SAVIN ME
March 10, 2012 8:40 PM Home of Fields/Treacey. Study of Dr. Fields
Lauren: Dad, if it's okay can I ask you for a favor?
Dr. Fields: Yeah, but it mainly depends on what that favor is.
Lauren: The favor really isn't for me its for a friend, and they don't know I am asking you this favor.
Dr. Fields: Well is this friend of yours sick, in trouble, or what.
Lauren: I don't know, I think they might be on drugs, but I'm not really sure if its' drugs, or something completely different.
Dr. Fields: Well this friend isn't Madison is it, because I thought the truce you two had made after the Jessie incident made it easier on you two?
Lauren: Its' not Madison Dad, or Amy, its not even really a close friend. Its more like an acquaintance, or a friend of a friend.
Dr. Fields. And who would this friend be, its' not Jack because I have been working with him to overcome what happened after his attack, and he seemed to be getting better.
Lauren: Its' not Jack, its' someone we all know.
Dr. Fields. Well, who is it so I can get an understanding of what I might be dealing with? (smiling)
Lauren: Its Ben Boykewich.
Dr. Fields: I had a feeling it might be him. (he had tried unsuccessfully to get Ben to come back to therapy through Chloe. He worried that it was his words that caused Ben's marriage to end, and wanted to help Ben cope. He also wondered if Ben had come to terms with his daughters death. He had learned about Ben's actions, and Adrian's engagement he worried that Ben might become self destructive from the rejection, and adaption he had to take in in such a short time after so many disappointments. He also worried about the repercussions it might have on Ricky and others. His conversation with Ricky about how he actually felt scared when Ben confronted him at the cemetery was unnerving.)
FLASHBACK February 19, 2012
Ricky: He just looked at me with so much hate in his eyes, it reminded me of Bob. I never knew when one day if my dad would be mad, and drunk and would come home to beat me, rape me, or even kill me. I never knew why he hated me, but I was scared every time I would see those crazed looks in his eyes. When Ben looked at me he said he would kill me. I looked at him and I saw he really wanted me dead. I never really felt afraid since I left my dad, but I was afraid of Ben. I know I could take him in a fight, but right there at that moment I knew no matter how hard I fought, Ben would do his best to kill me.
Dr. Fields: What was difference between Ben and Bob?
Ricky: My dad was an ass hole who hated everyone including himself, and I could never understand what I did to him to make him hate me so much. But with Ben I knew why he hated me, and why he wanted to kill me.
Dr. Fields: And why was that?
Ricky: Because I am the one who screwed up his life.
Dr. Fields: Ben has been through a lot Ricky, and your history together has been ...troubled. But I don't think he would want to see you dead, or that he hates you.
Ricky: You didn't see the look in his eyes, I did. He wanted to kill me, and I can't say I blame him.
Dr. Fields: Why do you say that?
Ricky: Because of everything I did to him. I got Amy pregnant, and then screwed up his relationship with her on purpose, because I didn't want him to have her. I knew that Amy was making his relationship with Adrian, and mine with her into some competition and I didn't stop her. I knew that Adrian was pregnant, and she should be taking it easy, but she never backs away from a challenge. But I just went right along with this whole competition, just like he did. When his daughter died, I was living it up and celebrating by having sex with Amy and enjoying my time with John. But, he must have been in hell having to deal with his daughter dying and trying to help Adrian cope. I didn't even call them once while they were grieving for their child's loss. I stood by and watched him fall apart while his marriage fail to ruin, and I actually liked it. I paraded Amy onstage and proposed right in front of Ben and Adrian to show off. I kissed Adrian knowing it would embarrass her, but he shows up and makes it better, and she did her typical Adrian thing, and made someone feel worse, and that person was Ben. Honestly deep down part of me liked that I had screwed him like that.
Dr. Fields. Why would part of you like that.
Ricky: Because deep down I hate Ben just as much as he hates me, I probably hate him more. He got the great parent's, and the rich family. He got the two best friends, and the good nature. I had to go through hell when I was a kid, and here he was this thin geek, trying to take my kid from me. Amy and John were mine, then he comes along and tries to take them from me. Adrian was mine, and then he rolls up pretending to be so innocent and gets her pregnant. So I thought I should take it all from him, for trying to take my life from me.
Dr. Fields: Ricky I don't think Ben was trying to take John from you, I do think he was trying to do what he could for Amy, when you weren't. As for Adrian, I think she was the one who suffered in the relationship, because of you and went to Ben for comfort. You caused these actions so you can't hold Ben accountable for any of this. He was not responsible for what happened in your childhood, with your parents, nor can you hold him accountable for his childhood and life.
