Chapter 14 – Ginny is sick!
Ron shook his head and muttered he didn't know what to do with Hermione, he finally admitted he liked her and she now refused to talk with him when they are alone. '...Ginny hasn't been a good help either! Trying to be far away from you. She is always near Hermione, never leave her a second it is! But who am I to talk...I think you noticed the way Ginny is acting lately. Barely eat...'
Harry nodded 'Yes, mate. I know that all my fault! Don' need to be said in my face! I know perfectly well that I broke your sister's heart! I personally think that's better than putting her in danger, in Voldemort's hands. Right!' this last part was almost yelled and Ron was staring his hands looking for something he could reply.
But Harry was right and wrong at the same time. Didn't he realized that! 'Harry, you are wrong...I have to say it. Ginny is already in danger. I know she is using magic without authorization to look a bit more full that she really is.' Harry looked confused at him, Ginny was more that thin.
Ron continued 'She is bulimic and anorectic, Harry. Since we arrived home, she barely eat and when she did the food didn't stayed long in her, it was almost automatic. She is DEPRESSED, so I can tell you that I would rather see her happy for a while than putting her depressed and sad in St's Mungos with the mere possibility of five per cent of survival! There I said it!' Ron breath and Harry looked shocked. Ginny...his Ginny...almost dying because of love!
How can love make us so depressed that we would wish to die? Ron was totally right but what could he do?
He heard a voice in his head saying "You can love her...make her happy".
Harry turned his eyes to Ron 'Did you heard that?' Ron said no. He was definitely loosing it. He was going mad and crazy.
He could love Ginny, but that he already did...make her happy...how? How could he make her happy without putting her a bad position in this second War?
They felt asleep and that night they didn't dream, they just slept.