If anyone is actually still reading this the story will be coming to an end soon. Almost done! Another small chapter. I really am running out of things to write. The 'tragedy' part of the story is about to start coming up. So be prepared.

"Don't worry, J.D.," Turk said pacing the length of the dressing room, "There's nothing to be nervous about."

J.D. opened his mouth to point out that he wasn't nervous, but thought better. The surgeon had been pacing for the past hour and with the wedding ten minutes away it looked like he was actually speeding up. How was that even possible?

While it was true that the doctor wasn't nervous he wasn't completely sure Glen was going to show up. It wasn't that he doubted that the Janitor loved him, but this was a huge step and maybe he was thinking that it was too big.

Not that it was too big. It was the right pace for their…thing. Right? Yeah. They were a few months past the three year mark and getting married was the next logical move when you were in love. It all made perfect sense.

And they both wanted it. Spending the rest of their lives together. Everyone watching as they tied the knot. It was everything the doctor had dreamt of when he thought of his future.

The only odd thing was how strange the Janitor was acting. It was almost like he was walking on eggshells around J.D. and he had no idea why. They were almost always on the same page when it came to what they wanted. Was that really going to start changing now?

It wasn't hard to figure out that they weren't exactly similar in a lot of ways. Though they did their best, and almost always succeeded, to make things work. Who was J.D. kidding? It was amazing that they got to this point. It wouldn't be all that surprising if Glen didn't want to get further than what they had.

The doctor just wished that there was some way to tell if he was going to get his heart broken today or not. He knew that if Glen wasn't there when he walked down the aisle he would be devastated.

Sighing the doctor moved away from the mirror and fell into a chair. His heart was pounding angrily as he thought over everything that was going to change in the next hour.

He wanted to spend the rest of this life with Glen. He really did. The older man was the love of his life, but…This wasn't just about him right? No, this was about what both of them wanted. That's why he was feeling all sweaty. Because he wasn't sure if Glen wanted this too.

"J.D.," Turk waved a hand in front of his face, "You're not really nervous are you?"

"Was not expecting that," Dr. Cox joked staring at the Janitor.

"Not expecting what?" Glen questioned fixing his cufflinks.

"You in an actual suit, Jumpsuit."

Glen smirked at the red head while turning to face him. The doctor had his normal look of amusement on his face. And if it was anyone else Glen would looked just as amused about the whole situation. This was his wedding day though and the only thing he was feeling was a wonderful apprehension.

They had ten minutes until the wedding started. Ten minutes until he and J.D. walked down the aisle and said 'I do'. Ten minutes until he was officially married to the man he loved. Ten minutes until they started the rest of their lives together. Ten minutes.

"You're not nervous," Dr. Cox questioned, "Are you, big guy?"

"Were you nervous when you married your wife?" Glen fired back.

"Yes, but I hate Jordan and much as I love her. Anyways, you're not getting a wife. You're getting a Newbie."

The Janitor couldn't help but chuckle at that. J.D. was so very different than anyone else. It was part of the reason marrying him was such an appealing idea. He knew who Glen was. He knew just how odd he was and could be just as odd when he needed to be. They never had to hide.

Glen had thought that would make everything easier for them, but ever since he asked J.D. to marry him he felt worried. Saying that J.D. was afraid of commitment was an understatement.

The younger man had been even more skittish than normal lately. He wasn't pulling away or starting fights with the Janitor, but there was something almost hesitant about the way he was acting. Something Glen was sure he hadn't noticed.

As strange as it was Glen hoped that it wasn't going to affect their wedding. He was more than willing to wait for the doctor, but he wasn't sure how J.D. would react if he suddenly got cold feet.

"He's a good kid," Dr. Cox said softly breaking through his thoughts.

"I know," Glen nodded.

"Good. Because if you hurt him I'll have some new organs for the hospital."

"J.D., tell me you're not that stupid," Turk glared, "Are you actually thinking of leaving?"

"What?" J.D. questioned offended, "Of course I'm not."

Turk and J.D. stared at each other before the surgeon shook his head and looked away. He couldn't believe that was actually about to defend the Janitor, but he was actually starting to see what everyone had been saying.

The older man was crazy, no one could deny that, it was just part of who he was. For years he had shown everyone exactly how much damage he could do with that crazy and he had focused all that energy at one person. J.D.

Okay, so Turk hadn't actually believed that the Janitor was out to get his friend, but who would? Some of the stories that he had told were just so insane that no one would have been able to pull them off. Then J.D. told him that they were dating. Well, everyone knew how he reacted to that.

Now he was actually looking at the couple for what they were and not what they had been. He still wasn't completely happy about everything, but he wasn't going to fight it.

For all the years he'd know the doctor he had watched him destroy every relationship that he'd been in, and he'd been in a lot of relationships. This was the longest one and the happiest he'd seen him. He couldn't let the man ruin it.

"I know you," Turk sighed sadly.

"What's the supposed to mean?" J.D. asked confused.

"You think you don't deserve this. Don't deserve him."

J.D. opened his mouth to argue with the surgeon, but stopped seeing a pointed glare shot at him. Pouting he started to mess with his tie once more hoping his friend would drop it.

He knew that this was odd for him, but it wasn't him that they needed to be worried about. It was the man he was marrying. Well, hopefully he was going to be marrying him. Who knew.

Wait, how did he suddenly became the bad guy? It wasn't like he was going to leave. He loved Glen with all his heart and marrying him was everything that he had wanted. Wasn't it?

Part of J.D. was so completely confused though. He loved Glen. He really did, but…At the end of the day was this really what was supposed to happen? Was this where they were supposed to end up?

As bad as it sounded he could still hear that this shouldn't be happening. That no one would actually want anything to do with him. That all of this was just some dream and he'd wake up crushed.

"Do I?" J.D. asked tears gathering in his eyes, "Do I deserve him, Turk?"

Turk stared at his friend before pulling him into a hug. He knew that his friend was insecure, but this was ridiculous. Today was his wedding day. It was supposed to be happy and full of love. Not questioning if he deserved to be loved by the man he'd been with for three years.

"J.D.," Turk spoke staring into his friend eyes, "You deserve to be here. You deserve to marry the man you love."

"How can you say that?" J.D. tried to shake his head, "You hate him."

"But I love you. I want you to be happy and he makes you happy, doesn't he?"

J.D. looked down at the floor thinking back to the past three years. He had been happy. Happier than he thought possible. Sometimes it was hard to believe that any of this was actually happening.

"More than anything," J.D. smiled shakily.

"I promise you that this is a good thing," Turk smiled back, "You deserve love, Vanilla Bear and you have it. Enjoy. Now, get your ass out there and marry that man."