried to break free from Naruto, only to have Naruto laugh making him blush. Menma huffed as he stopped struggling and look at the river. "What do you want?." Menma whisper softly as he savor the feeling of his brother's warmth.

"Where did that sassy little shit go?." Naruto asked with a soft hum as he turn Menma in his lap to look at his face.

Menma look at Naruto then shrug, he is 16 he doesn't have to answer! He has change so much. Thought Menma as he lower Naruto's scarf and look at him. Gone the pale blond hair and in its place is a raven color, though if you look at Naruto's eyes you will find they are still the same as before. That actually made Menma smile a little.

Naruto sigh at Menma and then hummed. "Do you hate me, now?." He asked seeing Menma look at him with confuse. "I am not the person you fell for, and I took your place as the clan's head. so what are you going to do Menma? Do you hate me even more now?." Naruto looked at Menma for answers.

Menma look at his brother's face then at the stars. "I never hated you Naruto and I will never will, I was just… afraid of you." Menma whisper softly. That made Naruto furrow his eyebrows at the answer, Menma saw that and smile sadly.

"Once upon a time…" Menma start gently resting his head on Naruto's chest hearing his brother's calming heartbeats. "When I was five or six a really don't remember. I had a hero I look up to, he was a half-blood by the name Shiro, but for me he was my everything, he was 14 so he knows a lot of things, and he taught me a lot of things too. But one day he took me to the forest and told me. 'I had learn an amazing thing today Menma! Do you want me to teach you?.' And like the idiot I was I said yes…."

Menma took a deep breath to stop a sob from coming out as he hold Naruto tightly. Naruto hugged Menma softly waiting for him to continue.

"I…I t-told h-him t..o s-stop! B-but h-he didn't! he didn't…." Menma give a sob at that and Naruto froze in his place as he heard what his brother told him.

"Y-you were raped?." Naruto whisper softly looking at Menma, Menma only give a humorless laugh at that and sniff. "Didn't Minato and Kushina do something?!." Naruto question looking at Menma desperately for him to say yes!

"When I return home I saw mom." Menma continued. "I run to her crying about what happen only for her to slap me. 'I told you that all the half-bloods were bad! They are murderers and rapist! Let that be a lesson for you!' she told me 'even my brother?' I remember asking her while crying and she just nod at that. I never told anyone after that. I had my question answered all along and a slap to conform it." Menma sniff and hide his face in Naruto's scarf.

Naruto give a shaky sigh and hold Menma tightly. "What happen after that?." Naruto asked softly humming a song softly to calm Menma down.

"I avoid you and every half-blood I see." He stated. "Every time I look at you after that the only think I could see was HIS face. Even if you weren't him you were a half-blood Naruto and that had hurt me as much as it had hurt you, after all no one wants to look over their backs and protect themselves in their own home? I had tried you know..but the only thing I see when I saw you was a future rapist and it hurt! It hurt to think that my brother will turn like this."

Menma give a shaky sigh as he felt Naruto's fingers running through his hair and he sniff. Naruto was biting his bottom lip hard at what he was hearing, who would have thought that he wasn't the only one who had suffer. And that will explain why Menma always shiver and run to his room when the two of them were alone in the house.

"And I think I had start hurting you because I thought that I will be able to protect myself if I did…I was idiot though." Menma hummed softly as he wipe his tears away but he give up when the tears start running faster down his face. "When I was 10 I made my best mistake." Menma said with a smile.

Naruto look at Menma with one brow raising up. "And what was that mistake?." Naruto asked, and somehow he knew what Menma was talking about.

"I made Minato kick you out!." Menma smiling softly at that. "It seems like mom didn't want a half-blood to ruin the family name.. so she made a deal with Danzo that she will give you to him and he will seal you to a brothel." Naruto stiff at that and look at Menma in shock."Now I know that I wasn't the best brother or son, but I knew what it felt like to be used as a toy like that!." Menma sighed at that. "I waited until Arashi was away, I search for the contract in our library in hope that if I show it to dad he will do something. I never find it though, that is why when Mito came with lighter I knew what I had to do…I burn everything they hold dear to their heart." Menma smirk at that and laughed softly.

"And I will do it again! Do you know why?." Menma asked as he finally looked at Naruto in the eyes, Naruto cocked his head and look at Menma. "Because not a month later, I saw you in the park playing with Sasuke. It was the first time I see you laugh..and I… I was happy I really was that you were able to find the family you deserve." Menma smiled softly at that. And Naruto nodded his head and wiped Menma's tears away.

"You have to know Naruto that you weren't the only person our parents had neglected." Menma told Naruto strongly holding Naruto face with both of his hands to make Naruto look at him in the eyes. "They left Arashi to hold the burden of the Namikaze's name all be himself and didn't let him rest so he could look for his lost brother. They didn't care if I got raped they only thought of it as a lesson a bad child should learn… the neglected you for being a half-blood. The only thing they care for is the prophesy! And for them Mito was the child of that prophesy. So don't you think Naruto that you were the only one who suffer from that family…. sometime to survive you have to create a mask that will save you from insanity …just like your scarf.. a save heaven to ground you."

