~Here's the continutation of the comfortation with Maya and Hanna, and the first date in good detail ;) This is shorter than most becuz the next chapter is the big one EM COMES OUT TO HER PARENTS!

CHAPTER 14

PREVIOUSLY:

"Hanna? Are you okay?"

She did a fake smile then said," Why wouldn't I be?"

"Because you're not." She gulped then stepped back a little. I started walking closer to her and she was getting really nervous. "You know how you can sense love? Well I'm like a dog. I can SENSE fear, and I can also tell when someone's lying." Her breathing got harder so I placed my hand over her heart and she jumped back.

"What are you doing?"

"Why are you so jumpy?"

"I thought-" She paused then looked down.

"You thought what?" She didn't answer. "Why is your heart beating so fast Hanna," I asked sternly. She still didn't answer. "ANSWER ME DAMMIT!"

"I CAN'T!" she yelled in tears.

"Why not? You can't keep hiding whatever it is you're hiding from me without causing problems."

"What makes you think telling you won't create a bigger problem?" She knew I knew now.

"Because it's never a good idea to keep secrets from your friends." She already messed up once by not telling me about Sean so she was already in a bad place. She just stared at me with tears in her eyes letting one fall before talking. I was hoping so much that what she was about to say proved I was paranoid and overexaggerating but it was the exact opposite.

"I don't want you to be with Emily, Maya. I want you to be with me."


The words Hanna just said to me made me wanna scream and curse her out at the same time, but instead I just stood there speechless. "Maya please say something," Hanna whined.

"Well what exactly do you want me to say Hanna? I mean you just admitted your feelings to your best friend's girlfriend." I just figured she'd say she had a crush on me but no, she went the COMPLETE other direction.

"Look ever since Em introduced you to us I felt some of theose symptons I explained to you, but I just thought something was wrong with my stomach at first, but I soon knew different cause I had that feeling every time I was around you. That's why I was kinda depressed when you left the mall." This is just too much. I mean I thought she was straight and now THIS!

"Hanna, just STOP. Please, just STOP!" She just stared at me after that. "Hanna you can't do this. You can't have feelings for me," I said outta anger knowing how dumb that sounds.

"I can't control how I feel about someone Maya."

"I know, I'm sorry. But dammit Hanna TRY to control yourself- No don't try, you NEED to control your self; it's not optional. I mean you're hittin on your best friend's gf. That's BEYOND wrong."

"Do you think I wanted to admit my feelings for you? I was hoping I could just hide the feeling so much that it'd just go away BUT IT DIDN'T!"

"But what you said to me was unacceptable. I'm in love with EMILY, NO ONE ELSE! And I will make sure NO ONE gets in the way of that even you," I warned.

She glared at me then said," Well you're just gonna have to deal with it." That was the last straw.

"Hell no Hanna I'm not gonna fuckin deal with this and don't think just because you're Em's best friend you're gonna just get away with this. I mean what kind of BEST FRIEND hits on their best friend's girl?"

"I SAID I CAN'T control that."

"Well if you can't control it, you-" I sighed before speaking again. "I can't be friends with you anymore Hanna and I don't think it's a good idea you talk to Em anymore right now either. Not until you can calm down your feelings for me."

"Em's my best friend. I'm not gonna just leave her because you said so." I got closer to her to seem more like a threat and I couod tell she was getting nervous again.

"You ARE gonna listen to me cause I don't think Em would like you much anyways if she knew you wanted her girl." I didn't want Em to know about this because I knew what damage it's do to us and to their friendship.

She let more tears fall then said,"I can't help how I feel."

"Well you need to because if not, neither me or Em will be around. You need to crush on someone else." I know that hurt her but I couldn't let her get between us and it wasn't selfish because I was looking out for Em too.

"Fine I won't talk to Em." She sighed then asked a question that almost made me punch her. "Can I at least kiss you?"

"WHAT THE HELL! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND!"

"No I'm not because if I kissed you it would help the feeling go away."

"NO IT WOULDN'T! Hanna you've OFFICIALLY lost your mind."

I backed away then said,"Hanna FIX yourself before you talk to me again. And i BETTER NOT catch you with Em either," I threatened hoping she'd get it together before I got even meaner. I then left her house holding back tears because of the stuff I just heard. I couldn't believe my ears STILL. I was BEYOND pissed that this was happening but I felt bad for her at the same time. But I shouldn't be pitying her. I guess I'm more upset at the fact Em's suffering because of Hanna's crush that I can't tell her about or really do anything else about it. I had a few hours before I saw her and now all could think about was the crush, and this was our first date. I REFUSED to let what happened with Hanna ruin it.


