AN - Another small one but I really enjoyed writing it so I hope you enjoy it too - Also loved the end of tonight's episode hope all you guys did too but Sam and Tom better not leave or I will go mad!
"Sam you got any idea what kind of dress you would like to wear?" Tom asked flicking through one of the magazines.
"A bit of an idea, I wore a tight pale pink one when I married Dylan but this time I want to go white and big, like a proper wedding dress" I said smiling and Tom nodded.
"This is our chance to do it perfectly and that's what we are going to do, what ever you like Sam we will get" Tom said.
"It's going to get expensive we need to set a budget, not too much thought just a few grand maybe" I suggested.
"Well theres all the wedding costs to cover as well as the venue, the venue of the after party, the hen night and stag do, the outfits and depending on how many bridesmaids you want as well, the wedding favours the honeymoon, the lot how about we set it at 5 grand because that way we can't go over" Tom explained.
"Is that bot to much, can we really afford that with the twins now as well?" I asked.
"Well lucky for you my Mum set up a wedding fund for me when I was born and we have both been adding to it ever since I would say that has to be over 5 grand in there by now as when me and Amy where thinking about it I had 3 grand in there and that was 4 nearly 5 years ago" Tom explained and I just smiled.
"You are so prepared" I said shaking my head and he just laughed.
"what about this one babe" he said pointing to a long white dress with pink roses on and I just shook my head. "Give me some idea's then, colour scheme?" he added.
"White and Pale blue" I said simply.
"Why?" he asked.
"Winter wedding, winter colours" I smiled.
"You know Sam, you have a plan for everything and that's why I love you, you are able to plan everything and even if things don't go to plan you still don't care you just take everything in your stride you are the most amazing woman I know and I'm so glad I can call you mine" Tom said smiling, I leant in and kissed him on his lips gently before pulling back and smiled.
"Tom you are my superman, when I left Afghanistan and returned back to Holby I was so scared things would just get worse but somehow there you were walking into me and Lauren in the pub and trying to buy us a drink, I am so glad you did" I explained.
"Well Samantha Nicholls I do believe you still owe me for that drink" Tom winked and I rolled my eyes.
"Is my love not enough?" I questioned.
"Your love is my drug Sammy, I need you" Tom admitted and I just grinned.
"I need you to Tom and I miss you, I miss you so much, I thought 4 months would just fly by but somehow it's barely been 2 weeks Tom…" I started but ended up in tears.
"Oh Sammy, I miss you so much too and being at work by myself is no fun, I can't take this double shift work much longer your Dad needs to get someone in I need to help you with the boys and I haven't seen Amelia awake in at least a week, I miss my little girl too" Tom said with a little tear.
"Oh Tommy, I didn't even think that this would be effecting you as well, let me talk to Dad, this isn't fair on either of us and I never even realised that you hadn't seen Amelia awake the poor little angel" I told him through tears, Tom pushed the wedding magazines off the bed wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me into him and just held me as we cried into each other I never thought that once the twins were born I would lose Tom to the world of work.
"I love you so much Sammy" Tom said as we stroked my back.
"I love you so much to Tom, I am going to talk to Daddy tomorrow whether he's busy at work or not I'm taking the twins with me and he is going to phone for a locum while I'm there because if he doesn't I'm going to Hansson, I need your help at home as well Tom" I admitted and Tom just kissed my forehead and laid me down into bed before coming and lying next to me and wrapping his arms around me before we both fall asleep.