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Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or company. I do own Zeinzu, Raiza and Aiko (means little loved one).

Chapter 20: Pushed Away

Inuyasha walked back into the house with a goofy grin plastered on his face. Not only did he share a passionate, mind-blowing kiss with Kagome, he was also able to keep the picture. It was a good thing he made a copy of it. Whistling, he walked over to Raiza who held the phone in her hand. She handed it to him, bowed, and walked away to give him some privacy.

"Hello Fluffy."

"I told you not to fuckin' call me that." Sesshomaru growled out.

"So why are you calling me." Inuyasha asked walking into the kitchen. Nothing was going to dampen' his mood, not even Sesshomaru. "I was in the middle of something." He touched his bottom lip and smiled.

"Rin wants to spend time with Kagome, so we're on our way. Be there in ten."

"Sure," Inuyasha hung up and went to look for Kagome. He decided to first go and see if she was in her room.

Walking down the hall the scent of salt water come from her room; concerned, Inuyasha moved faster to the door. He heard Kagome talking to someone on the phone.

"I don't know Sango," he heard her said. "I don't know what to do. I can't be with Inuyasha."

"And why not." a faint voice said from the other end.

"Don't you understand, I'm tainted. I know Inuyasha said he doesn't care, but I do. I care and I don't want this." Aiko meowed loudly, wanting attention.

She didn't want to be with him. Inuyasha was confused and hurt. He thought she was in love with him. Maybe she was and just couldn't face the truth yet. 'She is still trying to hid, but I won't let her. I will help her.'He knocked on the door.

"I have to call you back." She hung up the phone and turned to the door. "Come in."

Inuyasha walked in smiling. "So, what did you do with the picture?" he sat next to her on the bed. Aiko got up from her sleeping spot and walked to Inuyasha. She stretched across his lap, purring enthusiastically. He stroked her soft fur.

"I destroyed it of course."

He stopped stroking her before speaking. "Okay, well, Sesshomaru called and said Rin wants to see you."

"Rin, how is she?"

"Good, we are going to spend the day with them."

"Okay," Kagome smiled. "I miss Rin. What time are we leaving?"

"In…" he glanced at his watch. "Five minutes." He petted Aiko one last time before standing.

"I need to get ready," she grabbed Inuyasha's hand and began pulling him to her door. "Get out."

"Fine," he gave her a quick kiss and left. She shook her head and laughed.

Reaching in her pocket, she pulled out the crumbled picture of her. "I'll hang on to this for now." Placing it on her dresser, she got ready in the little time she had.

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Making her way in the living room, Kagome found Sesshomaru and Rin sitting on the couch. Rin spotted her and jumped off the couch, running to her.

"AUNTIE KAGGIE!" she jumped in her arms. "I missed you."

"I missed you too Rin." She chuckled and put her down.

"I asked daddy if I could come over and he said YES!" she was jumping up and down.

Kagome watched Rin run back over to Sesshomaru. It had her thinking about her own father. A hand on her shoulder shook her out of her thoughts. She looked at Inuyasha who was standing next you her. He was smiling at her. He squeezed her shoulder gently and walked away. Kagome knew that Inuyasha understood. She was not going to let her past ruin her day, not today.

"So," Kagome began, "what are we doing today."

"We're going to have a picnic at the park!" Rin answered excitedly. "Me and Daddy-"

"Daddy and I," Sesshomaru corrected.

"Daddy and I made the lunch."

"Sounds great, let's get going."

"Yea!" Inuyasha talked with Zeinzu and Raiza before heading out with the group. Rin begged Sesshomaru to let her ride with Kagome. Inuyasha decided to let her drive while Sesshomaru and he took another car. It was the perfect opportunity for them to talk and for Kagome to spend time with Rin.

"You know where the park is?" Inuyasha asked as Kagome climbed into the car. Sesshomaru was in the back helping Rin in her seat.

Kagome rolled her eyes. "Yes Inuyasha."

"Okay," he kissed her quickly on the cheek and walked away.

"Be careful." Sesshomaru said before leaving.

Once they were in their car, Kagome drove off. "So Rin, how are you and your father doing?"

"Great, daddy likes this woman named Kagura."

"Really? Did he tell you that?"

"Well…..no, but she always comes over and makes dinner."

Kagome looked in the rear view mirror, trying to get a glimpse of Rin's face. "Do you like her?"

"I don't know yet. She is very nice and plays with me all the time."

"It's okay, you still got time. Maybe you can talk to your dad about it."

Rin did not respond back. She played with her thumbs.

Kagome was lost. This woman, Kagura, was obviously bothering Rin. Did she not like her? Did she do something to her?

"You kept you promise." Rin's voice brought Kagome out of her deep thoughts. "He is very happy now with you."

"Oh, thank you Rin." Kagome could not break her little heart. How was she suppose to tell her that she was not sure if she was going to stay with Inuyasha. "He has made me happy to Rin."

