Only own Piper and the twins

I looked out the window to see Piper sat on a rock just looking out to the sea. I could tell she was crying. This was the worst time that this could happen. Of course Piper knew I had an affair but she didn't know it started while she was pregnant. It all happened after a drunken night in St. Louis, to be honest I don't even remember the night I just remember waking up and seeing Sam next to me. It was all over as soon as I saw Piper in the hospital, I could never forget that day, I was going to choose Sam over my own family.

"You okay man?" I looked at Brian.

"Not really, today has just been a rollercoaster, I'm sorry that all of this has come out while you are grieving." He shrugged.

"Jimmy liked a little bit of drama in his life, it seems only fair a bit of drama happens today." I sighed.

"I never meant for her to find out like this."

"Or at all right?"

"Right, just as things were getting back on track." He nodded and looked out at Piper.

"Why did you come here?"

"She needs support, I remembered how close we used to be, before we were even together and I was just hoping I could get a semblance of that back, by helping her through this."

"You still can." I looked at him.

"No I've ruined it for good now, she nearly died that day and I was off fucking someone else, I wouldn't forgive me if I was her."

"Just give her time, let her come to terms with everything that's going on at the moment, now come and have a beer with us, to toast him." I nodded.

"Alright."

A couple of hours later and I had left the guys alone to go check on the kids. They were happily playing in the play pen and I would leave it another hour before putting them to bed. I looked out the window and noticed it had started raining. Piper wasn't on the rock anymore. I walked to her bedroom and slowly opened the door but she wasn't in there. I bit my lip and walked downstairs with a monitor.

"Guys I think I'm just going to go for a walk." They nodded and Johnny took the monitor off of me.

I walked out into the rain and looked around the beach to see if I could see anyone but I couldn't.

"Please don't do anything stupid." I muttered to myself. I began walking around the neighbourhood but couldn't spot her anywhere. As I was walking back to the house I noticed Jimmy's house. He was 28 years old, he didn't deserve to die. I noticed that the back door was slightly ajar. I walked up to it and looked at it. It didn't look forced open. I hope some fans hadn't managed to get in. I walked inside and looked around, no-one was downstairs. As I walked up the stairs I could hear a noise. I followed it and found Jimmy's bedroom door wide open. I slowly walked in and sighed when I saw Piper in the middle of the bed huddled in the sheets holding a photo frame.

"Piper?" She jumped at the sound of my voice and looked at me with a pained look.

"What are you doing here?" I asked her,

"I just wanted to smell him, that's all."

"Baby…"

"Please don't."

"Piper you know…"

"Stop talking."

"No I want to…"

"I want to see Jimmy but I can't do that now can I?" She was crying.

"Can you let me explain, I want to make you feel better." She sat up.

"Through those last couple of months of me being pregnant I was wondering what the fuck was wrong with me, you didn't touch me, and now I know, you were with her."

"It wasn't like that."

"So what was it like Randy, please enlighten me." I sighed and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Remember I went home to St. Louis for a weekend when you were eight months pregnant."

"Not really but go on."

"Well I went out with some guys, we got drunk and I swear to god I don't remember what happened but I woke up and Sam was in my bed, I freaked out at first but she kept telling me that she had never really gotten over me, and had wanted to contact me for a while."

"Poor Sam." Piper said her voice laced with hate.

"I told her I had married you and that you were pregnant, she said she just wanted a one night thing but then she turned up in Texas…"

"You mean she was in Texas while I was pregnant?"

"Yeah…"

"This is unbelievable."

"I didn't know she was coming but something snapped at me, we had been fighting a lot and she was somewhat there for me, then it just happened again, and I couldn't stop my self." She shut her eyes.

"So your saying that you cheated on me because we were fighting?"

"Piper you knew how bad we were."

"Randy I was carrying twins around for crying out loud, my hormones were all over the place."

"I know alright, I'm sorry, I didn't realise at the time how much of a stupid twat I was being."

"It's a shame I didn't realise it at the time, god I feel so stupid that it was going on under my nose this whole time."

"P I promise the day you had the twins I called it off, it opened my eyes that I was in love with you and when I thought I was about to lose you I realised that Sam wasn't anything like you."

"How can I believe that when you are still with her now."

"I promise you I called it off…" I said looking into her eyes but she shook her head.

"So why did I find you in our bed with her when our kids were six months old?"

"I messed up, she came looking for me not long after the twins were born, she said she was pregnant but had a miscarriage, she said the baby was mine, so I thought I would try and be her friend again be there for her, I slept with her and this time she really was pregnant."

"Whoa back up, she really was pregnant?"

"She made up that she was pregnant to get back into my life, her mum told me when she had gotten pregnant with Alanna."

"This woman lied about being pregnant?"

"Yeah…"

"So why the fuck are you still with her?" I looked out the window.

"Because you left me." I felt the bed move and I looked over to see that she was stood up.

"No, no don't keep blaming this on me."

"No Piper I didn't mean it in that way, I was going to end it again before she was pregnant and when I went to tell you you had already found out and kicked me out."

"Well what the fuck did you want me to do, throw you a party?"

"No, I should have known that you would kick my ass."

"Yeah well it's in my genes, have you not seen who I have for a father?"

