Oh god, you continue to amaze and spoil me with your awesomeness. Thank you all so much. Your reviews make my day! The next chapter is extra long as I think you really deserve it and I couldn't stop writing. I really hope you like it! It was a tricky but very fun one to write because Blain was angry most of the time. I hope you will enjoy it. :) As always please let me know what you think!
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Blaine slid his hand through his hair with a deep sigh. He felt Wes put an arm on is back in a friendly pat him gently.
"It will be okay, Blaine" He said reassuringly.
Blaine shook his head. They had been waiting forever. The doctors hadn't given them any information other than that they needed to wait until Kurt's dad arrived. It had only been half an hour or so but it felt like ages. All of the New Directions were there and Wes, David and Jeff had come with Blaine and now they occupied the whole waiting room.
Blaine looked at Finn on the other end of the room. The other boy was deadly pale and his hair was a mess along with his shirt that was all wrinkled now. As he looked up he noticed Blaine starring at him and he startled a little.
"Dude, why are you staring at me? Your that Blaine guy right?" He said nervously.
Blaine snorted loudly. Really?
"Yeah, I am that Blaine guy. Kurt's boyfriend guy. And you are Finn, Kurt's amazing step brother" Blaine answered sarcastically.
"What, the hell is hat suppose to mean?" Finn said angrily and stood up from his chair.
"Really?" Blaine said, his voice now vibrating with fury.
He stood up too and walked up to face Finn.
"It means that you've been awful towards Kurt. You are such a jerk you know that? You care more about your own reputation than about your so called brother. You all do" He spat and turned around to face all of them. "You were so mean to him. Shutting him out when he needed his friends the most. He needed you to ask him what was wrong. He needed you to be there for him but instead you pretended he didn't exist. You acted like you hated him and that he wasn't your friend. All those thing you said to him. That he couldn't sing good enough, that he was selfish and whiny. How did you think that made him feel?"
Blaine looked around, panting as he did so. Neither of the glee kids met his eyes but kept their faces down to the floor.
"It broke him! He was already stressed out enough as it was. He tried to handle his bullies by himself because all of a sudden you had become to busy with your own so called problems to even see how hard he struggled and how much worse it had become"
"Wait, what bullying? We all get it. It's part of glee"
"Yeah even Finn got slushied"
"Wait, how do you even know all this?"
" You are all real douche bags you know that? I can't believe you! Kurt is getting bullied everyday. And non of you can see it? He's picked on everyday, getting slushied several times a day, getting pushed and shoved into lockers so hard he has bruises all over his body? Ever noticed him flinch in pain when you touched his right shoulder? Hell you didn't even noticed when he got beat up in the locker room. You didn't see his wet jacket and destroyed bag. You didn't notice how he could hardly breathe because his ribs were probably broken from the kicks he had gotten?"
Two of the girls had tears in their eyes now and Finn looked even paler.
"What do you mean, broken ribs?" He whispered.
Blaine shook his head and took another step forward so he was only inches away from Finn, and looked him up in the face.
"His bullies broke his ribs and non of you noticed. How could you not? He could barely move and non of you even gave him a second look because if you did you would have seen but instead you thought he was slacking and told him that he needed to shape up because if he didn't it would be his fault if you lost the competition. How could you say that to him?" Blaine said angrily feeling the fury build up in him even more.
"Why didn't he say anything?" The Asian girl asked with a small voice. "I mean if he was that badly hurt he needed to go to the hospital. Why didn't he just say anything?"
"Because, you had already made him feel like he was selfish and bitchy and whiny and he had managed to convince himself that it wasn't that bad. That it was just bruises and that he was just weak because that's how you made him feel. He didn't even tell his dad because he was so worried about his dad's heath problems that he didn't want his father to get stressed out because of Kurt's situation. He refused to go to the hospital. I tired to take him but he would be even more upset so I let him be"
"But why?" Rachel said with an annoying look on her face like she thought she knew the best."I mean that is a very reckless thing to do. He could have gotten himself killed. And you even knew about this"
"YEAH I DID AND YOU KNOW WHY?" Blaine shouted.
"Blaine, calm down!" Wes mumbled from behind his back but Blaine ignored his best friend.
"I ASKED HIM, I DEMANDED HIM TO TELL ME. AND I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ARE SAYING THIS. YES HE SHOULD HAVE SAID SOMETHING BUT YOU MADE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR HIM TO DO IT BECAUSE YOU MADE HIM FEEL SELFISH AND WEAK."
"Blaine, you need to calm down" Wes said warningly
"Don't tell me what to do, Wes" Blaine snarled. "THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT. IF YOU HADN'T BEAN SO MEAN AND AWFUL TOWARDS HIM NON OF THIS WOULD HAVE HAPPENED. IF YOU HAD STOOD UP FOR HIM AND HEPED HIM WITH THE BULLIES OR IF YOU HAD NOTCIED HIM LOSING WEIGHT AND GETTING SICK. BUT NO YOU THOUGHT IT WAS MORE IMPORTAN TO WIN A COMPETITION THAN TO LOOK OUT FOR YOUR FRIEND AND NOW KURT IS IN THE HOSPITAL AND HE COULD EVEN DIE"
"Blaine!"
"YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOUSELVES!"
"Blaine, that's enough!" Wes said firmly and him and David both grabbed hold of Blaine and kept him from attacking Finn. "Stop it right now, you are gonna get yourself kicked out and non of this is helping so just calm down and sit still in the damn chair"
Blaine found him pushed into the chair hard and Wes sat down next to him.
"I get it that you are angry but going nuts like this isn't helping. Let's just wait on news on Kurt right, just focus on him, okay?" He said kindly only loud enough for Blaine to hear.
Blaine nodded quietly. Tear prickled his yes and he wiped them away with the back of his hand.
"Okay" He whispered.
Wes nodded.
He was about to say something more but was interrupted when a big man wearing a dirty uniform and a baseball cap, rushed up to them with a woman close behind him. Blaine guessed it was Kurt's dad and he had to say that when Kurt had described his father he had been spot on.
"Finn, what's going on?" He asked and grabbed Finn's shoulder with one of his hands.
Blaine had thought his voice would be rather hoarse and dark but instead it was smooth and filled with fear and concern for his son.
"Finn, honey, what happened to Kurt?" The woman asked and Blaine figured it was Finn's mum.
Finn looked like he wanted to cry.
"Where is he?" Kurt's dad asked again his voice sounding even more scared. "Is he gonna be okay?"
"He's with the doctors. They haven't walked to any of us yet. I think they have been waiting for you. It's bad. He just past out and then he was in so much pain"
Mr Shue finally rose from his seat.
"Hi, Mr Hummel I'm Mr Shuester, Kurt's teacher. I was the one who called you. The doctors are with Kurt now but they should be here any minute."
He talked in a calm voice and it seemed to have a small impact on Mr Hummel as he calmed down a bit and nodded.
"But, what's wrong with him? How could he pass out? Was he sick before or how could it happen?"
Mr Shue sighed.
"We don't know for sure yet but he was severely dehydtrated and he hadn't eaten for awhile. The EMT's also thought he had a ruptured ulcer or something like that..."
Finn's mom gasped in shock.
"Mr Hummel?"
A white haired man approached them slowly and Mr Hummel hurried to meet the doctor. Blaine got up to get a better chance to hear what was going on and he could see Finn do the same.
"That's me" Mr Hummel started "What's wrong with my son?"
The doctor took a deep breath.
"I'm no gonna lie to you, Mr Hummel. We are quite concerned about Kurt at the moment. His body is very weak and worn out and he is dehydrated and hasn't been eating enough for a long time. As we suspected he has a rupture ulcer in his stomach which has caused fluids to leak into his abdominal area he needs immediate surgery, we are preparing him as we speak"
Mr Hummel nodded.
"But he will be alright though?"
"Hopefully, but this is a very serious condition. Mr, Hummel while we examined him we found several bruises and scrapes on his body, some fresh and some fairly new. He also have several bruised ribs along with two broken ones which hasn't been treated and by the looks of it it happened maybe two weeks ago. Do you have any idea how he got them?" The doctor asked.
"What, no, I don't know" Mr Hummel said in a shaky voice. "Wait you don't believe I did it to him? I would never hurt my son. He hasn't been himself lately but I. Oh god I didn't even notice something was wrong!"
Mr Hummel cried now and Blaine could see his shoulders shake just slightly.
"It was a bully at school" Finn said and looked up "I didn't know about it until now..."
Blaine nodded to confirm what Finn was saying, earning a confused look from Burt before the man turned his attention back to the doctor.
The doctor nodded and looked relieved.
"Okay. That's not our biggest concern right now but because he hasn't rested and had them wrapped they haven't gotten the chance heal We will deal with that later but right now Kurt needs to get into surgery"
"Yeah, of course" Mr Hummel mumbled, still very shocked from the sudden news of his son. "Can, can I see him before he goes, please. I need to see him"
The doctor nodded.
"Yes, he's not conscious but you can see him for a couple of minutes as you need to come with me and fill in some papers. Come with me!"
"I'll wait here" Finn's mom said and gave her husband a quick kiss.
Mr Hummel followed the doctor in a quick pace and they soon disappeared around the corner. Fin's mum immediately turned to her son and wrapped her arms around him and he cried into her shoulder. Blaine couldn't move. He just stood in the middle of the room in shock. Kurt could possibly die from this. What if he did die? He hadn't even known Kurt for a month but he still meant so much to him and the thought of losing him made his heart ache.
"Oh god, I'm sorry" He heard Finn's mother say and he looked up and met her eyes.
She smiled at him but her face was as worried as Mr Hummel's had been.
"I'm Kurt, step mum, Carole"
He took her hand.
"I'm Blaine, nice to meet you Mrs Hummel" He tried to sound steady but his voice cracked.
"Oh call me Carole, dear. Are you a friends of Kurt's" She asked
"Boyfriend, actually" He said quietly "We just got together"
"Oh, Kurt hasn't talked about you but It's nice to meet you. I'm sure you are a lovely boy." She smiled.
