Sorry for the break, schools not the easiest thing in the world, and well, my angst monkey ran away. I know, it was awful, but luckily, the ASPCA found him and returned him and all is right with the world now. Unfortunately though, during his disappearance, he somehow managed to gain a liking for opera? It makes no sense and hopefully, I can get rid of it, but the story continues. I'm going to start on March 3rd, because that helps the timeline. During the time of absence, well, I'll explain it in the story, read on..
March 3, 2008
I'm being released from the hospital today. Yea, the hospital, I took more than a few sleeping pills… more like… I think 28 was the official count… I'm still cut free though, which I guess is good, I suppose, I've tried, random things I'd find around the hospital, none were sharp enough though, for which I'm thankful. Demyx is fine, He's slightly disappointed in me. Well, he's pretty upset to say the least. I can't stand that he's so angry with me, not even angry, disappointed to say the least, he has this sad look in his eye when I catch his gaze. I've been removed from my household and placed with my friend Axel. He's pretty cool, he's not there much though, always at Roxas's house doing unmentionable things… His parents are pretty cool. Leon and Cloud, there actually amazing, I didn't know parents could be so amazing. Their very open, in multiple senses. Cloud actually told me he had a small problem with self-harm in college. Not as serious as me, but I have someone to talk to now. I go back to school tomorrow. I'm dreading it. I've already missed 2 months. I've had to make up a lot of homework in the hospital, of which Demyx has helped so much. I think I truly love him. It's just that disappointed look he gives me, I want to be with him forever, but I can't stand it if every time he looks at me, he looks slightly upset. Like I let him down. Well, time for bed. I have my own room, and it's pretty private, I love it, and I get actual food. It's great.
Zexion Iwshe