Authors note- Ahh such a glorious day. I awoke this morning with a scratchy throat. Fun.
Questions
If Edward feels the way he does towards Bella why doesnt he break it off with Rachel?
Okay, so I knew this was coming. Edward likes Rachel, sometimes she is a little too much, but he still likes her. He is settling for second best, just like what Bella was trying to do with Derek. It obviously didnt work out. He is afraid to just drop it all and get Bella. He still does love her, he just wont admit it.
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BPOV
Today was the day of the Concert, for the end of the summer. I was anxious and excited. I had invited all of the Cullens. They gratefully accepted the offer of coming. They got free seats, which was a plus.
Today was the eighteen of August, a Tuesday.
I had on a pair of black trousers and a purple blouse that clung to my skin. My hair was in curles and I had on minimal makeup on.
The children were lined up and ready, while the people got there seats. I noticed the Cullens in the front, even Carlisle and Esme had come.
I turned to the kids
" Alright guys. I have faith that you can do very well, if you mess up its okay. Jimmy you come out after I walk back in." I told them
They all nodded and smiled
Angela, Jess, Sam and I walked out on the stage. I grabbed the microphone.
" I want to thank you all for coming tonight, to see the children perform. We have worked hard, my co-workers Samantha, Angela and Jess have worked hard to teach them as I have also. Our first act will be on the piano, Jimmy Hedge." I said
Everyone clapped and we walked off.
So it went like that, we got each child ready and they performed. Everyone in the crowd was hyped up.
It was amazing to see such talent at a young age.
After Katie finished I walked out and clapped. Sam walked towards the microphone, and Angela motioned for all kids to come out.
" That was great wasnt it. Your children are very talented. But it's not over. Bella here." She motioned to me " Will be playing two piano peices, including songs that go with them, she wrote them herself and she worked hard to."
I blushed and looked down.
The kids shuffled out and Jess helped me ajust the microphone on the piano.
The lights went down and the spotlight hit my piano.
" Alright, So this is a peice that I created. This song is called Ordinary Day." I said
My hands glided over the keys hitting the perfect notes as I leaned towards the microphone.
"Just
a day,
Just an ordinary day."
I hit the different notes.
"Just
tryin to get by.
Just a boy,
Just an ordinary boy.
But he
was looking towards the sky.
And as he asked if I would come along
I started to realize- "
The
notes got deeper.
"That
everyday he finds
Just what he's looking for,
Like a shooting
star he shines"
"
And He said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see
your dreams are right in the palm of your hand"The
notes got more soft as I continued to sing.
"And
as he spoke, he spoke ordinary words
Although they did not feel
"
"For
I felt what I had not felt before "And he said take my hand, "Please
come with me, "Just
a dream, just an ordinary dream.
You'd swear those words could
heal.
And I as looked up into those eyes
His vision borrows
mine.
And to know he's no stranger,
For I feel I've held him
for all of time."
Live
while you can
And if we walk now we will divide and conquer this
land.
Don't you see your dreams are right in the palm of your
hand
Right in the palm of your hand"
See what I see.
Touch the stars for time will
not flee.
Time will not flee.
Can you be "
As I wake in bed
And the
boy, that boy, that ordinary boy.
Or was it all in my head?
"Did
he asked if I would come along "Just
a day, just an ordinary day Just
a boy,
It all seemed so real.
But as
I looked to the door,
I saw that boy standing there with a deal.
And he said he my take my hand,
Live while you can,
Don't
you see your dreams are right in the palm of your hand
Right in
the palm of your hand
Right in the palm of your hand "
Jus tryin to get by. "
Just an ordinary boy.
But he was looking to the sky."
The last note of the song lasted as I hit the last note. I pulled away and clappeds and cheers errupted.
I smiled.
I heard a whistle coming from the front and I saw it was Emmett. I chuckled and looked down. Alice looked completely dumb struck. The expression on her face was funny.
" Alright, This is the last one for the night." I said.
The crowd went silent as I started
Again, my hands glided across the keys
"Making
my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home
bound "
The
song flowed nicely with the keys. Perfect notes "Staring
blankly ahead "And I need you "If I could fall "It's always times like these
Just making my way
Making my way
Through
the crowd"
And I miss you
And
now I wonder.... "
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd
walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight"
When
I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me "
"'Cause
everything's so wrong "'Cause I need you "If I could fall "And I, I "Making my way
downtown "Staring blankly ahead "And I
still need you "If I could fall "If I
could fall
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories"
And I
miss you
And now I wonder...."
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause
you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see
you
Tonight"
Don't want to let you
know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let
this go
I, I
Don't.... "
Walking fast
Faces passed
And I'm home
bound"
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd "
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....
