Hey guys i'm back, sorry for the late update but after coming back from the trip work got busier for me. My manager had me working a lot and I was too busy to do this.

Again you guys i'm sorry about that, it was just for me to get more hours after I came back from my trip. Totally my fault.

Hope you guys could forgive me.

Enjoy the session!

Skylar Pov

I sat silently not knowing what to say. I was suppose to be open and have her help me but it seemed like I was too scared, not from her but from my parents still. I still had this wall where I'm afraid they will come back.

"I was just a young girl," I started slowly. "I used to talk a lot, I used to be so open and smile so much. I remember me wanting so much for being a little kid." I smile lightly at the thought of younger me.

"Kaz is always there for me whenever I need him, I used always look up to him because he would come whenever I felt lonely."

"This Kaz, is he relative or a friend?"

"A friend," She nodded and wrote something down. "When I was 11 I stopped talking, I stopped smiling, I was just one of those little kids who would hide in the corner of the room. I didn't have friends anymore but Kaz."

"I then got picked on times because I couldn't talk, I was called so many mean things but I decided to turn off all the thoughts. Those people didn't matter to me but there words did hurt me."

Mute girl, Freak, Loser, Ugly, Tooth faced. I try to block out all the harsh words that I dealt with. It happened to me many times but I never dare to even tell my parents, they would have called me worse words than what the kids said about me.

"All because I wasn't like other girls, I wasn't anything but a puppet. I was a mistake, I was a disappointment to everyone around me, all because I was borne." My cheeks feel stiff and I felt tears water in my eyes. I didn't dare make them fall.

I wasn't going to be weak. I couldn't.

"Who made you feel like this Skylar?"

My brows knot together and I felt my eyes shut tight. The tears slipping out my eyes and I grit my teeth hard. "My parents."

I clenched my jaw, thinking of my parents people I shouldn't even be calling them that. They brought the worst out of me, I never had this type of anger unless it's about them. I want to hate them, I want them to feel what they made me feel.

"They made me feel like this! I was just a child! I didn't know better, I was always told to my best and one day they snapped but on me!" I rose my voice but not at her, it seemed like I was trying to do it to my parents.

"I was their mistake, I was their disappointment, I was their puppet, I was their punching bag, I was their nightmare but they did a good job making me broken." I forced out a laugh but it wasn't real, it was hide any bad things I had done in my life.

Dr. Paige didn't say anything but continue to stare at me with no emotions. She nod her head at some point when I yelled but that's all she did. I felt like I was talking to a wall, someone who was letting me yell at them.

"Till this day I don't know why they hated me so much to lay a hand on me." I felt a tear escape from my eyes and I looked away, wiping the tears away but they kept coming.

"Do you want to tell how this abuse started?"

My mind started working back to the first time my father touched me. I was 11 and remembered asking my father if I could get a new doll, his redden face came to my mind as he denied my order and slapped me instead.

"I was starting a new grade and I thought it be nice to get a new toy because I was doing good in school," I smiled through my tears. "I asked my father is I could have a new one but he told me that I was stupid for still playing with those and he slapped me."

I sniff lowly. "It was the first time he hit me, but he didn't stop then. The next day he did the same and continued to give me punishments because I was a no good child. I didn't understand when I was little but I did now."

"How about you're mother? She must have done something?" The doctor ask after listening to me and my bad story.

"Yeah she supported it, but she never touched me. My father changed her when I got older, she had more hatred for me, she was more angry then before and she started to drink and smoke."

I wiped my tears lightly. "When middle school started my mother had tried to change me to be like other girls. I was influenced to stop acting like a 5 year old, to stop having childish games and be more girls these days."

Which was a bad thing, girls these days only care about looks, having boyfriends, smoking, doing drugs and drinking. I give credits to girls who aren't like that, it takes a lot to change and I wasn't going to do that.

"So she hit me, multiple times the same day. It was just a slap on my arm, then a slap on my cheek, then her digging her nails in my skin, lastly her spitting in my face and forcing me to change who I was."

"You useless devil child! You are a waste of my breath! I couldn't believe that I gave birth to someone like you!" Her words played in my head, and I felt my cheeks continue to burn with the overflow of tears.

"She hates me, they both do."

"You are a mistake!" I look up at Dr. Paige she did have some emotions this time. She felt bad for me but everyone does, I don't need pity or sympathy. I didn't want people to treat me like a child who fell to the floor.

"Once I was 14 the abuse got worse by the minute, at first it was little things like being slapped or them scratching me but as I got older..." I stopped midway with a pack of tears flowing as I thought about them hurting me.

