Chapter 20

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I will not be posting for a few days I have a family emergency that I am dealing with as soon as things are better, I promise I will continue to update the story. Thank you for your patience and understanding, my daughter is very ill right now and she is my priority.

Keep her in your prayers please. Thank you

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Its still pretty early but we are both up so we decide to go get some breakfast then go to the pool. We called Alexa's cell but it went straight to voicemail. I texted her so hopefully she will call when she wakes up.

Christian throws his white swim trunks on and I spray sunblock all over his back and chest and rub it in sigh . I put on my black strapless bikini and we grab our sunglasses, cells and earbuds. We just wanna lay out get a sunshine and hear some good music. There are so many songs that remind me of him, I mean us , or our relationship but they are all by One Direction mostly. He doesn't seem to mind that I always play their music, if he does he never complains.

I can tell he likes a few songs. I brought a splitter so we can plug two sets of earbuds into my phone. I made a One Direction playlist and the first song is 18 because I know he likes that one. He knew the words and I pretended not to notice. The second is Last First Kiss. We kissed to that song on our first date. When we broke up those few days he texted me a link to Half a Heart and said this is what he feels like. It made me cry so hard.

The sky is slightly overcast but it's still really hot out. Connor and Alexa called Christian and are both hung over and said they will meet us at like 1pm if were still by the pool, if not we will meet tonight at 6 for dinner. We are skipping the parks tonight and just going to hang out by Citywalk. Christian and I just relax by the pool and swim a little. The slide here is amazing and we go on a few times acting like 10 year olds laughing and yelling on the way down.

"Christian I am having the best day with you, this is so much fun. Thanks for taking me here, I love you " I squeal with my arms wrapped tightly around him in the pool.

"One day I'm going to marry you Ana so we can spend the rest of our lives having fun, I love you so much, you just don't even know" he says. Holy hell, marry me? He said that to me once before and I thought he was kidding. I'm barely 18 and he's just saying that right now because we are young and in love, but one day I am going to marry him.

"Marry me, are you still drunk?" I giggle

"No, I love you and one day I am going to marry you. I can never love another girl the way I love you"

I swallow hard and I can feel the tears welling up, I just hold his face in my hands and kiss him.

"I love you Christian and you better marry me one day, you're mine, you belong to me forever, I'll never let you go".

"I'm all yours baby" He smiles bright, gleaming at me!

He hugs me and places a kiss on my neck and then lifts me up and throws me in the air and down into the pool to lighten the mood.

As we head back to our chairs Alexa spots us. Connor fell back asleep she said he was sick this morning. She looks a mess in her slides and a ratty tee shirt. She strips down to her bikini, jumps in the pool then quickly get out and lies on the chair next to me. She vows not to drink tonight because we have to check out by 11am tomorrow and she is too hung over.

We eat dinner in the hotel then we all head over to Citywalk at around 10pm. It's crowed with tourist and local club goers. The music is loud and we head to the upper lever to check out all the clubs. Most of the spots are 21 and over so we can't get in. We just kind of walk around, get some food, talk and buy some souvenirs then we take the ferry back to the hotel.

They have a big courtyard and the hotel is having karaoke night. There is no way I'm getting up there. I can't sing in front of a crowd. I wasn't always this shy. It wasn't until my brother was having problems that I became more introverted. Mainly it was to keep people away so I wouldn't have to explain my dysfunctional family to them. It was a coping mechanism for me.

I didn't have Kate back then either. She had only moved to back to Tampa our freshman year of High School. Alexa of course practically rips the microphone from some 30 yr old guy and belts out a song on the list they give her, it's awful but funny as hell.

Connor is hysterical and gets up and yells "Encore, Encore baby". Alexa does a curtsy and smiles big. Connor and Christian do a rap song and it's equally awful but I'm in awe of him no matter what he does. They try to get me too sing but there is no chance. The Christian starts singing a love song to me and, whew he is so sexy and adorable. His singing voice is nice. He sings Ed Sheerans Thinking out loud and I blush and stare, mesmerized at him. My beautiful boyfriend.