Ricky: I know that now, but that didn't make me hate him any less. I even wanted to take his dad, and his business from him, and he doesn't even want to run his dad's company.
Dr. Fields: Ricky I don't even see how you believe you can take Leo from him. He is Ben's father.
Ricky: I live rent free in his family's home, and I work for him. I have a scholarship and he's grooming me to take over. I go to him even more than I go to my own dad for help. But, the worst part Ben doesn't even seem to care.
Dr. Fields: What do you mean?
Ricky: There are plenty of things Ben could have done to stop me, but he didn't. He could have had sex with Amy, and he never did. He could have told Leo and my parents the truth about my fake marriage, and he didn't. He even knew that I cheated on Amy before she came back from New York. He could have come back to work at the butcher shop, or told how I really became valedictorian and he didn't.
Dr. Fields: Hold on! I thought you earned your valedictorian.
Ricky: I paid people to do my homework, and write paper's for me. I even had girls I used to sleep with help me cheat on test. The only work I ever really did on my own was when I entered my senior year. Ben found out when Joe told him to get back at me when he found out that I slept with his ex-girlfriend. He also told Ben about the cheating.
Dr. Fields: If Ben knew all of this why didn't he tell on you.
Ricky: I don't know, he actually paid Joe to keep quiet, and he kept quiet about the my marriage, too. Leo made Ben and I work together because he hope we would become friends, Ben tried to be my friend, and still tries, and I don't do a damn thing, but enjoy the benefits of his life falling apart. ]
Dr. Fields: How does that make you feel toward Ben?
Ricky: It makes feel life if Ben did kill me, that maybe I deserved to die by his hand for the crummy way I've treated him.
PRESENT
Dr. Fields: And why do you think that Ben might be doing drugs Lauren?
Laruen: Because he doesn't hang out anymore, he doesn't talk to anyone accept in school, and even then we have to corner him. He gets angry in seconds if you say the wrong thing, and he doesn't even seem to care about Amy or Adrian or anyone any more. What else could it be.
Dr. Fields: Did you think perhaps, he just wants to avoid the drama he has been experiencing so far.
Lauren: I know that, but he also seems so sad these days, and like he's somewhere else when we talk to him, as if he's some zombie, and that's why we think he's on drugs, and we all know that his dad found marijuana on him, and made him go to summer school. He may have forgiven Henry and Adrian for sleeping together but something else is going on with him, and even though he and I aren't really friends I'm worried.
Dr. Fields: I heard about the marijuana, and I will look into it if it puts your mind at ease.
Lauren: Thanks Dad. (hugs her father and leaves)
Dr. Fields (sits at his desk, and pulls out Ben's old file) Well, Ben I couldn't help you before, sometimes I wonder if I even tried, but lets' see if I can help you now.
March 13, 2012 DR. FIELDS & ASSOSCIATES PSYCHIATRIC SERVICES
Dr. Fields: Thank you Chloe for helping me with this little scheme of mine.
Chloe: Its no problem Dr. Fields. I was hoping Ben would go back to therapy to help him deal with some of the things he is going through, since he doesn't seem to talk to anyone about them.
Dr. Fields: Does he talk to you about them.
Chloe: Some of them, but not he problems that are deep inside.
Dr. Fields: What do you mean by that?
Chloe: Well, it sounds weird, but Ben reminds me of a lot of people I used to know on the street, including myself. He puts on this act as though he is okay, and nothing is hurting him. But if you've done this before, and you can understand it, you can see it in others. I guess that's why I was able to relate with Ben more than anyone else. He has pain inside him like I do, but he holds onto his pain.
Dr. Fields: Why do you think he does that?
Chloe: I don't know. I think he believes that it makes him stronger or something. Like if he keeps it, and holds onto it he wont make any more mistakes or he can face everything, including...
Dr. Fields: Including what?
Chloe: I can't tell you.
Dr. Fields: Why not?
Chloe: Because Ben made me, and the rest of our family promise not to tell anyone, and right now I know that I am one of the very few people Ben trust right now, and I don't want to betray him.
Dr. Fields: Well, I am your therapist anything you say stays here, and no one else will know. Not even Ben.
Chloe: Its not that I don't trust you Dr. Fields, but Ben is my brother now, and even though we've only known one another a few months, I have this bond with him. I really don't want to risk losing that bond by telling you his secret, even if it's to help him.