"
Into the sky
Do you think
time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand
miles
If I could
Just see you... "
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me
by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight "
The crowd errupted in claps and cheers again. I stood up and brought the microphone with me.
" I would like to thank you all for coming and joining us." I said happily.
The kids went and met their parents. After about ten minutes the place was cleared out and empty. So we started folding up the metal chairs. I felt a small tap on my shoulder.
I suddenly turned around and saw all of the Cullen's.
" Oh hey guys. Didnt notice you guys were here." I said.
" Bella, that was so good. How did you learn to play like that?" She asked
" I dont know it just came to me naturally. When I went to college I changed my major and just went into music. So I had teachers help and taught myself." I said.
" Dude, your better then Eddie here." Emmett boomed
I laughed " I dont think so. I am not that good."
He scoffed.
" Well, your mother and I are going to head out. Thank you Bella for the invitation." Carlisle said.
" Anytime." I said
They each gave me a hug and left. I turned back to them and noticed Rachel wasnt there.
" Where is Rachel?" I asked
" She was working." Alice said.
I nodded.
They grabbed chairs and started folded them.
" You guys do-"
" Were not listening." Edward said.
I rolled my eyes and continued.
When we were done, I put them in the back closet and shut the door.
" Wanna go get a drink?" Rose asked
I checked the time
8:34PM.
" Ahh sure why not." I said.
We all drove to Eclipse together and when we arrived we got out and walked down the hall to the bar. When I opened the door Flo Rida was playing loud. Good thing they have sound proof foam on the walls. I walked towards the bar and sat down on a stool.
" Hey baby have I seen you somewhere before?" A guy asked
I laughed " Thats why I dont go there anymore." I stated
" Your body is like a temple." He said, his eyes wandering on my legs, even to know they were covered.
"Sorry, no services today." I said dryly
" Your place or mine."
I scoffed " Both. You go to yours I go to mine."
He glared at me and turned.
I heard a velvetly laugh beside me. When I turned to the side I saw Edward.
" You must get that alot." He stated
" Ehh not to often. Just the desperate ones." I told him.
I ordered a drink and sipped it slowly.
" Bella. You have to dance, with me." Alice whined
I shook my head " Nope."
She glared and grabbed Jasper.
I noticed she was holding a tall drink. Then Rose was taking shots.
" They are easy to get drunk. Rose talkes eight of those and she is trashed." Edward said.
I chuckled.
---
Jasper grabbed Alice and carried her out of the door. She was pounding on his back. Rose was passed out in Emmett arms.
" Good luck." I told them.
I had been sitting in a booth talking with Alice and Rose for awhile, watching drink after drink as they slurred more. I had only had two drinks. I didnt want to get drunk.
" Hey, Bella. Do me a solid and get Edward home?" Emmett asked
I nodded and waved him off.
When I walked down the stairs and to the bar, I noticed Edward. He was talking to a random guy, but slurring pretty bad.
" Shit." I silently cursed to myself.
I walked over to him.
" Edward. It's time to go." I whispered in his ear.
" Ohh heeyyy baby." He said. I felt his arm wrap around me. I got out of his grip and grabbed his hand.
" Edward. I need to take you home." I said
He laughed with no emotion and stood up. He stummbled a bit on the way to my car. Good thing he didnt drive himself.
He got into the passenger side. He actually looked fairly angry, but he glanced at me and smiled.
I groaned and got in. I slipped the key in the ignition and backed out. I jumped when I felt his hand on my thigh.
" Edward. Hand's to yourself." I said sternly.
Instead it went higher. My breathing hitched. I took one hand off of the wheel and grabbed his hand. I reached over and put his hand in his lap.
He huffed angrily and looked out of the window.
When I parked at my house I got out and opened Edward's door. He seemed to be acting stubborn.
" Edward. Lets go." I said.
He stood up and headed back towards his house.
" Where are your keys?" I asked
" In me pocketss." He slurred
" Can I please have them."
" Nope." He said while popping the 'p'
I sighed. " Why not?"
"Because if you want them, you have to get them."
I blushed ten different shades of red. I hate drunk Edward.
I reached into his front pocket. Empty
" Which one." I asked
" Don rember." He said
I rolled my eyes and checked his other pocket. Bingo.
I grabbed them.
" You stole the key." He whined
" Sorry."
We reached his front door and I got the key in. I twisted it a little and turned the knob. The door opened.
It looked the same as when I saw it last time, just with his touch.
" Now. Your going to go to sleep." I stated
He moved towards me and put his arms around me. I froze when I felt him kiss my neck.
" Edward. Stop." I rasped. He started kissing my neck again. I grabbed his hands and pushed him back.
" Why. You love me right?" He asked
" Your nit in the right state of mind. Lets go."
We walked up the stairs. I noticed pictures of us. Just like my house. When we reached the top I saw four doors.