We get back to our room and Christian makes good on his promise from earlier. We must have had sex 4 or 5 times and would have done it more if we weren't so tired. All he has to do is touch me and I'm ready for him. He spanked me again but this time he asked me if he could before we had sex because it turns him on so much. He put me over his knee and spanked my bottom then peeled my panties down, made me part my legs and spanked me for a while, my butt is still red but it felt so good. I asked him if he had ever done that to a girl before and he said no. He said he was watching porn clip that Connor sent him and he saw a girl getting spanked and he wanted to try it with me. At least he was honest. I asked him why he was watching porn and he said when hes not with me all he thinks about is us having sex especially since that first blowjob so he jerks off sometimes and thinks of me...HOT!

He can be so romantic and gentle with me and then just fuck my brains out the next minute. I love trying all different positions with him and I especially love when he kisses me all over, especially there!

We got home around 2pm on Wednesday and I had to help my mom get the house ready for company tomorrow then help her prepare all of the side dishes. Cleaning all day is a good distraction and gives me time to focus on other things besides Christian. I do need some me time even though I love being with him.

After me and my mom are done with our prep work I head up and take a shower and blow my hair. Drew and I go to the store and pick up a few last things my mom needed, Drew said he would take me driving if I want so I can try again for my driving test. That was really sweet and I told him that would be awesome.

Even though school is out this week I would like to catch up on some reading so I can get ahead in some of my subjects. I used to be so focused on my schoolwork and I don't want to get bad grades especially this year. I will at least try to get in a few hours of reading over the weekend and read ahead in some of my text books. Christian is really smart and good at math so he said he will study with me even though we are in different classes.

Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving was delicious as usual. My mom's friends and relatives came over and they were so much fun. I was so happy Christian was here with me. He had to leave at 4:00pm though and go to the store for his mom. Then his family was having dinner at 5pm and said he'd be back to get me at 7pm so we can spend time with his family.

He came by at 7:15 pm to get me and we wound up staying here til 8pm.

His mom said it was okay because she was waiting for other friends to stop by for dessert and it would give her time to clean up from dinner and set the table and bar upstairs.

By the time Christian came back to my house a few other relatives and family friends had shown up. Everybody loved him and they were all going on about how handsome he was and taking pictures of us. They did embarrass me a little by telling Christian how lucky he is to have a beautiful sweet girl like me and that he better be good to me. He charmed the pants off of them and said I was the love of his life and the most beautiful girl in the world. Swoon!

My big mouthed mother also mentioned to him that I was a talented artist and that I could sketch a face I saw once in a few minutes. She told him the ones I made of him were great. Oh crap, please don't let him ask to see them I've never even mentioned this to him before.

Christian looked at me shocked but I just shook my head and said she was exaggerating.

"Don't ask please" I said to him nicely, and he just gave me a look and narrowed his eyes at me.

"What other secrets are you keeping from me baby?" he asks.

"Nothing that interesting, trust me "as I shrug. He leans in and says

"I want to see my pictures soon" and squeezes my hand. I flush scarlet and say "fine". How embarrassing!

He took all of the loudness and pushiness of my mom's friends and family in stride. He was very loving and attentive to me. We went back to his house and there were about 20 people there beside his parents. They were all kind of toned down and elegant professional looking people, not loud and crazy like my family.

I'm very shy by nature towards strangers so I wasn't put on the spot or asked any personal questions. Christians's parents are very warm and loving towards each other and that really made me smile. I could tell that his parents like me and I overheard his mom telling him that she thinks I'm the perfect girl for him. It also helps that his mom already knew me from school and said I was a very quiet well behaved child. My insides lit up. Girls always need the mom's approval when dating someone. If you can get past a mom, you're in!

They eventually went upstairs to the bar area and it got loud. They were playing poker and drinking and smoking cigars. We hung out for a little while but the smoke smell made me sick so Christian and I went in his yard and sat by the pool and played some music. The sky was filled with stars and he lit up this beautiful round stone firepit, got us some sodas and we just kissed and talked all night. It was romantic and fun, the very best Thanksgiving I've ever had.

Thanks for reading! xo SGS