Heyy guys here is another chap. im not sure ill be able to post tomorrow so here it is. Review plz

I could see that Jasper had to look of confusion in his eyes, but not fear; I knew that he trusted me. I prepared my shield for the assault, whipping it away from me, tightening it around the group that I had to protect. I looked over at Zafrina and Kate and signaled for them to start. Then I signaled to the other group to begin attacking me. They seemed a little hesitant at first but started to advance towards me. I could feel Kate's sharp currents stabbing at my shield, looking for weak spots. It didn't hurt but it wasn't pleasant either, Zafrina's wave of images also looked for cracks in my shield. Suddenly was knocked to the ground, I looked up to see Edward towering above me. Did my shield hold? I felt it pull in a bit but I quickly nudged out to its original place. I stood up quickly, he didn't move. His face looked pained. Did it still scare him to fight me? I looked at him; he still stood solid. When I got close enough I darted to his left, lunging knocking him down. I didn't look back as I advanced to the next person. I saw Jasper making his way toward me. I knew that it would have to be him that I had to fight next; he was just as good as the newborns.

"You didn't have to fight him," his voice was calm as he circled around me.

"Not much of a fight," he grinned as we began our dance. He faked to his left and I fell for it, within a second I was flung to ground.

Everyone was watching, I turned fast enough to see that my shield had broken. The group that I was supposed to be protecting now lay paralyzed to the ground. Without delay I pushed my shield back forcefully. I sprang to my feet and arched my back preparing for his next blow.

"You're losing focus Bella. Don't let your shield take up too much of your attention; it works for you, not the other way around. It is a part of you." I nodded and relaxed, I realized that I was holding in a lot of tension toward my shield, instead of letting it flow freely. "That's it beautiful, let it flow." I smiled and continued to circle him.

He quickened his pace and became more erratic, just like a newborn. He charged at me, hammering me down. He snarled at me, making desperate attempts to sink his teeth in my neck. But I was more confident; I reversed my position, pinning him down.

"Good job Bella. Once you get them into his position tear their limbs off," I nodded and leaned down, brushing his lips softly on his.

"So I can stay?" I murmured into a kiss.

"I don't think I could keep you away anyway," I laughed and got up. I looked at Zafrina and Kate and signaled for them to stop.

I felt exhausted and stressed, it took a lot from me to balance my shield with attack skills. I would have to practice with Jasper and Kate more. But for now we needed to contact Peter and Charlotte, they might be able to help. Later in the night while wrapped in Jasper's arms I brought up the topic.

"Maybe we should contact Peter and Charlotte," I said into his chest.

"Yes, I've already sent out a letter to them."

"One letter?" I looked up at him.

"Yes, they live together," I nodded and held his gaze.

"I hope that they can help us." He sighed and pulled my chin up with his hand.

"They will, I know it." I felt his lips on mine.

I felt his fingers trail down my neck, the mere touch of him set my body, particularly my lower body; ablaze I leaned in and pressed my lips tighter to his, our mouths opening and our tongues meeting in the middle. He wrapped one hand in my hair, pushing my mouth harder against his while his other hand trailed down my body, cupping my breast. I moaned into his mouth and arched myself deeper into his touch. I could feel a wetness gathering between my legs, soaking my underwear. We barely had time to do any of this, so tonight I was going to take advantage of the time we had. I wanted him so badly then, I wanted to feel him inside of me, filling me. I blushed mentally at the thought.

"Bella," he whispered huskily into my mouth. I don't think I could answer him, but I did anyway.

"I want you Jasper, all of you."I said my voice raspy and hitching. I could feel his hands rubbing my already taut nipple through the thin lacy bra that I had on. But then his hands stopped moving.

"Your emotions are conflicted right now; I don't want to take advantage of you."

"Please Jasper, I want you." He kissed my neck and looked into my eyes.

"I want you too Bella, but not like this. I want all of your attention, your mind only to me." He kissed me again and buttoned my blouse back up. I couldn't help but feel rejected. "Don't feel that way Bella please. Do you know how hard it is for me every day to watch you? To restrain myself from pinning you down and having my way with you? I think about being with you every second." His gaze met mine.