Dr. Fields: I understand, and I won't pry any further. But hopefully our little ploy won't cause Ben to think you have betrayed him either.
Chloe: I hope not.
Dr. Fields: Well that is all we have time for today. I will see you tomorrow and hopefully with "YOUR BROTHER" in tow.
Chloe: I will bring him even if I have to use Leo's body gaurd.
Boykewich Estate 6:45 pm March 13, 2012
Chloe: (knocks on Ben's door and finds him working at his computer like he has been doing for the past few weeks. Chloe notices Ben is very studious, or maybe he's looking at porn) Ben, Dr. Fields wanted to know if he could have you sit in on a session with me tommorow if that's okay.
Ben: (notices her in his room, and is curious about Dr. Fields request) Chloe, this isn't a ruse to try and get me back in therapy is it?
Chloe: No, its just something Dr. Fields wants to try. I think he wants to see how I am relating to my new life without prostitution from someone close.
Ben: How come he doesn't just ask Dad or Camille? (still looking at his computer).
Chloe: I guess because I told him I feel more comfortalbe with you than with them. Plus I spend more time with you than with them.
Ben: Yeah, because you refuse to get a life of your own for some unknown reason.
Chloe: Hey, you head off to college in a few months. I'm just trying to enjoy having a big brother while I can.
Ben: Well my company is highly sought after, so I'll join you (smiling smugly)
Chloe: Drama queen. (slams his door shut)
Ben: That's Prince! (he yells after her)
BOYKEWICH INTERNATIONAL MARCH 14, 2012 10:24 AM
Nora once again see's Leo in his office looking sad and miserable. Decides now is a better time as any to let him know she knows what is happening with Ben. Leo is seated at his desk trying to figure out how he can convince Ben to let Dr. Shakur perform his surgery now that all other avenues of finding another surgeon are exhausted. He went through over half the list of the top doctors who could perform Ben's surgery. Each doctor has informed him that Ben's condition is too serious for any of them to risk, specifically because he is the son of a very influential man. Leo never once imagined how much being his son affected Ben. He was rich, well known, respected, and had influence in several areas. But now all of these assets he had acquired over the years were of know use to the one person who he loved more than anything else in the world. He always tried to teach Ben how to be a strong man, and now it seemed all of those lessons' he taught Ben were coming back to curse him.
Nora: Hey boss. How's it goin?
Leo: I wish it could be better Nora. But, how are those driving lessons going.
Nora: There going great. Frank no longer closes his eyes and prays when we I get behind the wheel.
Leo: (chuckling) That's good, but he says he still asks his family to pray for him though.
Nora: You would think a guy as big as that would be more brave. He used to be a mob enforcer and wheelman. Or did you not know that, and if you didn't, I'm lying.
Leo: I knew Nora, I've known Frank and Mike for years, he just made some bad decisions when he was younger like we all do. But, he's paid his debt, and now he's a contributing member of society.
Nora: Aren't we all. So how is everything in your life. Everything good with the new wife, and the new kid.
Leo: Yes, everything is going great with them. Thanks for asking.
Nora: So how about the old kid? How is he doing?
Leo: (takes on a sullen expression) He's good.
Nora: That didn't sound too convincing/
Leo: He's got some problems, but with our new family he and I with Chloe and Camille we'll get through it.
Nora: Well I see you won't say it so I will. Leo I know Ben is sick.
Leo: I had a feeling, you did. How did you find out I thought we were doing a good job of keeping it secret.
Nora: You were, I only found out because one of the doctors called, and you weren't here. Then I went to see Shaker, and he didn't tell me much, like you he's being hush, hush. But he told me enough to get the gist that Ben is on his last legs.
Leo: He's not on his last legs, he's just not walking to well.
Nora: He also told me, he might be able to help him, but Ben won't let him because of Ricky. Is that true Leo? Is Ben going to let himself die just to spite Ricky.
Leo: (Breaking down) I don't know Nora. I really honest to God don't know. I'm his father, and I have raised him on my own for 7 years, and I never thought he would ever do something like this.
Nora: Well, how well do any of us know our kids these days. Look at me and my kid. He calls another woman mom.
Leo: But you and your son were separated for years. I thought I had a pretty good understanding of Ben, but after he lost Mercy he's like a different person now. I never thought Ben could ever hate anyone. But he is willing to risk his own life just because Shakur is Ricky's Dad. What does that say about me as a father. I spent so much time trying to make peace between them, and now I see all I did was esulate the feud between them.
