So, I've gotten some ideas in my head of what I want to go on in this chapter. I'm still a bit hesitant of writing this, but If it's bad, Then maybe I'll re-write it. I love you all so freaking much. Again, I love you guys, but not in a stalker-ish way(:

Let's see how this goes...

A Love Lost

Chapter 20

Reasons

I'm allowed out of the hospital today. They said Rosemary was doing just fine, so we could finally take her out of the hospital. I waddled into the bathroom and changed out of the thin hospital gown. I slid on some sweatpants, and threw on a T-shirt. I walked out and Peeta was already with Rose in his hands, and a bag filled with things we'd need to take care of Rose. He had a lot of stuff in his hands. I smiled and shut the bathroom door carefully behind me.

"I can hold Rose, You carry the baby stuff." I told Peeta. He nodded and handed me the baby. I held her close as we walked out of the hospital room.

In the hallways, I walked slowly with Rose in my hands. Some people gave us weird looks, others congratulated us. A couple even whispered behind us. I smiled the entire time though, I could care less what other people thought now.

We walked to the elevator and Peeta pushed the up button. Just as the door was about to close, someone called for us to leave it open. Peeta quickly stuck his foot in the way of the elevator door, and it opened back up. I peaked around the elevator door to see it was Finnick.

"Thanks." He said as he walked in.

"No problem." Peeta replied. I looked up at Finnick.

"Can I hold her?" Finnick asked.

"Of course." I said, handing Finnick, Rose. He smiled and held her.

"Do you and Annie know the gender of your baby?" Peeta asked, looking over Finnick's shoulder at our baby, and then he smiled.

"It's a boy." Finnick muttered softly. I looked up at Finnick and saw the happiness in his eyes. I smiled at the thought of Finnick being a father. Him and Annie were perfect together. They were like soul mates, and now they would have a baby boy.

The elevator opened, and Finnick handed me Rosemary. I smiled as he left, and me and Peeta walked to his compartment. He opened the door and set the bags of baby stuff on the table, and I walked over to the bed and set Rose down in her crib. Effie had sent it to us from the Capitol. I have no idea how in the world she managed to get that sent here, but It was very kind of her. I don't even know how she knew I had a baby. But I don't care anyways. I sat down on the bed and Peeta came and took my hand, then sat down next to me.

"You're going to be a great mother." Peeta said softly. I looked up at him, and questioned him.

"How do you know that?"

"Because, I know who you are. You took care of Prim for years, by yourself. Now me and you can take care of this baby." Peeta replied. I nodded, thinking about it. It's true, the only help I got with taking care of Prim, myself, and my mom was from Gale when we hunted.

"Now that I've had my baby, We are going to be heading for the Capitol in a few weeks." I told him.

"You're right." Peeta said. "How are we going to do that?"

"We'll have to leave Rose here with my Mom. I have to go on this mission. I have to kill Snow."

"I'm going too." Peeta said sternly. "I want to help with this war, I'm a part of it too."

"I never said you weren't." I muttered, barely audible.

"Well that's good because we're going to do this, Together." He said. I smiled up at him, and layed down on the bed.

"Tomorrow we start training again." I said to him. He layed down next to me.

"How fun will that be…" Peeta said sarcastically. I chuckled a bit, before Rose started crying. I sat up and started to walk to the crib. Peeta started to stand up.

"I'll get her Peeta, you need to rest. We have a Big, big, big. Big day tomorrow." I said, trying to do my best Capitol accent with Effie's most famous line. Peeta smiled, and layed back down. I paced the floor, holding Rose, trying to get her to calm down. She eventually did, and I got time to think once she did.

How am I going to do it? Snow is the reason hundreds of family's have suffered for years. He is the reason I have nightmares, and so does Peeta. He's the reason that Rue, and Thresh, and Wiress, and so many other people have died that I knew. He's the reason.

And soon enough, I'll be the reason he's dead.

A/N: So! How'd you like it? Bit of a boring chapter, but the twists are starting. MANY twists. Just like the actual Mockingjay book. So. Review please, and Finnick or Peeta will be your best friends(:

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