234d.) Fighting the Instinct
Genera: Angst
Main Characters: Toshiro
Rating: K
Everyone was out searching for the missing zanpaktou. Among them was the youngest taicho, Hitsugaya Toshiro. He stood at a very high place, looking out and examining things. "I just have to remain calm about things and think them through, right Hyorinmaru."
However, he had yet again forgotten that the dragon was not there. Some instinct, quite childish in his opinion began to well in his chest, a feeling that told him to yell and scream about what was going on… perhaps even burst into tears.
"This isn't me… I am like Hyorinmaru," the boy taicho thought to himself, feeling lonely not having his zanpaktou there to bounce ideas off of. "Without him, I feel like… I am losing myself."
The question of why suddenly came into his head. "Why, that bastard… I can't believe he… what is driving him to do this? I don't at all understand…"
He let out an inward mental sigh. "He also protected that zanpaktou… I mean, what else that thing could be…"
"Taicho…" came a voice of one of his male division members, breaking him from his thoughts.
Instinct told him to act childish. It also told him to fight this particular instinct, as nothing would get done if he gave into it. A lot of feelings were welling up… which he ground back. He had to remain his usual self.
Author's note – Oops… I looked at it… and it is only four… I mistook it as five as I already had 234a up…