"That's great." For the rest of the ride, they talked about various other things, staying away from the sensitive subject of couples.

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Sesshomaru drove while Inuyasha sat in the passenger seat.

"You and Kagome seem to be getting along." Sesshomaru said.

"Yes we are," Inuyasha smiled looking out the window. He began telling Sesshomaru everything that transpired between the two, leaving out the private moments. He mentions to the visit their father made at the cabin. Of course Sesshomaru did not believe that it was a coincidence either that Inutaisho showed up. They both figured that he somehow found out that they were going to be there. "I didn't tell anyone we were going except Zeinzu and Raiza."

"One of them might have told your father."

"But why would they?"

"Because they care about you." Inuyasha was not mad anymore. To have his servants care for him had him swell with love and pride. "What is going on with Nathaniel? Is he at least attempting to give you the money?"

Inuyasha snorted absently and looked at Sesshomaru. "Of course not he doesn't care about her. Kagome already knows that he won't. I can't help but feel that she wants him to at least try." He grew worried. If Kagome expected him to do try, she would only end up disappointed again.

"Of course Inuyasha, she loves her father no matter what. Sometimes we don't want to love that person, but we cannot help but to. In our minds, they are special to us."

Inuyasha was quiet; he did not know how to answer. Of course Sesshomaru was right. In a way, he still loved Kikyo. She was the first person that had touched his heart in a time of need. Granted, she broke his heart, but she also made him stronger and helped him find the woman he loved. That he had to be grateful for.

"Yea, you are right." They pulled up to an empty parking spot and saw Kagome and Rin waiting for them.

"We made it first daddy." Rin said laughing. Sesshomaru reached in the back of his car and pulled out a picnic basket and blanket. Together, they all found a nice spot under a tree. Rin began taking everything out and setting it up on the blanket. There was a variety of sandwiches, drink, and fruits. "I hope everyone enjoys."

"Thank you for the food," they said in unison and began munching. The conversation was light. Rin told stories about what happened at school. She saved a little girl from being bullied and she told everyone about her A on a spelling test she had earlier on that week.

"That's wonderful Rin. You are doing such a good job." Kagome said giving Rin a hug.

Rin looked up at her with pride. "Thank you Auntie Kaggie." By now, they were all finished eating. "Daddy, can I go over to the playground?"

"Not by yourself Rin."

"I will take her Sesshomaru." He nodded and Kagome took Rin's hand and led her to the small playground where other children were happily playing together.

Inuyasha watched them leave. Since they arrived to the park Kagome had ignoring him. She sat between Sesshomaru and Rin which at first had him confused, but he grew angry when she refused to look at him. He thought back to the conversation she had with Sango. 'Is she deciding to leave now?' That thought, that one thought Inuyasha had draw so much pain and anguish to him. Loosing Kagome would mean that all the pain would come back. All the suffering would resurface and he again would be alone.

"Inuyasha," Inuyasha snapped out of his trance and turned to Sesshomaru. For a split second, there was worry on Sesshomaru's face. "What are you think?"

Inuyasha's gaze traveled over to Kagome and Rin. Rin was on the swing and Kagome was pushing her. They both seemed to be having a good time. "I think I just lost the woman that I love."

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After spending a few more hours at the park, the sun was slowly setting. Rin was upset about leaving, but knew that they had to leave.

"When will be together again? Can we do this again?" Rin asked in her father's arm. She yawned, tired after playing so much.

"Of course we can. Just tell us when next time." Inuyasha said. They said their good-bye and went their separate ways.

The car ride home was silent. Neither Inuyasha nor Kagome spoke teach other. At times, Inuyasha wanted to say something to her, but stopped himself. Slowly, he began feeling the pain in his chest. Inuyasha stopped the car in the drive way and turned it off. Kagome was still looking out the window.

"Kagome-"

"I'm tired, I think I'll go to bed." She tried to open the car door, but Inuyasha locked it.

"Kagome, we need to talk."

"Can we talk later?"

"No," Kagome let go of the door and sat back. "Why won't you look at me? What's going on with you Kagome?"

"Nothing Inuyasha, I'm just tired."

"Tired of what? Are you tired of me and being here?"

"Where are you getting this from?"

"I heard you talking to Sango." She was quiet, he silence said it all. "Kagome, please tell me what is wrong?"

"Nothing is wrong Inuyasha."

"Why do you keep lying to me? Why?" he cried out. He was hurt; she was pushing him away again. This time, it was worst and Inuyasha didn't think he could bring her back to him.

"I don't want to talk about this."

"Then when are we going too?" She didn't answer, she refused to answer. Inuyasha sighed and unlocked the door. She stepped out and slammed the door shut. He sat in silence, something wet hit his hand and he realized that he was crying. Kagome pushed him away and this time Inuyasha believed it was for good.

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