I managed to pull myself together before meeting up with Em. I FINALLY decided to let her drive since she was the one that asked me on the date and I'm letting her drive MY car. She rang the doorbell around 6 and I was MORE than happy to see her. "Hey baby," she said sweetly. "Hey beautiful," I said eyeing her outfit up and down noticing she was wearing the red scarf I bought her the other day. She looked so nice.

"So did you take care of your BUISNESS?"

I didn't wanna talk about this so I just said," Yeah problem solved," knowing damn well it was FAR from solved.

"Good. I figured you could get through to Hanna better than I could." So she did know.

"Yeah but it's probably best you don't talk to her for a while. She said she needed some space." God I hated lying to her but it was for her own good and the quicker Hanna snaps out of it, the less lying I'll have to do.

"Fair enough. As long as I get to be with you, I'll survive." She then smiled and said,"Glad I FINALLY get to drive."

"Well don't get too excited because this is the only time you will be."

"We'll see about that."

Seeing Em drive was sexy; she was right. But I'm still driving her everywhere. That was just my little treat. Dinner was delicious and really nice and now it was time for the movie. "Maya, there's something I wanna tell you." After what happened with Hanna those words didn't sound very good right now.

"About?" I asked a little worried.

"My mom called and told me that my dad was coming home." Phew, I was so relieved. Em talked about her dad alot and I was happy for her that he'd finally be returning and I was hoping I'd get to meet him. He seemed more calm than her mom from what I've heard.

"That's really great Em. What's his rank?"

"Lieutenant Coronel Pennsylvania National Guard."

"Wow, and you said he's been right in the middle of it?"

"Camp Phoenix," she answered.

"When's he get back?"

"In 10 days," she said with a huge smile.

"I can't imagine how happy you are."

"I'll be happy once he gets home. Then I'll be able to start breathing again," she informed me then ate some popcorn.

"Do I get to meet him," I asked sweetly. She did a little smirk then faced the screen. I knew that meant yes so I was happier. Now what's funny is outta all the movies that were playing we saw this old ass black and white film. This obviously was a joke because there's no way ANYONE could get into this, not even the old people who grew up with this stuff. But as long as I was with Em, it wouldn't be too bad. I think she read my mind cause she grabbed my hand and looked me dead in the eyes and smiled before turning her head back towards the screen. There was that feeling again and this time I wasn't alone because about 5 min in Em and I were staring into each others eyes with our hands on each others leg. She wanted it and so did I and I now knew why we went to see this movie.

She bit her lip which was so sexy and whispered,"I know you want it."

I then whispered in her ear,"Not as bad as you do." Challenge #2 and we were both in the heat lf the moment ignoring the movie and the light behind us. It was just us two now and it was time to make the move. She leaned in closer to me and kissed me gently on the lips before ramming her tongue in. It felt so good and she knew it. I no longer knew what was going on around me nor cared; it was all about the kiss and again it felt so good. Hell I was so into it I accidentally knocked the whole bucket of popcorn on the floor but I didn't care because I had a better taste in my mouth right now satisfying my cravings. Then after about 10 min of non stop kissing she started moving her hand closer and closer underneath my skirt (which I wore for this VERY reason) and suddenly... "Woah, woah, woah Em, save that for later," I whispered in her ear. And i thought I was horny.

"Sorry, I just couldn't keep my hands off," she whispered back before kissing me again. I wanted this to go on for hours even though by then my lips would've probably swelled up from so much kissing, but I was willing to accept that challenge. Anyways we made out basically the whole movie except for the few subconscious looks at the screen every now and then. When everyone was leaving we were too busy getting over the best make out session EVER to notice. But of course now that we weren't in darkness we needed to leave. So when we got to the car Em opened the drivers seat but didn't get in. "I think I'm too exhausted to drive home," she hinted. Damn if that tired her out how would she make it through super hot sex. Just kidding, this was only a warmup.

"You think this is tiring? Wait till I show you what's underneath the clothes," I flirted back.

"Please, this is nothing compared to that," she hinted before going to the passenger side. Why did she have to be so sexy? And to think before the date I couldn't stop thinking about the incident with Hanna. She's never coming between us again cause Emily is my mind eraser; I could never be upset for long and that is one of the main reasons I love her so much. Hanna now knows what she's up against.

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