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England's Memory Of Past

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By waterrain

England's green eyes were closed, he was leaning against the door, and thought of America's words of what he had recalled from when he was a Colony.

"I just couldn't take you with me, America. I didn't want you to lose you." England whispered quietly and his hands were over his eyes. "After all what if one of the Nations had decided that they want to take you away from me."

"Do you have to go?" America asked softly and his tiny arms were crossed as he looked up at him with big blue eyes.

"Yes." England replied simply and he closed his eyes for it was difficult to leave when America looked at him with those eyes. The blue eyed Colony jumped up and wrapped his small arms around England's neck.

"Please don't leave me." America said in a pleading voice to the green eyed Nation.

"I promise I will be back, America." England told him gently and hugged him. "Please do not be difficult."

"Can I go with you?" America asked him and he received a sigh.

"I'm sorry, but no you can't go with me." England told the blue eyed Colony and he set him down. "I must be going and don't worry, Okay."

"It was tempting to take you with me." England muttered to himself and he sighed softly. "I couldn't for I was afraid you would decide that the other Nation's were better. I was afraid one of them might take an interest in you, take you away, and so on. I had no wish to lose you to those Nations in Europe."

'It did not break my heart leaving you behind when you were a Colony, America. It was a bit difficult, but my heart did not ache for I knew you would be safe and sound.' England mentally thought and he opened his eyes. 'I knew that you would always be there waiting eagerly for my return, but you what America…I was foolish to think that..'

"Do you really have to leave so soon?" America asked the green eyed Nation.

"Yes." England replied gently.

"I love you. Please don't go. I need you, England." America said quietly, tears fell down from his blue eyes, and he hiccupped. "Why do you come back if you are just going to leave me in a few days? I waited a month for you and you have been here only three days."

"I will be back before you know it." England commented smoothly and he wiped away the Colony's tears.

"He use to be so dependent on me." England commented softly and he sighed to himself.

"Please take me with you." America said to him bluntly and his cheeks were puffed out.

"I know what it is like to be alone and I promise to return." England stated to the small blue eyed Colony.

"You don't have to be alone, England. Just take me with you." America told him.

"I simply can't do that America. You are too young and what if something happens to you?" England asked patiently as he looked down at the blue eyed Colony.

"I can handle it. I'm little, but I'm really strong." America commented firmly as he spun England around by the ankles. "See? I can you spin you around and stuff."

England was tossed by his Colony, he sighed to himself, and shook his head at the Colony.

"Also you might cause me some trouble with the other Nations if I brought you with me." England told him and he rubbed his forehead. "I won't be gone for too long."

'America always wanted to go with me, but I never allowed him. Some of the other Nations that had Colony's brought them along with them to the get togethers to show them off. At some of the get togethers I had brought with me all of my Colony's expect for America.' England briefly thought to himself and he placed a hand on his cheek.

'I never took America with me to show him off. For he was the one I had personally treasured the most out of all of my Colony's. America was my favorite. I wanted to keep safe and sound away from the dangers of the world. Was that wrong of me? More than likely yes it was wrong for keeping him like a bird in a cage, but I did not want to risk him getting hurt. Yeah, Look at how that bloody turned out. I hurt him the most.' England mentally thought and he sighed softly.

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A Little Infomation

The American colonies were less financially successful than those of the Caribbean, but had large areas of good agricultural land and attracted far larger numbers of English emigrants who preferred their temperate climates.

The loss of the Thirteen Colonies in North America in 1783 after a War Of Independence deprived Britain of some of its oldest and most populous colonies. British attention soon turned towards Africa, Asia and the Pacific.