Wow. Hi. Didn't think I would be posting to this story thread ever again did I...
Well sadly, this is not a chapter.
But.
How would you feel... if maybe... I wrote a little... would we call it a sequel? Maybe a epilogue?
There's just one more chapter of all their lives that needs to be told... And it's begging to come out.
I was having a conversation with my main woman Becca over on tumblr, and this came out in a blur:
"Just because I let you go doesn't mean I don't love you. Because, in a way, that's the hardest part. It would be easier to say goodbye if I felt nothing, it would be easier to see you turn around and leave if my heart was empty; but it's not. Watching you go was the hardest thing I ever had to do, and I know that this pain will remain like a dull ache in my heart for as long as I shall live. But love is the reason we had to move on, because I needed you to be happy. Even though we are not together, you hold my heart; forever"
"James…" Logan whispers, closing his arms around the strong man's waist and burying his head into his chest.
It's been so long, in some ways it's felt like a lifetime; and yet… it's like James never left. It's like Logan never said goodbye on their front porch all those years ago. To see James now, to see that pain hidden behind those hazel eyes, Logan feels his heart start to bleed. That wound that never really closed is now torn open again, ripping through his chest with a pain so deep Logan feels like he is dying.
"I don't… I can't…" James tries to choke out, his wet tears hitting Logan's hair as he holds the shorter man so tight neither will be able to breathe soon.
Maybe… Maybe the pain was worth it. Maybe they needed it to realise what they both now know in this moment…
Love, never dies.
That is the sort of thing you can expect... If I decide to do it that is...
Oh and quick shout out to everyone who read this and reviewed this and who I put in so much pain. I love you all so much.