The next three weeks of Olivia's life went by terribly 'd been in Taconic for a month now and she was hating every minute of the baby growing in her belly making her sick all the time didnt help much either couldnt sleep at night because her back or she couldnt eat because she was sick as a dog with morning was a lose-lose situation and Olivia wondered why she'd ever even wanted to be in the situation in the first new friends had all dispensed,one went into labor,had her son and then was moved back to cell block-D and the others moved on to other things as they progressed.
On the mark of her thirty-fifth day,a month and a half in,Olivia found herself wondering what Elliot was he at work?Maybe with his children?She hoped he was with his kids,he didnt see them enough and she felt partially resposible,he had always been with 'd had no visitors and that made her upset,they didnt even answer her calls when she found time to use a was utterly and hopelessly alone in this hell of a then the nightmares returned and scared the hell out of wished for her best friend to magically appear and hold her and tell her everything would be okay,but he wasnt going too.
"Benson,you gotta visitor".The gaurd said finally,on day and a half months with no visitors at eagerly followed the gaurd down to block-F where the visitor center almost pounced on Fin and John when she saw held onto them for the longest time and started to cry."How've ya been,Livia"?Fin asked."I miss you guys so much.I hate it here".Olivia said."We're working on getting you lit into Langan after the trial,ripped him a damn new one".Fin said."He did his best,she shouldnt have done that".Olivia sat down and folded her hands over her belly."So,whats been going on in the squadroom,any news?New cases"?She asked."Naw,we aint been too busy".Fin said.
"How's Don"?Olivia asked."He misses all partner 's been a damn grisly bear for the last month and a 've you been"?Fin asked."I've been better".Olivia looked down at the swell of her four and a half month belly under her blue jump suit and grimaced."What"?John asked."Nothing,its just,uh,I have some news".Olivia said."Whats up"?John asked."Im pregnant".Olivia said friends faces went from eager to hear her to sadness for her."What are you gonna do"?John asked."Have the baby,I guess,they dont allow abortions in here unless its life threatening and I dont believe in that anyway,after that I dont know".Olivia said."They shouldnt have locked you up in the first if you did do it your a victim and you couldnt be held accountable".Fin said.
Olivia's face fell."Fin,I really didnt do it".She said in a soft whimper."I know that,Im just saying if you did that it was compleatly justifiable".Fin said."You tell that to Kurt's mom and dad,they're pushing for an appeal to have the death penalty added".Olivia said,a tear running down her face."They wont do that".Fin said."They could."Olivia wiped the tear away with the back of her hand."What have you been doing in here"?John asked,changing the subject."Not much of anything dont make us do much.I have mandatory parenting and baby classes that I take everyday but other than that I basically just all I feel like doing".Olivia said."Liv,is the baby...Kurt's"?John asked."Yes.I guess the pills didnt work".Olivia said."Im so sorry".John said."Yeah,what a way to get my wish".Olivia said.
"You'll get out and be the best mom in the world".John said."Your so optimistic,Im gonna kill over right here".Olivia joked dryly."Why hasnt Elliot been to see me"?She asked a moment later."He hasnt"?John asked."No".Olivia said."Guess he doesnt want to see you in here".Fin said."Yeah,I wouldnt wanna see me in here either".Olivia said,looking around."You'll be out soon,something'll come up and you'll be when you do,Im gonna have the first dance".John smiled."God love you,John,you do have a soft and gooey center,I can see why Alex loves you so much".She said."What are you talking about"?Fin asked.
"You didnt know that Alex Cabot has a real big thing for our buddy here"?Olivia asked."No,I didnt".Fin said,looking at his partner with a new light."Both of you,bite my gun".John said softly."I wont even tell you what I caught them doing in the crib a few months ago".Olivia said."Tell me".Fin said."Okay,thats enough,Fin,she's obviously going crazy."John said,turning red as a giggled and sighed."I miss the energy of the squadroom.I miss the hustle and bustle of the city under my bedroom window at night.I miss Elliot dropping my coffee and bagle in front of me the little things I took for granted when I wasnt in here".Olivia scoffed."Funny what you remember after its gone".She said.
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