Naruto nodded at that softly and look at Menma in the eyes. "W-where is t-that…" Naruto wasn't even able to say that monster name. after all who in their right mind will rape a child!

Menma looked at Naruto and smiled. "I killed him." He said as he hugged Naruto and sigh. Naruto just nodded his head at that.

"Did you know that when I saw you for the first time, I was fighting with our parent?." Menma murmur making Naruto shook his head 'NO'. "They wanted me to marry some bastard from Kumo!, I was scared. I didn't want to be sold like that again. But when you entered that room I felt safe… and maybe that was the reason I fell for you like that. Because for me everyone is an enemy, that I have to look at my back if they were near me. But you..you wer-Are different!."

"Why were you avoiding me this past month?." Naruto asked softly. "You said that you love me like a lover, but the second you knew that I was your brother you run away."

Menma hummed. "I didn't want to destroy your life more than I did, Naruto. I love you. Yes! That won't change even if you were my brother. But you finally have the family that you always wanted, I don't want to ruin that for you." He explain and then sigh softly.

"Maybe I wanted something more! Did you ever consider that?." Naruto huffed at that and look at Menma in the eyes.

"WHA-" before Menma could finish he felt a soft lips kissing him. Menma was shock. I should push him. He thought but still he couldn't help being selfish.

Naruto sigh softly as he felt Menma kissing back. Naruto hummed after he broke the kiss and look at Menma dazed face. "For once Menma look at me in the eyes and tell me what do you want!."

Menma look at Naruto chewing his lip softly. He then sigh and look at his brother. "I want to forget Him ever touching me… could you do that." Menma asked waiting for an answer.

Naruto just smiled at that.

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It's past midnight when the two of them reached the Uzumaki's mansion Arashi have a mission right now so Naruto knew the place will be their until Arashi come back.

Naruto look at Menma and smile at the other making Menma give him a tired smile in return. "Go shower after that meet me in the main bedroom." Naruto said softly making Menma nodded his head and go to his room.

Naruto summon a clone and look at him. "You know what to do." The clone nodded his head and Naruto headed to the shower.

By the time Naruto comes out of the bathroom, his clone has already lit a couple of candles, permeating the room with the soft and relaxing scent of lavender, and couple of vials of massage oil on the nightstand. Naruto hummed and nodded his head at that.

"Come in!." Naruto called out as he heard Menma knocking at the door. Menma opened the door and entered the room shyly he look at Naruto waiting for the other to say something.

Naruto smiled at that and nodded his head softly "Undress and lie on the bed." He orders, but even if his voice is hard and tinged with command Naruto's eyes and the quiver of his lips betray him, carrying with them a mute plea. Menma stares at him with a scared expression, and this makes Naruto sigh once and for all. "Menma. You have to know that I won't do anything unless you want me too. Trust me." Naruto explain.

Menma looked at Naruto hard then nodded at that, but the ghost of a smile stretches his lips. "I know that Naruto, and I do trust you so don't worry."

Naruto smiles at it, accomplishment painting his features while he follows Menma with his gaze in his task of getting naked and folding his clothes. Once the other settles on the bed, murmuring an appreciation at the big towel he placed there to protect the sheets, Naruto takes a deep breath, discard his pajama shirt and reaches for the bed, sitting beside him on the edge of it.

Naruto given Menma a soft smile as he pours the oil on his hands to warm it. He starts with Menma's hands, rubbing at his slender fingers with soft touches before turning to the back of them, thumbs pushing with gentleness and moving in small circles. From there he takes his time to massage his arms, putting more pressure in his movements and gaining in exchange a soft grunt of from Menma, even if he still appears tense under his ministrations, his eyes open and alerted. Naruto just hummed at that.

Once Naruto is satisfied with his doing he passes to Menma's back, starting right at the base of his neck. He works Menma's tense muscles with dedicated care, digging his fingers into the warmth of his shoulders while his mouth is occupied by placing soft kisses along the other's spine, taking in the light clean scent of his just bathed skin. When Naruto pushes his fingers harder, following the path of those muscles that aren't so willing to give in, he's not sure, but he thinks he hears the smallest hitch in Menma's breathing. He smirks in satisfaction and follow the tenseness along his shoulder blades and then down his spine, pushing his thumbs in with hard resolution, definitely getting a near gasp out of it.

Naruto knows he should be pleased by that, but his attention is dragged away the moment his hand crosses one of Menma's scars. It's nothing new to him after all Ninja's have a scars of their own but somehow Naruto knew deep down it was HIM who give his brother that scar. It's with this turmoil in his thoughts that Naruto derails for a while from his purpose of giving Menma a pleasurable massage, taking his time to run his fingertips with tenderness over them, tracing their shape with a soft touch, feeling Menma tremble and taking a staggering breath at it.

"it is Ok, I am here..." Naruto whispers, leaning in until he's able to place a gentle kiss on Menma's hair, right where his hair meets the skin of his neck.

