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A/N: This is the last chapter, just so everyone knows. I'll take requests and work on them when I actually have a chance. Just busy with school now. I hope you enjoy the last part. I added some new stories, though they're not Twilight. Your more then welcome to check em out. Review please.
I glanced over at Edward with a smile.
It felt smooth-more normal.
I felt beautiful when he glanced at me like that.
"Come teach me my lullaby."
Edward smiled. "Isn't that supposed to be my secret?"
I laughed; it sounded like a bell. Beautiful.
If I said that everything was better—life was better, I would be lying.
Life without Charlie—without the human experiences…
I understood now what Edward had warned me about; but I didn't regret it. I didn't ever want to take it back.
As I sat there, watching him adjust the seat, and the sheet music in front of him—he had clearly written the music out for me; now that I was learning how to play the piano.
And suddenly… thoughts flooded my brain—taking me back to my first days of being a new born.
The pain…had killed me.
Had stopped my heart—paled my skin…
And left me breathless.
Blood was everywhere.
I could taste it in my mouth; on my lips—it was a temptation that I wanted; needed.
Edward had held me in his arms after my first feeding; brushing my hair back as I had sobbed. I understood what he meant—the pain; the monster inside.
I saw the monster in me that he described so diligently in the past.
I was a monster like him.
But I was his.
Forever.
And that was all that mattered to me. That I was with him.
Edward began to play the soft melody and looked back over at me.
I was happy to have not lost myself.
I didn't lose my love for Edward-hardly, if anything…
I loved Edward even more.
I began to play the same melody with ease. Learning things as vampire meant you had more time; more time to perfect things. A lot more time to learn how to not trip—to glide just like Alice.
The Cullen Family had helped me overcome my fear—my anxiety of being a vampire;
It wasn't hard until I learned the rules; learned the ways.
There were times when I missed Charlie.
Missed life with Jacob—and my friends from school…but I found it was all worth it with Edward.
I had found out that Jacob had disappeared… and I knew he had gone looking for me; to find me when I hadn't answered Charlie's phone calls at first.
But after my three day torture, and after my adjustments, I called him.
I still haven't seen him.
But Jacob…
He was gone.
I felt Edward's fingers drift over mine as he took over some keys and gently played my song.
"Are you happy?"
I nodded and smiled. How could I not?
The song filled me as I looked at him and I knew that I had done…
I had chosen the right path for me.