Ok guys I know you all absolutely HATE me but I am trying my best. School is so stressful. Gosh. I absolutely hate PE. Once you get older PE is so not fun. Also when ever we play volleyball the little kids cant hit it over the net and its annoying. then today some little kid said 'Fbeep off' to ME. Me. I dont cuss and it does not make u kwl. So think about that people. So what did I do? I pulled out the manuel of life, the bible and found the scripture WWJD? What would Jesus do? Always remember that. Now that kid is SO mad at me esp when I told him that I would be praying for him. So Volleyball is annoying. I spend 8 extra hours a week, giving MY time to practice STUPID volleyball and each game I dont even get 5 minutes to play! Or till the points get to 25. Gosh. It makes me mad. So if u want me... I will be sitting on the bench tomorro and Friday. ( I am not tell ing u wear I am. duh) But seriously it makes me mad. Then after volleyball practice today an older girl 'accidently' grabbed my bookbag and took it home. It made me mad cause I had to stay at school till 6PM! I am going to calm down now cause just typing this makes me angry. So I will try to get u an update this weekend but I doubt. I will try and get u a update every week. Right now I need to write more of 200 years and Kidnapped at the Bank 2. So i will shut up now.

I want to didicate all my stories to... Diabetics, kids who have seizures at an unknown reason, and people who have had cancer and have it.

Song for tonight which I advise you to listen to it because it makes me cry. Relevation Song. It is incredible. It is amazing how GOD put us on this earth.

Holy Holy HOLY is the lord GOD ALMIGHTY!

who was and is is to come!

In all creation I sing, PRAISE TO THE KING OF KINGS!

U ARE MY EVERYTHING!

AND I WILL ADORE U!

Until next week or the week end.

Warriorgirl11

SOrry for the short chap.

Chapter 19: What to do….. what to do?

BPOV

I woke quietly to find myself still clutching Edward's tie. Edward. Dry tears where on my face and wet ones were still coming down. I coughed at little. I don't feel so good. I feel a little weak.

I heard walking in the hall way and then there was a knock on the door. Then Carlisle came in with a chart. That's not good.

"Good morning Bella," He said and I sat up a little. Then nodded.

He put his cold hand on my forehead and shook his head.

"Well Bella I think a fever came back from when you were in the hospital. Why don't you stay in bed today. When were you planning to go back to work? Or if you were going back to work," Carlisle said. Great. Sick again. Great again. I completely forgot I am suppose to work again. It is October. So that means I might want to get Renesmee enrolled again in school. Esme can do that.

"I guess I will go back to work keep my mind off of things," I said yawning. I am so hungry. I looked down realizing Renesmee was sleeping and hugging into my side.

"Well I can get Esme to go down to the school and tell them you can work you can start not tomorrow but the next day," Carlisle said and then stuck a thermometer under my tongue. "Hungry?" I nodded silently.

The thing beeped and Carlisle pulled it out. "I will get Esme to bring you some soup. Just rest today. Alice is coming in a few minutes to hang out here with Whitt with her. Rest for now."

I nodded and laid back down while I played with the wedding ring on my finger

EPOV

I have been hanging in here for the past week. I was hungry, tired, and had a broken leg which hurt so much. James and Laurent only came in every other day just to give me a piece of bread, then they would just whip me more. But atleast I had clothes on my body but they were ruined now. I really hope Bella and Renesmee doing good. I miss them. Tears trailed down my eyes at the thought of them.

I played with my wedding band on my finger. Then I heard a lock being turned. Let the torture begin. Great.

BPOV

I have been just laying here all day. I am so cold under these blankets. Uh. So right now. I am waiting for Alice to come. Renesmee woke up a while ago and she was completely fine says Carlisle.

"Mommy," Renesmee asked me sitting up on Edward's side of the bed. I was a little touchy about it but hey its my daughter. I am trying to let all of Edward's things stay the same well I am still hugging his tie. Renesmee was now wearing the necklace he had gotten her for Christmas. It was a heart that said 'Daddy's girl'. She loves it more now.

"Yes Sweetie," I croaked out. My throat was hurting so bad. Carlisle had given me some meds.

"Can I have something to eat?" She asked playing with her teddy bear Emmet, Rose, and Lillian gave her.

"Yes go ask Grandma," I said and she hopped up. Then ran off.

I waited for a few minutes and then Esme came in holding 2 bowls. Along with Renesmee following behind. Gosh now I have such a headache. It was pounding.

"Bella I brought you some chicken noodle soup," Esme said bringing a little table along with her.

"Thanks," I groaned and leaned back. Then Renesmee crawled onto the bed carefully.

"Your Welcome, Honey. Oh I think I just heard Alice come in," Esme said putting the table out on my lap and sitting the bowl on it and I sat up again to eat it.

"Great," I said eating my soup while Esme put a bowl of cheerios in front of Renesmee. I hope Alice isn't hyper today.

"Don't worry Sweet heart. She wont cause a problem. Renesmee eat up and get dressed so we can go down to the school house," Esme said rubbing my arms. Her cool hands felt relieving with my hot hands.

"Ok Grandma. Here I am through," Renesmee said smiling as I ate silently.

"Ok Renesmee go get dressed," Esme said and Renesmee nodded as she handed Esme her bowl. Then she skipped out of the room and to her bed room.

"I am here," Alice chirped skipping in the room carrying Whitt. I nodded silently and ate my soup. I just wanted to sleep. That's all. But I also wanted Edward but he is not here which makes me really sad.

"Hello, Darling," Esme said as Renesmee came in wearing a little t-shirt that had a girl carrying lots of shopping bags and then she had black leggings on.

"Hey Esme, you can go now. I am with Bella now," Alice said happily, sitting on the window sill and setting Whitt's baby bag down.

"Thanks Alice. Bella, Renesmee and I will be back in an hour or 2. I will talk to the principal about you working and you will go back on Monday," Esme said. I counted the days. So today must be on Saturday. Usually principal Marks is out there. "Then Renesmee and I will go enroll her back in kindergarden and then go grocery shopping."

"Thank you," I said as she took my emty bowl.

"Your welcome see you later," She said rubbing my arm once again and walking out of the room with Renesmee giving me a kiss on the cheek and saying 'love you'. I smiled at that saying.