Naruto feels more than hear Menma's muttered reply and this steals a fond smile from him before he returns to his task with renewed determination. His hands slide again on Menma's neck and down the alluring curve of his spine until he can spread his fingers over his sides just to find that his lower back is even tenser than his shoulders have been.

He kneed it with his fingers, pushing the tense muscles in tiny circles to force them to give in, eliciting a couple of stifled moans from Menma, and keeps going until the other becomes finally pliable under his hands.

Once he's satisfied with the results Naruto repositions himself kneeling at the end of Menma's legs, pushing them apart. The view that presents to him, Menma's half hard cock trapped between his body and the bed, makes him shiver and he has to take a deep breath to steady himself and get on with his task.

He gives each one of the other's legs his full attention and after he has renewed the oil on his hands he presses his thumbs into the arch of Menma's foots and his ankles, massaging them with carefulness before working his way up to Menma's calves and thighs with the same slow and methodical handwork, pushing his legs further apart as he scoots closer and closer to him.

When Naruto finally deems his work as concluded he rests his palms on Menma's ass, sighing with contentment and leaning in to kiss the small dimples it has at its top, gripping it tightly as he does it and then pushing his thumbs inward just as much as is needed to coax a sinful moan out of Menma's lips.

"Can I?." He asks, brushing one of his fingertips along his entrance, barely touching the other, waiting for his assent with his lower lip trapped between his teeth, expectant.

Menma replies by lifting his hips and balancing his weight on his elbows, taking a sigh full of relief the moment his now hard and reddened cock can hand free of his restraints. "It's ok…you can continue." He told Naruto.

Naruto chuckles softly and presses a soft kiss on Menma's tailbone before stopping, concern showing in his tone. "Are you sure, Menma?."

Menma hummed at that smiling gently and nods his head. "I am sure, so on with it!." He huffed softly with a smile.

Naruto laugh at that with amusement. "It seems like the sassy little shit is back, I see." He mocks him, fondness painting his voice, leaning in with no other warning and placing a kiss at the top of his cleft before opening him up with both of his hands, letting his tongue trace a path towards the other's entrance.

Menma's hips jerk and he gasps, turning to throw a flushed stare at the other. Naruto chuckles. He knows this may make Menma's uncomfortable but he also knows that Menma will get used to it.

It's a matter of moments before Naruto can feel Menma twitch under his tongue as he takes his time to run it in circles around his hole, just teasing, dragging the moment to enjoy it as long as possible. His grip on Menma's ass becomes even tighter the moment Naruto decides it's time to go ahead and soon after he keeps Menma open to his mouth with fierce determination, passing broad strokes along his entrance before pressing his tongue against it as hard as needed to slide inside him. By now Menma's breathing is shaky, coming out as fast huffs, and he moans when Naruto pushes his tongue inside him as best as he can with a slow pace, emitting filthy wet noises that make Menma tremble underneath him.

When Naruto finally pulls back, Menma's entrance is shiny with spit and twitching, so inviting that he shivers with need and he has to remind himself that tonight is for Menma and Menma only.

He wipes the slickness from his chin with the back of his hand before coating it with the oil he used for the massage. Another moan, louder this time, passes Menma's lips the moment Naruto breaches his walls with his first finger, followed by a string of curses once the other starts to move it, aiming with expertise at that sweet bundle of nerves. When Naruto urges another finger inside him, Menma's head falls forwards, hands clenching the sheets while he's fucked open with devious slowness, his body moving at the rhythm of Naruto's fingers, hips stuttering forward before arching back into them.

Now at the limit of his self control Naruto reach with his free hand for his own erection, lowering his pajama pants just enough to free it and tending at it with slow strokes while he keeps to plunge his fingers into Menma's trembling frame with lazy maddening motions, brushing them with meticulous determination on Menma's prostate, again and again. It doesn't take long for Menma to start calling the other's name with a raspy voice and Naruto can tell he's close by the way his movements are getting urgent and needy, making difficult to keep a steady pace, especially because of how much near to lose himself he also is.

When Menma finally lets out a high pitched gasp and his body clamps down hard on the other's fingers, Naruto works him through his orgasm with tender care, thrusting inside him in a slow rhythm that humors Menma's little spasms before slipping free and letting the other collapse boneless on the bed. Naruto doesn't need more than a couple of strokes before following, coming undone with a throaty grunt.

"Are you Ok?." Naruto cooed softly to Menma after the cleaned up, making the other nods his head and look at him shyly.

Menma look at Naruto while chewing his lip softly. "I love you." He told Naruto looking him in the eyes.

Naruto smiled at that softly. "I know." He says as he kissed Menma softly on the forehead then on his lips, making Menma smile.

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So what do you think?

And I still didn't find my laptop. T^T

Again I am sorry if you wanted a Neji x Naruto, but I don't feel like it any more. Who knows! Maybe I will add them in late chapters!

Poor Menma!

DAMN! Those Namikaze's are even more of a fucked up now!

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Nazaki-Sama.