Nora: Leo, you were only trying to do the right thing.
Leo: Was I. Was it right for me to interfere all the time in Ben's life the way I did. Forcing him to take on the responsibility of being with Amy when he was so young. John wasn't his son, and he was only fifteen. I kept telling him about first love, but I never explained love to him. It wasn't until I married Betty, that I realized love works differently, l and you don't always have to be with the first woman that comes along.
Nora: Leo stop blaming yourself.
Leo: I have to blame myself Nora, I can't blame anyone else. Camille told me it was a bad idea to force Ben to shoulder that type of responsibility at that age, and I didn't listen because I kept trying to compare Ben and Amy to me and Sarah. But they weren't like us, but I made it up in my head, and put it in Ben's head that they were. When Sarah was never pregnant at fifteen. Sarah didn't have sex with some guy she didn't know.
Nora: Hey! That some guy was my son.
Leo: I'm sorry its' just my son had to tell me he was sick, and dying for me to realize how stupid of a father I have been for the past four years.
Nora: Leo you're not stupid.
Leo: I wanted Ben and Amy to get married at fifteen. I let Ben get married to Adrian when they were both just as immature as Ricky and Amy were. I married an ex-prostitute, and was totally blind to the feelings I had for a woman I have known for twenty six years. I bought a car for the man that slept with my son's wife. That isn't something a smart person would do Nora.
Nora: Leo, you made mistakes we all make mistakes look at me. I married Bob you don't get any bigger mistakes than that.
Leo: You were young and in a bad situation. I don't have that excuse.
Nora: But, look at all of your accomplishments. You own a multimillion dollar international meat business, and you never even went to college. You have helped so many with that big heart of yours. You took Chloe in off the streets and gave her a family. Ricky and Amy wouldn't be where they are without you. Not too mention how you've been helping yours truly.
Leo: Yeah, and look at Ben. For all the people you have mentioned that I saved, Ben is the one who did the most. He was the one that stood by Amy when she needed someone, and got his heart broken in return. Ben is the person that convinced me to risk asking Camille out. He's even the one who is making it easier for Chloe to adapt to being a normal teenager again. He's the one that forgave Henry after what he did with Adrian, and he never stopped looking out for Adrian. He took responsibility for his part in that school fire. My son does his best to save all of these people and we can't do a thing to save him from himself.
Nora: I'm sorry Leo.(crying) I'm sorry for how I did this to your family.
Leo: Nora you didn't do anything.
Nora: Yes I did, I was the one that let that bastard hurt my son, and put that demon in him. And Leo believe me I know how you feel, because now that same demon is inside your son. And just like then there is nothing I can do to help save your son, the same way I did nothing to save my own son.
March 14, 2012 DR. FIELDS & ASSOSCIATES PSYCHIATRIC SERVICES 4:00 PM
Jack: (leaving Dr. Fields office after his session) Ben, Chloe hi I didn't know you guys were going to be here today.
Ben: Well we weren't supposed to be here today, but Dr. Fields wanted to see both of us, so he could get a read on how Chloe is adapting.
Chloe: Hi Jack, (feels uneasy being around him after all he has been through) How are you, I hope everything is okay?
Jack: I'm fine Chloe, and I'm all healed so you don't have to look like that.
Chloe: How do I look?
Jack: Guilty. But, I don't know why you have absolutely nothing to be guilty about.
Chloe: But, Jack if it weren't for me you wouldn't have been almost killed.
Jack: Chloe, what happened to me was what might have happened to you. That jerk had you selling your body for him to a bunch of strangers, and jerks who took advantage of you. I'm glad I helped you get out of that situation. For all the things I have done in my life, you are the first really good thing.
Chloe: Thanks Jack, that really means a lot.
Jack: I'm happy you're not the only good thing that I have done in my life because I'm engaged.
Ben/Chloe: WHAT!
Jack: Yeah, I popped the question to Grace and she said yes. Now me Ricky, Adrian, Amy, Grace, and Omar are all getting married. Maybe we can have a triple wedding if Amy and Ricky hold off on theirs.
Ben: (looking sullen) Maybe you should ask them.
Jack: Oh, Ben I'm sorry. Here I am talking about all of us getting married together, and you're all alone.
Ben: Its alright Jack, I've been married enough times to know its not as great as it sounds.
Jack: Well I'm hoping it is. I'm sure God has the girl out there for you.
Ben: Yeah, he probably does. (humoring him as he watches Jack leave)
Chloe: I'm sorry about that.
Ben: About what.