"I cann't." I sob quickly my breathing being escalated and it was hard for me to relax. I felt my body stiff and the tears just continue to run. Dr. Paige had given me some tissue but at this moment I broke down.

I remember all the harsh words they had told me, there punches in my face, on my nose, in my eyes. I could feel both of them trying to attack me. My eyes burn and I knew they were bloodshot at this point but I didn't care.

"They words got meaner, they continue to scream at me everyday, they kept hurting me.." I stop again feeling myself being able to say anything else. I bring my hands up and try to wipe the tears but they don't stop. I sniff many times, I had never realized how bad this was going to be.

"I'm sorry but I can't, I can't do this.." I see that my doctor had given me a sad smile to her face. "I need Oliver, please can someone call him." My heart is breaking and I needed someone to fix it and he could.

"Please call him! I really need him now, just tell my aunt to call Oliver and he will come. Please."

"Okay Skylar, I'll go and tell her. Everything is going to be okay." She says before getting up and going outside. I felt my head start to pound which only caused more tears to leave my eyes. How did I end up like this? So damage.

I brought my knees up and hugged it to my face. I cried into them knowing I was still alone in this, I thought I could be tougher than this. I thought I wouldn't be weak anymore but I still was. I was just this stupid teenage girl.

"Please stop hurting me," I look up to the wall and felt my tears come down, all you can hear is my tears. My father was right, their visions of them hurting me will never go away it will just come back more.

"They hate me, they hate me, I was never good enough then maybe they would love me. Maybe if I listened then they wouldn't hurt, I was stupid." It made sense now, if I just listened then everything would be alright.

What I being delusional? Could it be true? Thinking it about now makes me wonder about a lot of things, maybe things could have been different but in a good way. Maybe if I wasn't stubborn then I could be the perfect daughter.

I could have parents who loved me.

"Don't think like that, it wasn't going to change a thing" The voice in my head could be right but also could be wrong, I had no idea anymore. I have no idea why they hate me, but they were making me so close to hate me too.

"I just need him." I say lowly but I knew that I needed Oliver, he was the only one to make me feel better.

There was knock and I turned my head to see the doctor. "Hey there Skylar, I just told your aunt to call Oliver and he told her that he was going to be on his way."

I nod and watched as she sat in her usual spot, her brown hair flowing everywhere making it look nice. I could tell that many people did like her from her personality, she was a very nice lady.

"Do you still want continue?" Should I? I am suppose to be strong, maybe I should try this again at least until Oliver comes. What were talking about until my meltdown anyway? Oh yeah my parents hurting me.

"I don't think I was anyone's special child," I sniff lowly. "I was never a daddy's girl or a mamma's girl, I don't think I was ever me. Things had gotten better for me in some times because I was slowly trying to find myself."

"What made you get better?"

I smiled low, the sudden thoughts about my parents leaving my head. "When my best friend sent my parents to jail."

Dr. Paige and wrote something down on her notepad. "So Kaz was the one who sent your parents to jail?"

I shook my head. "He was part of it but Oliver had been the on to sent them, he was there when my parents hurt me and all I know is that he wasn't happy about this and me keeping a secret from him."

"But he saved me from them." I smile not even realizing it myself.

"Why don't you tell me something about Oliver? He sounds like he means a lot to you."

I nodded. "We met in our English class, he was the new kid and I was that awkward girl. He lived with his cousin who absolutely hated me, in times he would try to talk to me but I would just ignore him, other times he would be mad but he got over it soon."

I bit my bottom lip. "We got assigned in a project together, I got to know more of him and he did the same with me. I talked to him because I knew he wouldn't hurt me, and he hasn't all he has been doing is saving me."

"It sounds like you too have a close relationship."

I then blushed lightly. "I mean we have kissed and he did tell me that he wants to date but I don't know. I just don't want him to change his mind."

"Why would he do that?"

"Because i'm still broken."

She nodded and wrote another thing down while I felt me getting a little stiff. I wasn't used to this, I was scared that she was writing hurtful. She then looked down at me and get her eyes focused in my eyes.

"Let me ask you something Skylar, Do you love him?"

Another love question, it was messing with my head. Did I love him? He was there for me every second of every minute. He made me feel special, he made me smile and laugh. He brought me back to the real world.

He took care of me.

I nod. "Yeah, I think I do.. not I don't think. I know that I love him, he's the one for me."

"You think so?" She smiled lightly at me and I looked at her knowing what I said was true. I was in love with Oliver, he was the one for me. I never knew the concept of love before I was with Oliver.

"He's done everything for me, he fixed me when I wanted to give up. I just need to fix him, just like how he fixed me." Dr. Paige nodded her head understanding that the words I was telling her.

