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Chapter 18- New Point of Views

CPOV

Mikayla was such a gorgeous baby. For some reason, she reminded me of Edward, when he was a baby. Besides the hair, lips, skin tone and heart shaped face. Those piercing green eyes and that crooked smile. Whew. She has an amazing smile. Whoever raped Bella must have had green eyes because she had brown eyes.

Such a coincidence.

I wonder...

APOV

I miss Bella so much. I just can't sum up the courage to call or visit her. I'm such a coward...

"Alice, Alice..." Edward called.

"Huh?"

"What's wrong?" Edward asked.

"Oh!...nothing. Just thinking. I have a question."

"Go ahead. It's not like you never ask any." He said.

"True."

Every time I come to jail to visit Edward or call him, we kind of do this 20-Questions game. I ask him about what he do to pass the time, the food he eats or the other detainees. He asks me about college, mom, dad, Emmett and...Bella.

I feel guilty that I never told her the truth. About Edward being my brother, The Esme Cullen, the architect/ interior designer, being my mother and me being rich. I never told anyone. I just don't want to be treated differently. I don't want fake friends. But I know Bella loves me for me and not my background. She deserves more.

Bella and Edward's predicament could have been avoided if it wasn't for me. If Bella would have known the truth, Edward wouldn't have raped her, so she would have never beaten him and they wouldn't be in jail.

"Alice...your question?" Edward interrupted my daydreaming.

"Oh yeah...If you were to see Bella again, would you try to make things better between you all?"

"Of course. I feel awful for what I did and I don't blame her for defending herself. If I wasn't unconcious, I would have stopped them for charging her. Bella wouldn't hurt a fly...this is all my fault." He put his head in his hands.

"It's ok. You both will be out soon. You can find her and apologize. Really apologize."

"If she ever wants to see my face again." He said.

"Well...we'll see when the time comes."

"Yeah, I guess. Why didn't you ever tell Bella about me?" Edward asked. How am I supposed to explain to him without hurting his feelings?

"Uh...I-" he interrupted me.

"Were you embarrassed by me?"

"No...well kind of, but I didn't want people pretending to be my friends just to get to you." I explained.

"I see."

"Yeah. If people would have known boys will try to be with me to try to be friends with you. Also, Tanya would have tried to be my friend. And that bitch gets on my last god forsaken nerve." I paused. "She's such a bully and a slut. I swear...point is that I wouldn't know who my real friends are. But Bella, she's a true friend. I'm just scared she won't be my friend anymore if I tell her the truth about you and our family."

"Alright. I see your point." He said.

"So no hard feelings?" I asked.

"Ok. But Bella is one hot chick."

"Ugh. Here we go..."

EPOV

"Alice, Alice..." I called.

"Huh?" She said. She had some sad expression on her face.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Oh!...nothing. Just thinking. I have a question." She said.

"Go ahead. It's not like you never ask any."

"True." She smirked.

Every time Alice comes to jail to visit me or call, we kind of do this 20-Questions game. She ask me about what I do to pass the time, the food I eat or the other detainees. I tell her, but I don't tell her about what the detainees says about her. Knowing her, she would go all out and hunt them down. I asks her about college, mom, dad, Emmett and...Bella.

I feel guilty for probably taking Bella's v-card from her. I never heard about her having a boyfriend, but if she did, she's doesn't seem the type to give her virginity to any boy. Plus, really none of them are worth it. I'm not even worth it. Wow. There's a first.

I also feel guilty for causing my brother, mom, dad and sister shame for what I did. My parents taught my brother and I to respect women all the time. If they knew what I did in high school, they would be really disappointed in me. So adding this kind of disrespect to my list would cause my mother serious heartache. At least they don't know about my high school doings.

Let me get back to my conversation. I gave my attention to Alice, who was zoned out herself.

"Alice...your question?" I interrupted her daydreaming.

"Oh yeah...If you were to see Bella again, would you try to make things better between you all?" She asked.

"Of course. I feel awful for what I did and I don't blame her for defending herself. If I wasn't unconscious, I would have stopped them for charging her. Bella wouldn't hurt a fly...this is all my fault." I put my head in my hands.

"It's ok. You both will be out soon. You can find her and apologize. Really apologize." She tried to reassure me.

"If she ever wants to see my face again." I said.

"Well...we'll see when the time comes."

"Yeah, I guess. Why didn't you ever tell Bella about me?" I asked.

"Uh...I-" I interrupted her.

"Were you embarrassed by me?" I asked. I know what I did in high school was bad, but come on. Who wouldn't want to be known as part of my family.

"No...well kind of, but I didn't want people pretending to be my friends just to get to you." She explained.

"I see." Well that changes everything. I have people pretending to be my friends all the time. I know that, but it doens't really bother me.

"Yeah. If people would have known boys will try to be with me to try to be friends with you. Also, Tanya would have tried to be my friend. And that bitch gets on my last god forsaken nerve." She paused. She gets on my nerve, too. She always on my dick. "She's such a bully and a slut. I swear...point is that I wouldn't know hwo my real friends are. But Bella, she's a true friend. I'm just scared she won't be my friend anymore if I tell her the truth about you and our family." She explained. Alice is one of the sweetest and caring people I know. She doesn't deserve what she described. I'm glad she has found love. I wish one day I can, too.

"Alright. I see your point." I said.

"So no hard feelings?" She asked.

"Ok."

"But Bella is one hot chick." I commented. I remember what she looked like that night. She looked sexy in that midnight blue dress. Not hookerish sexy, but naturally sexy.

"Ugh. Here we go..." She groaned. I silently chuckled. I see her point. She doesn't want her player of a brother finding interest in her best friend.

I'm going to find a way to make it up to Bella. I'm certain of that.

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