Chloe: About what Jack just said. You shouldn't have to deal with everyone getting married with all you're dealing with now. Maybe we should leave, and try this another time (worried that this set up Dr. Fields arranged may backfire on her.)
Ben: Chloe its okay. If they are all getting married and have all found their happy ever ending. I couldn't be happier for them.
Chloe: Who are you trying to convince of that me or you?
Ben: I really do believe what I'm saying, so I guess you...
Dr. Fields Chloe, Ben I'm glad you two could make it. Ben I'm so happy that you decided to join us. (extending his hand to Ben)
Ben: Anything to help Chloe. (shakes his hand. He doesn't want to be here with Dr. Fields. Ben never found any of his sessions with him helpful because it felt as though, Dr. Fields didn't want to help him. Ben believes that any person that is connected to Ricky in his life is automatically favored to Ricky)
Dr. Fields: So Ben how is it not being an only child any more.
Ben: Annoying.
Chloe: Ben... I thought you liked having me as a sister (shocked at his answer)
Ben: I'm kidding. I love having you for a sister Chloe, but your are a little too intrusive.
Dr. Fields: What do you mean by intrusive.
Ben: Nothing major she just doesn't seem to open herself up to others, and kind of hangs on behind me.
Chloe: Well I don't know anyone, and everyone there knows I used to be an ex prostitute. When I'm with Ben its easier for me to hang out with him since he doesn't judge me for my past.
Dr. Fields: And Ben how do you feel about that.
Ben: Like I said, I don't mind. But, I really would like her to branch out a little more and make some new friends.
Chloe: Sorry if I'm cramping your style.
Ben: Chloe you're not cramping my style, the reason I'm asking you to do this is because I won't be there for you to hang out with next year, and I would hate for you to be alone while you're at Grant.
Dr. Fields: Well Ben has a point Chloe have you made any attempts to make friends?
Chloe: Well, I have Kathy, she and I are getting really close.
Dr. Fields: That's good, making new friends Chloe will help you adapt in high school. I'm sure Ben can tell you about how that is helpful to have in times of need.
Ben: Yeah, sometimes they are good to have when they are real friends.
Dr. Fields: (curious about his mention of real friends) Ben, what did you mean by "REAL FRIENDS".
Ben: Well you know "REAL FRIENDS". People you can trust who want to be your friend because they like being around you, and like talking to you. Not people who are just around you because of what you have, who your father is, and what you can do for them. You know users. (thinking of everyone in his former group)
Dr. Fields: Well Ben can you elaborate a little for Chloe.
Ben: Well you know like your pimp. Some will pretend that they like you, and want to get to know you. Some will get you to trust them, and some will let you know from the beginning they are bad, but will pretend to change just to undermine you. Chloe you are a Boykewich now, and that name comes with a lot of pro's and con's.
Dr. Fields: What pro's and con's?
Ben: The pro's are you come from a family that is loving well known and respectable. The con's are your name will attract a lot of users, who want to get on what you have.
Dr. Fields: Ben can you tell us about this con as you call it?
Ben: Well being the child of a rich family people will generally think you are just a spoiled rich kid, and not care about the person you are. Some people will make that assessment of you Chloe before they even know you. And unfortunately they will probably be worse on you because of your past. But, some will see like I did that you are a good, kind, person that is just a little lonely and want to take advantage of your kindness by getting you to feel sorry for them, and making you believe that they have had it hard just like you, or that they are innocent and need a friend. Some will pretend to be interested in you, but are only interested in taking from you just like that jerk did.
Dr. Fields: Ben you seem to know more about this than I realized. Did something like that happen to you?
Ben: (realizes what Dr. Fields is really up to and gets upset which starts his head to hurt) Okay Dr. Fields I see what is going on here (begins to rub his temple)
Dr. Fields: Ben, I don't know what you mean?
Ben: You asked me here on Chloe's behalf, but you're really trying to give me a therapy session.
Dr. Fields: I knew you would catch on sooner or later, but I had hoped for later. I'm doing this because people are concerned about you Ben, and so am I. Last time you were here I admit I may have not given you the type of concern, and help you needed.
Ben: What do you mean? You told me that it was okay for me not to be married. That it was a bad idea, and my daughter died. You were right, so now I'm divorced, and I couldn't be happier.
Dr. Fields: Ben I never said that, what I said was that you shouldn't be married if you aren't sure if you wanted to be in the first place.
Ben: And I wasn't, and now I'm not. Look I'm fine, and I would really appreciate it if all of you would stop picking on me.