"Yes he also kicked my ass." I smirked.

"Look Randy, I'm not going to say that this has made everything better, I mean I'm trying, I really am to be as normal as I can be with you but then something else is revealed and I'm just not sure how much more I can take." I stood in front of her.

"Piper I am trying so hard as well, I just want you back…" She took a step back.

"What?"

"In my life, please, I realised that I just wasn't happy when you weren't talking to me."

"Can you blame me though?"

"No I've been a bastard to you, I'm shocked you are even talking to me after what came out today."

"Cause I don't have Jimmy here anymore, and I guess I have a soft spot for you…" I looked up at her.

"I guess I have one for you too." I took a step closer to her and she looked up into my eyes while I looked at her lips.

"I haven't forgiven you, you know."

"I wouldn't expect you too." I took another step closer to her causing her to tilt her head up to see me.

"Why are you really here?" She whispered.

"To make things right, I guess I'm realising some things."

"Like what?"

"That I have made a huge mistake in my life."

"Oh yeah what was that?" She asked, my face so close to hers.

"Letting you…" We jumped apart when my phone started to ring.

"Hello?"

"Hey it's Matt, I just thought I'd call you cause the kids seem to be quite restless."

"Alright thanks man, I'll come back now." I said hanging up.

"That was Matt, the twins seem to be restless." She nodded and walked past me but I grabbed her arm.

"I still need to tell you…"

"No, let's just head back okay." She got her arm out of my grasp and threw the photo frame on the bed before walking out. I was about to follow her but picked up the photo frame. I smiled slightly as I saw how happy she was in the photo. She was clearly sat on Jimmys lap and they were both smiling at the camera and he was holding her close. I set it back on the nightstand and walked out.

It was silent as me and Piper walked back to the house. When we got back I went upstairs to put the kids to bed cause Johnny pulled Piper aside. I put the kids to bed.

"You know whatever happens me and mummy loves you two a lot and I wish things could have been different with us all, but daddys stupid and ruined something so amazing." I kissed them both then looked at them.

"I guess something good did come out of our marriage." I looked at Piper and smiled.

"That it did." She walked over to me and looked down at them.

"I was thinking of a party for their birthday."

"That sounds good, a chance to get everyone together." She nodded.

"Why were you at Jimmy's house?" She asked,

"I thought someone might have broken in so I went to check it, how did you get in?"

"That was my fault, I must have left the door open, I have a key." I nodded.

"Drum." We both looked at each other and down into the cot.

"Did Sullivan just…"

"Talk, I think so…" I finished for her.

"Drum." I saw Piper smile brightly and pick Sullivan up.

"What did you say baby, drum?" She started bopping him up and down.

"Drum." He said again. Piper shrieked and I smiled.

"That's my boy!" I exclaimed, I looked at Piper who looked at me. I leaned down and kissed her on the lips.

"What's all the shrieking about?" We had pulled away before anyone could see.

"Sullivan just said his first word." The guys rushed over to us and started cooing over Sullivan. I saw Piper staring at me and I smiled slightly and she bit her lip.

"Sully is a genius!" Brian shouted causing us to laugh.

"Hey don't forgot about Willow!" Piper said.

"Oh I could never forget about her sugar." He looked over Willows bed and kissed her cheek.

"Okay guys the kids need some sleep." I said. They moaned and kissed the kids on the head before walking out.

"Night guys." Piper said with a smile. I looked at her and I could tell she was avoiding my gaze.

"P." I said.

"Night sugar." She said kissing Sullivan and then Willow before walking out of the room. I followed her into her room.

"Piper look at me."

"Randy I just want to go to bed, it's been a long day."

"Look at me then."

"I don't want to."

"I'm sorry for what I did back there…" She turned around and looked at me.

"It shouldn't have happened."

"I know, but it doesn't mean I didn't want it too happen." She shook her head.

"No Randy." I walked over to her.

"Piper, tell me you didn't want it."

"This is stupid." She said.

"No it isn't, back at the house you said you had a soft spot for me."

"Yeah that was when I remembered you were married"

"I couldn't help but kiss you, our son just said his first word."

"And are you going to kiss Sam when Alanna says her first words?"

"Do you know what I'm sick of this…" She turned to face me and I brought her face to mine. I began kissing her. At first she resisted but when I ran my fingers through her hair she began to kiss me back. I pulled away from her and looked in her eyes.

"Just let me have this…" I said causing her to nod as I kissed her again.

miamitravel: I'm glad you thought it was perfect lol and that it is tying things together =] Thanks so much for the review!

jocelyn: Thank you and I would do a sevenfold based story but there isn't a sevenfold section on fanfiction...Thanks so much for the review!

msgemgem: I know stupid Sam! But it doesn't seem she got in the middle of this chapter huh? haha Thanks so much for the review!

hardycenagrl: I know poor Piper but don't hate Randy just yet however the hating of Sam is fully allowed, she should get whats coming to her soon enough Thanks so much for the review!

Bingobaby: It looks like Randy is one smooth talker huh? But still an asshole for doing what he did lol, Piper probably shouldn't have kissed him but maybe...well I'm sure we shall find out in the next chapter =] Thanks so much for the review!

Happy 20th chapter!

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