"Really?"

"Sometimes I wonder about what would happen if I wasn't able to control my emotions. When this is all over Bella, I promise we will be together, but right now things are too hectic. I want it to be perfect Bella." I wanted it to be perfect too. I nodded snuggled my head into his chest.

The next day we prepared to practice again. Edward sat on the porch alone looking up at the gray sky. Should I sit with him? I walked out and sat beside him, he immediately smiled.

"Bella," I furrowed my brows, should I smile back?

"What are you doing out here…alone?" He chuckled and looked back up to the sky.

"No one seems to want my company anymore." Great now I felt bad.

"You can't blame them,"

"No I can't," he got up to leave but I found myself pulling him back down.

"I'm sorry, please sit," he looked down and nodded.

"I didn't mean it that way. Look, it's hard for everyone here to just let go of the past especially when you won't either. Yes I'm still a little pissed, but I'm over it, you should be too." I looked into my eyes.

"How can I? How can I forget how I hurt you?"

"You can't completely forget about it but just don't dwell on it." He seemed to understand this.

"I'm sorry, I really am." He looked sad.

"I know you are Edward, but sorry doesn't change the past…but thank you for um apologizing. I should go now." I got up and left.

Jasper met me in the middle of the back yard.

"Is he forgiven?" he voice was a bit harsh.

"No, just pitied. He thinks he has no friends."

"Ready?" he asked changing the subject. I nodded and signaled to Kate to start. Although Zafrina's power was strong, Kate's power was more painful.

I pounced at him, throwing him straight into a tree, but he quickly recovered and lunged back at me, twisting my arm behind my back into a tight knot.

"If you are ever in this position, the first thing I want you to do is knock them with your head." He released me and I nodded.

"But what if I'm not fast enough?" Realization crossed me.

"I'll be there…I promise." He pulled me into a hug. "Just promise to stay close by ok."

"I'll never leave you." He pulled me even closer.

We had less than 1 day until the attack; Renesmee was off at Renee's in Florida. It was hard for Jacob to let her go but he did. We had gone over the plan over and over again, that it was now wired into my mind. Jasper was going to attempt to talk to Maria, to calm her down. That was if she showed up first and not the newborns. If she didn't calm down then we would be forced to take her down. The thought of possibly getting the Volturi involved did cross my mind but it was forcefully pushed away as I thought about how they would try to involve us being killed somehow. I didn't want to risk that, I didn't want to lose Jasper, my love, my world. Everyone felt that way: Alice and Edward, Esme and Carlisle, Emmett and Rosalie, the list was endless. Everyone was fighting for their loves ones. I couldn't help to think that maybe all of this trouble started because of me. But wouldn't Maria come regardless? I hated her, I hated her with every ounce of hate that I had in me. She was not going to win; even if that meant doing something drastic…I was going to save my family. Also in my mind was Jasper, I couldn't stop thinking about being with him, to feel his touch. I lost my train of thought as I felt arms wrap around me. I turned to him, raising my hands to wrap them around his neck.

"You seemed like you were in deep thought"

"I was," I leaned into his chest.

"Care to share?" I sighed.

"Just about how much I love you and how much I want to be with you…physically"

"Bella," He sighed.

"I know but you asked."

"Yes I did." He kissed me lightly and pulled away. "Remember what we talked about okay."

"Which part?" I teased.

"Everything Bella. Tomorrow we will fight. Promise me you won't do anything…crazy. I can't lose you."

"I…I"

"Promise me Bella!" He hissed. I slid one hand behind my back and crossed my fingers.

"I promise." He nodded and leaned down to kiss me. I leaned into his touch and bent towards the sink.

"Bella," he said again but this time his voice rough. "We need to get going, and I can't, we can't be distracted." I nodded and hugged him,

"I love you Jasper,"

"Why does that sound like goodbye?"

"I love you Jasper,"

"Bella!"

"I'm never going to leave you Jasper. I love you"

"I love you too my Bella, forever and always."