" Which one is yours Edward."
He shrugged.
So I went and opened each door. Weight room, Piano, Library and Bedroom. Bingo.
When I opened the door I let him walk in. His walls were a dark burgundy and the room had touches of gold.
He stood in the middle of the room as if he were confused. Then he slipped out of his shoes and unbuttoned his shirt. I bit my lip. When he was done. He laid in his bed and stared at the ceiling.
" Why dont you love me." He whispered before he drifted. I brushed his bronze hair from his face.
" I've always loved you." I whispered. I kissed his forehead and walked out of his room.
I jogged down the stairs and put his keys on his table by the door. I walked out of his back door. So I could have all doors locked. I walked from his backyard to my front door. I opened it and slammed it closed.
I got upstairs and took a shower. I scrubbed my neck, trying to get the feeling of his lips on there to leave. It didnt work. I changed into pajama's and crawled into bed.
---
I woke up the next morning to pounding on my front door. I jerked up and ran downstairs.
Who in the world?
I opened my door and saw Alice then Rose. They looked great for a hangover.
" Uhh hi."
They bounded in and I slammed my door.
" Dont give me hi. What happened when you took Edward home. Jazz said he was a little drunk."
" He didnt tell me." I seethed
" Who cares what happened?" Rose asked.
They dragged me upstairs to my room and shut the door. We sat on my bed.
" Well after I got him out of there I got him in the car. He kept putting his hand on my thigh and asking me if I loved him. After we got back here he was acting stubborn when I asked where his keys were for the house his answer was 'if you want them you have to find them' I thank god I found them in a front pocket. When I opened his front door he just kept putting his arms around me and kissing my neck. I got him upstairs in his bedroom. The last thing he said before he fell asleep was 'why dont you love me?' there you go." I said in a rush.
There eyes bugged out.
" He kissed your neck."
I nodded " I felt so bad. He has a girlfriend." I stated as I put my head in my hands.
I felt them rub my back soothingly
" We went and saw him this morning. We all actually did to make sure he got home okay. He had no idea what happened after he got drunk. I came over to find out and wanted to know if you want to have breakfast at cracket barrel."
" Guys. It would be so awkward." I said
" Please. I wont take you shopping for two weeks. Please come."
" Soo tempting. Ugh give me a few minutes." I said
They laughed and ran out of my room.
" OH AND YOU AND EDWARD ARE TAKING YOUR CAR." Alice yelled.
My jaw dropped. Of course she did.
I took a quick shower and got dressed in a simple outfit. I bounded downstairs to see them chatting in the foyer.
" Ready." I said. I grabbed my keys of my table. They nodded and we walked out.
" Wait. Dog." I said and immediatly stopping in my track.
Duh I forgot my own dog.
" Oh dont worry we let him out and fed him." Rose said
" Oh thanks." I said
They nodded. Alice and Rose bounded up the them.
The guys were leaning against Alice's Porshe.
" Emmett, Rose in back." Alice said. They hopped in. Edward followed behind me silently. We got into the car and I started it. I back out of the driveway and followed them
" So. Mind telling me what happened last night. I have absolutely no idea."
" You got drunk I took you home got you in bed end of story." I said.
I felt his glare " Please. Just tell me what happened."
"Fine. But you might not want to tell this story to your girlfriend." I caved
He looked at me, confused but them nodded.
" Well after they asked me to get you home I didnt know that you were drunk. So I went down there and saw you were talking with this random guy. I told you that it was time to go home and I got you outside. We got in the car and I started driving back and then uhh you kept putting your hand on my thigh. After I told you to stop you did. When we arrived home you were acting a little stubborn. I asked you where your keys were you said in your pocket also saying that I had to get them if I wanted them. So after I got the keys I got you in your house. Then you umm. You uh put your arms around me and started kissing my neck. After I pushed you away, I got you upstairs and into bed and you asked me 'why dont you love me'. Thats it." I said
He groaned and looked at me.
" Bella I am so sorry about that. You shouldnt of dealt with that. God." He said.
" It's alright. Happens to all of us."
He sighed " I shouldnt of kissed you even if it wasnt your lips. I just wasnt sane." He said
I nodded " Dont worry. When Jake got drunk he attacked me, he had a girlfriend also." I stated
He groaned again " Could you please not tell Rachel."
" Edward. I wouldnt of told her anything regardless if you did nothing." I said
" Thanks."
" Anytime. Well not like that but you-"
He chuckled " I know."
Authors note- There you go. REVIEW.
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Okay so here is a summary to my story. I NEED A TITLE.
Bella is used to things handed to her on a silver doesnt respect her parents and they have had the summer they go live with friends,Esme and is mad at the end she never thought she would love it so /Human
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