I needed to save him.

"What does he need saving from?"

My lips trembled a bit as I thought on how he used to be. I know he's gotten better but at any time he could blow up again, I couldn't let that happen again. I don't what I would do if he started the way he did.

"Himself."

Suddenly there a knock on the door. Dr. Paige looked at me for a minute before getting up and heading to the door, my heart increased and my body started to feel warm when I saw the person behind the door.

I stood up and watched as Oliver moved out of Dr. Paige way and headed towards me. He then pulled me into a tight hug and I wrapped my arms around his neck, my head leaning into his shoulder as I felt more safe.

I looked up to see Dr. Paige had left the room to give us more privacy, which is what we needed I guess.

"I couldn't do it," My voice started to crack but I knew that I had to tell him. "It was just too much for me to handle, I'm sorry! I really tried! I swear but I was too scared and didn't want to remember anything!"

"Shh. Shh. It's okay, I'm sorry that I didn't realize this would be hard on you, you did good baby." He started to rub my back smoothly and kissed my hair. I knew he was just trying to cheer me up and it was working.

"You weren't with me though, you didn't see me break down easily." My eyes started to burn and I could feel the tears.

Oliver pulled away and looked into my eyes with a small grin plastered on his face. "I know you tried, and I believe that. It's okay Skylar to break down, we all have to at one point so if want to cry then cry."

His thumb started to crease my cheeks as a tear fell down. I nodded and buried my face into his neck as he held me close, he saw me at this side before so it wasn't anything different.

"I want to try again," I pulled away after a couple minutes later, I started to rub my cheeks and Oliver didn't look confused maybe concerned.

"Are you sure Sky? It's okay if you want to go home, she will understand."

I could always do that but everyone is right, If she could help me then I need to try and at least open up to her. I needed to show myself that I couldn't be scared of my parents anymore. I had to act tough.

"No, I'll be okay. I promise," Oliver gave me a kiss on the forehead before nodding his head and walking out to get the doctor. I took a deep breath and sat back on the couch, waiting for her to come back.

A minute later she came back in, a small smile plastering on her face. She sat on her chair while I needed to tell her more. I wasn't finished with this appointment and I hoped she knew that.

"Okay Skylar, if you insist that you want to keep going then go ahead."

I nod. "My father and mother were both workaholic since I could remember, they didn't want to pay attention to me. I knew at some points they wanted to give me away, but they didn't because of my scars."

"Work got harder on both of them, and at some points they would blame me because they had to take care of me, I never understood why I was ever blamed but I get it now."

Dr. Paige nodded and she seemed like she was trying to figure it out too. "How did you understand?"

"My father took it out on me because no one had cared for him and then he treated my mother the same. They had to make sure that when I get older I was going to think no one would love me, or be there for me."

"Do you believe it?"

My hand flew onto my laps as I looked at the most important people in my life. Kaz, Oliver, My aunt and Sarah, I couldn't let them down. I let a smile form on my lips, the ease going down.

"No, not anymore I guess."

She nodded and wrote something down. "Why's that?"

I then grinned giving her a challenging look. "Because Dr. Paige you are going to help me find me like everyone else."

She then smiled widely not even stunned by my words. I knew somehow this lady could help me, somehow I was going to be okay. Everything that I wanted was going to be okay, as long as I see it my way.

"Well then Skylar, I'll be happy too."

Looks like Dr. Paige is even willing to help Skylar. Okay just let you guys know that this was the only session that is being shown, other chapter are going to mentioned. It will just be easier for me.

Well next chapter is going to be fun to read, it starts off with Oliver wanting to do something. I can't say what it is because that will be too much of a spoiler but it's something with Skylar.

Now onto reviews:

Guest: Thank you so much! I'm glad you liked the breakfast scene, yeah Skylar did try her hardest with the therapy. Don't you think so? At least she was brave enough to try. Yeah, I'm sorry for the slow updates, either i'm busy with work or sometimes I just forget but I promise to try harder.

Guest: Thank you! How did you think of the session? All I have to say is that Skylar deserves an A for effort. Thanks for reviewing!

Rosegold12: Thank you! and hopefully you enjoyed the session. Skylar really had a melt down for a couple seconds but at least she knew she wasn't going to become them. Yeah, i'll let everyone know in the end about the sequel and i'll have to see if I have time to write it also. Thanks for reviewing!

Jaleftwich: Thank you! Everyone is loving Skylar/Auntie relationship. Wow you are going to camp, I don't think I could handle the wild or forest it's not really my thing. I hope you have fun! and try to get some extra sleep there.

Okay thank you guys so much for reading and reviewing! I hope to see you guys soon!

-Kristina