He shrugged.
Carole turned her attention to the rest of the kids.
"I think you should all get home, Kurt will be in surgery for a while and you won't be able to see him to night anyway. We will let you know as soon as we have an update"
They nodded but most of them seemed like they didn't want to leave.
"Finn honey, I think you should leave too."
Finn shook his head.
"I'm staying" He said stubbornly "It's my fault that he is in here"
"I'm gonna stay too" Blaine said.
There was no chance he was gonna leave to hospital right now. Besides he didn't live too far from her anyway and he could get his father to pick him up later. To his luck, Carole nodded in agreement. The others got ready to leave and Wes, David and Jeff approached him.
"Just give us a call as soon as you hear anything" David said.
"Yeah" Blanie mumbled "Uh, thanks for being here with me. I really appreciate it and Kurt would have been happy too"
"Of course" Wes said with a weak smile.
"Just, if you see him, tell him I said hi and to feel better" Jeff said.
"I will, thank you, Jeff" Blaine answered and gave him a small hug.
He watched his fiends leave and took a seat on one of the chairs again. Finn did the same after he had said goodbye to Rachel and Carole went to get some coffee for Burt to have once he came back.
An unnatural tension fell over the waiting room. Blaine sat with his head in his hand, rubbing temples fiercely like he always did when he was stressed about something. Finn sat completely still but occasionally he casted worried looks Blaine's way as if he was scared that Blaine would beat him up now that they were alone
"I'm not gonna hit you, if that's what you think" Blaine muttered without looking up. "Can't say you don't deserve it though"
Finn sighed.
"You already made that pretty clear, dude" He answered.
Blaine looked up and snorted.
"You were supposed to look after him. You're his brother for god sake but you didn't evn had the guts to stand up for him when your psycho girlfriend insulted him, you even did that to him too. You told him he was selfish, that he couldn't sing good enough and what he was whiny. How do you think that made him feel when he was struggling so hard as it was. He knew you wouldn't care if he told you about the bullying so he didn't say anything but you should have noticed anyway. It' went on in front of your noses but you choose to ignore because it was easy and because you were angry with him for some stupid reason. You just yelled at him for messing up and basically told him it would be his fault if you lost at sectionals but non of you asked him if he was all right. Did he look all right to you? And you wouldn't even be happy for him when he tried to tell you about me, about something that he was so happy about and he wanted to share with all of you in the hope to fix everything but you couldn't even be happy for him. You told him he was a traitor and that I was using him to get closer to you. You are his brother Finn and brothers look out for each other. They stand up for each other no matter what but instead you let him down in the worst way possible, you hurt him so much, he just kept trying to satisfy you even though he got sicker every day. He was exhausted Finn but you wouldn't give him a chance to rest so he just kept over working himself until he collapsed and had to be taken to hospital and now he could die. And if he does it will be your fault because you screwed up Finn, you made him feel this way and you made him feel like he didn't have any other choice"
Finn's lip trembled. He looked down in the ground for several log seconds and when he looked up again tears trailed down his face. Blaine couldn't meet his face. He didn't like to see the other teen cry. He hoped Carole would be back soon even if that meant Burt would be too and to be honest Blaine was scared of Burt. Kurt had said that his father looked dangerous and all that but that he was more like a mother hen than a big bad wolf but Blaine had a feeling that Burt could be wolf-like too. Especially if it was about Kurt, probably only if it was about Kurt.
"You're right" Finn whispered suddenly "You're right. It is my fault. And don't worry I feel so guilty and I hate myself right now. Knowing that Kurt believes I hate him and we all hate him. We all screwed up but I should have seen him. I should have stood up for him but I was scared and selfish and I let him down because of it. And I know that you will blame if if Kurt isn't okay. And so will my mum and Burt and all of the Warblers and even Rachel and Mercedes and the rest of the New directions. But I will blame myself the most. If he isn't okay I will never be able to forgive myself"
Finn's voice died out with a sniffle and he tried his eyes with the back of his sleeve.
"So you can blame me all you want, you can hate me all you want but I will always hate myself more"
Blaine wanted to say something more but at the same moment both Carole and Burt came walking towards them again and he kept his mouth shut. As the came closer Blaine could see that Burt had been crying and he clutched his coffee cup hard in his one hand, the other holding on to his wife's almost as hard. He gave Finn a quick glare before turning to Blaine.
"I believe the two of you have lots of explaining to do" He said with an unsteady voice.
Dududu. Will Kurt be alright? Will Burt slaughter Blaine and then Finn? How did you like Blaine's meltdown? He didn't hold on anything that's for sure. I kinda like it. Capitals are fun to write with. You feel abit bad ass because it looks so awful ;) Anyway. Please give me a reiview! I also wonder wether you would like the next chapter from Blaine's pow or Kurt's. As you can figure out the chapter will be very different depending on who's it will be. But yeah let me know what you want and I might listen to you ;) Just kidding! Haha. Goodbye!