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Alois pushed me onto his bed and placed himself between my thighs. We were back at his house and no one else was home. I followed him up to his room because he promised me alcohol. And he wasn't lying; there was clearly a bottle of vodka on the night stand next to his bed.

I pushed him away, "Alois!"

He smiled softly and handed me the vodka. "Want some soda with that?"

I looked at the bottle for a second. Then shook my head and opened the bottle quickly, downing a good portion of it in one gulp. The cool liquid slid down my throat and left in its wake a warm feeling. The taste was horrible, but I didn't care.

Alois watched me with humored eyes. When I pulled the bottle away from my lips he took it and took a drink too. Then he pressed his lips to mine.

I was going to fight him, but at this point I didn't care anymore. My mind felt like shit, my body felt slow, and I was too tired and sad to do anything to resist him. So I just waited until he pulled away and then took another big gulp, feeling its effect start to take over my mind.

Alois continued to ravish my body while we took turns drinking from the bottle until it was gone, which it was quickly replaced by a large bottle of wine he pulled out from under his bed. This new drink had a better flavor, but it wasn't as strong.

When we were reasonably intoxicated, he pulled at my pants with begging eyes. I just nodded and looked away, my eyes focusing on anything but what he was doing to me. My drunken mind decided to focus on the TV in the corner, which was turned off. Few words were said until I was completely naked.

"May I?" Alois asked as his finger prodded my entrance.

I still couldn't find it in me to say no; I had rejected him and then called him and told him to come and get me from my boyfriend's parent's house. That was indeed torture. I had to know he was going to do SOMETHING to me. So I nodded.

He shoved his finger inside of me and I just look back at the TV while managing another large gulp from the wine. When he hit my prostate I gasped. I writhed a little under his touch; he took this as an invitation and bit my nipple harshly. I threw my head back and moaned loudly.

Alois kissed up to my jaw, and then slowly made his way over to my lips, slowly dragging his tongue across my bottom lip. He rubbed my prostate, making me gasp. He took the opportunity to stick his tongue in my mouth. His tongue moved against my lazily moving one.

He removed his fingers and placed his cock against my entrance. I wanted him because he was making me horny, but at the same time I didn't want him because I was still in love with Sebastian and was nowhere near close to being ready to be with someone else.

"May I?" he asked for the second time tonight.

I averted my eyes, looking at the wine, I grabbed it and took another huge gulp and nodded. He thrust into me causing me to moan loudly. I closed my eyes for a minute, enjoying the pleasure, trying to wipe out all thought and just enjoy the sex.

I finally looked up at him and my eyes widened at what I saw. Sebastian. Alois had become Sebastian in my mind. And I knew it wasn't actually Sebastian because the image was blurry and moved a lot. But I took it at what my mind was trying to make it.

And in my mind, I made love to Sebastian for the last time.

When I woke up I was naked with Alois snuggling against me. "Whore" I laughed in my head. But as my memories from last night came back I knew who the real whore here was. Then an excruciating headache hit me like a freight train. I groaned and squeezed my eyes shut, the worst part was that at that exact moment, my phone decided to ring, loud. It echoed in my head and somehow increased in volume with every echo. I snatched it from the nightstand and opened it.

"Hello?" I answered my voice groggy and scratchy. Ow, it hurt to speak.

"Ciel? Oh I'm so glad you're ok, did he do anything to you?" Sebastian practically yelled into the phone.

I groaned, "Shut up." I hissed. "Do you have any idea what time it is?" not that I did, but it had to be early. Or it could be late. I wasn't too sure.

"Yes, its noon. And I've been trying to contact you all day." As soon as he said that I remembered the breakup.

"Why the fuck are you calling me?" I snapped harshly.

"I have something to tell you." He said hesitantly.

"Unless you had a revelation and now you are suddenly in love with me, I'm going to hang up."

"No it's…"

I cut him off, "You know I should send you to jail. The only reason I let you do that to me is because I thought you loved me, but nope. You just wanted someone to fuck." I spat the last word angrily.

"Listen; do you remember the night we…made love? Do you remember what I said in the morning?"

"Yeah, you were scared of getting thrown in jail."

"Yes, but do you remember exactly what I said?"