Chloe: But, you're not fine Ben.
Ben: (nose begins to bleed from his headache) Chloe lets' not do this, especially not here (grabbing his nose to stop the blood).
Dr. Fields: (hands Ben a tissue, and looks worried) Chloe what's going on?
Chloe: Tell him Ben, or I will.
Ben: Chloe? (looking angrily at her) I really don't feel comfortable right now, so let's just drop it.
Dr. Fields: Ben if you're worried that I will tell anyone, I can assure you that no one will know what is said or what happens in my office.
Ben: Yeah, that what Ricky thought until Lauren told everyone about his problem.
Dr. Fields: Ben, that was a long time ago, and I assure you that no one gets into my notes but me.
Chloe: Ben maybe he can help you. Dr. Fields has been a big help to me since I started to see him. He's also helped Jack deal with what happened to him.
Ben: That's all well, and good Chloe, but I'm not you or Jack. I tried to get help from Dr. Fields and it did me no good. So lets just leave it at that.
Chloe: Ben you need help from someone.
Dr. Fields: Well Ben, maybe I can recommend someone else. Your friend Alice's parents are therapist, so maybe they could talk with you. My ex-wife or my fiance's ex-husband is a therapist as well I could recommend him.
Ben: I don't need to talk to anyone about anything. Particularly my best friend's mom, or the ex-stepdad of one of my ex-girlfriends friends.
Chloe: But, Ben you need help. You won't let me help you, or dad and mom. You won't let your friends help you. You won't let Dr. Fields' or Dr. Shakur help you. (she regretted that name before it left her mouth.)
Dr. Fields: Dr. Sanjay Shakur, Ricky's father? He's a brain surgeon Ben, why would you need help from him?
Ben: (Very upset his head pounding, nose stops bleeding) Fine, since I see I won't get out of here without telling you something. I'm sick Dr. Fields. No I'm not just sick I might be dying, or going brain dead, I'm not sure how it works really. Either scenario has me screwed. (Dr. Fields finally shocked by Ben's statements) I have a tumor, in my brain that is slowly killing me. It's not cancerous so there is no medication or treatment that I can take that will make it go away, so radiation, and Chemotherapy are out of the question. So the only other option is surgery. But my tumor is located in a very sensitive area of the brain. It's lodged between my cerebellum and my brain stem (points to the back of his head). I have always been clumsy and ackward now I know why. I've never been good at sports, you see it messed up my coordination. But, here is the IRONY of this situation. There is only one doctor in the whole world who can perform my surgery, no one else will even touch it. That's right Dr. Sanjay Shakur, Ricky's dad is my one and only savior. So I have two choices either let this tumor destroy my brain, or get the surgery so that ass hole Ricky Underwood can once again be lifted up on the shoulders of the towns folk for doing absolutely nothing.
Dr. Fields: Ben that wouldn't happen. I know you have issues with Ricky, and I honestly don't blame you for how you feel. I think all of us have played favorites between the two of you, but this is your life we're talking about.
Ben: Yes it is. It's my life and if I choose to live or die it's my decision.
Dr. Fields: Ben you can't base this decision about your surgeon on your hatred for Ricky. Ricky is not his father Shakur, you can't hold him accountable for Ricky's actions.
Ben: I don't, but that still doesn't make me want to get the surgery either.
Dr. Fields: Ben how can you sit there, and say you would rather die, then let somebody save you.
Ben: Because he can't save me Dr. Fields. You can't save me. Chloe, and my family can't save me, no one can save me. Only I can save me, and I don't really want too.
AS USUAL HAVE THE SONG SAVIN ME BY NICKELBACK PLAYING AS YOU READ THE LAST INSERT.
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Ben: Well Doc I was wrong, I do feel better. (gets up to leave) Maybe you are good at your job.
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Sing it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Chloe: Ben we still have time left.
Ben: No, you have time left. This is your therapist, and your therapy session, I'm just a visitor.
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Chloe: But Mike drove us, and you don't have your car, how are you going to get home.
Ben: I think I will just take a walk, and enjoy the day. Goodbye Dr. Fields, and thanks for the break through (looking smug)
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Sing it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Ben: (leaves and walks to the bus stop and gets on. He gets off at the cemetary and walks to his familys plot. He sits at the grave of his daughter and mom) (he begins tracing Mercy's name on the headstone with his finger) They can't save me Mercy, but you could have.
Hurry I'm fallin, I'm fallin.
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Sing it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm fallin'
Say it for me
Sing it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me