"Ummm…." I searched though my memory, my head was pounding and still slightly foggy. "Oh, you said 'that was rape.' Then….uhhh…." my eyes widened in revelation, "You said 'I could go to prison for raping the one I love'."

He sighed happily into the phone, "See? I do…yeah."

My eyes narrowed once again, "Then say it."

"…If I do, will you stay with me?" he asked hopefully.

"Maybe." I said.

"I can't do this on a maybe! If I do say it she'll take your-!" he stopped short. "I just can't."

"What were you going to say? Who's 'she'? And what is 'she' going to take from me?"

"I can't tell you!"

"Are you cheating on me? I swear to god, if you were with someone else I will fuck you up, and not in the way you prefer."

"No! There was no one else! Please, here me out; if you can promise we will be together if I say it, I will say it. If you can't promise me then…it's not going to be pretty."

"Fine I promise!" at this point, all I wanted was to hear him say those words.

He didn't speak for a good minute, then finally I heard him speak in a low whisper; "Ciel Phantomhive, I love you, more than any other. And if we can't be together, I don't know what I'd do. I love you, so much. Please, don't leave me."

I closed my eyes as soon as he began speaking. Tears rolled down my face but as soon as he finished I opened my eyes, looking over at Alois who had rolled over to face the wall. Then I looked down and noticed I was getting hard. I almost resisted the urge, but I wanted Sebastian so bad I went with my urges.

I ran to the closest bathroom and sat on the toilet. "Say it again." I demanded.

"I love you." He didn't whisper this time, instead it was low and husky.

I rubbed my naked hard-on as his words went straight to my groin. "Say something else." I moaned.

He gasped through the phone, "Are you masturbating?"

"To your voice, yeah," I moaned softly at the end.

I heard him chuckle softly, "And I'm the pervert."

"Oh come on, don't even tell me my moans aren't making you hard." I stopped rubbing myself to say this.

"You want me to join you?" his voice got all sexy again.

"Sure." I said while rubbing myself harder.

I heard Sebastian moan through the phone, god this was such a turn on. "I wish I could see your face." He said in his low sexy voice, his voice alone made me moan.

I closed my eyes and neither of us said anything, just listening to each other's moans.

Suddenly I felt a warm liquid slip out of me. I groaned, clearly annoyed and my hard-on went soft.

"What?" Sebastian said.

Oh shit. I hadn't told Sebastian about last night yet. He was going to kill Alois. "I may have…gotten drunk as shit last night…" I began.

"So?" Sebastian asked.

"And…I may have…slept with Alois…" I cringed even before he said anything.

"You WHAT?" Sebastian yelled.

"Sebastian-!"

Suddenly someone knocked on the door. "Ciel?" Alois asked through the door.

"Hold on!" I responded then whispered into the phone, "I can explain!"

"Like hell you can. He forced you, I know he did. I'm going to fucking kill him." Sebastian growled.

"No, he didn't! Technically I was drunk and it's my fault. Don't hurt him."

Sebastian ignored me. "Is he there with you?"

"Yes but don't come here!"

Sebastian hung up on me.

"Alois he's going to kill you!" I yelled as I opened the door.

Alois ignored me and looked at my body. Oops, I had forgotten I was naked. He smirked at my chest and neck.

My eyes widened and I ran to the mirror, what I saw would no doubt earn him a freshly dug grave. There were hickies all over my chest, neck, and even some on my waist. When he put them there was completely beyond me. "Oh no."

"What?" Alois smiled and wrapped his arms around my torso from behind.

"He's going to kill you." I shrugged him off frantically.

"What, that RAPIST?" Alois said, pulling me back against him and kissing my neck.

"I thought you were asleep." I gasped.

"Who could sleep through all that talking? And I'm also quite aware of what you just got done doing in here." He touched the inside of my thigh. "Ah, I see you found the present I left inside you." He said as is fingers met the liquid that had slipped down my thigh.

I pushed him away, "Never again. We are over and we have been for years. I am with Sebastian now and…oh right; he's coming here to beat the shit out of you."

Just as I said that, the doorbell rang. Alois raised an eyebrow but immediately went downstairs to open the door. I followed closely behind.

Sebastian yanked him outside and I ran in front of Alois as Sebastian lifted his fist to punch Alois, effectively stopping the blow.

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